Chapter 126
Xiao Peiyin leaned against the front of the car, the autumn wind rustling, making her feel a little cold. The warmth on the hood of the car in front of her eased her chill. After getting out of the car, she kept repeating Gu Cunxi's words in her mind. She could even... even imagine that scene clearly! Imagine... Jiang Rao hugging her and kissing her...
My throat felt like it was being strangled, as if I was suffocating...
The person she loves... is kissed by someone else
Jiang Rao knew clearly, knew clearly about the relationship between him and Gu Cunxi, yet he still wanted to kiss her. The more Xiao Peiyin thought about it, the more she felt suffocated and frantic...
There was a sound of a car door opening and closing behind her. Xiao Peiyin did not turn around. At this moment, she did not want to pay any attention to Gu Cunxi. When she heard her approach, her heart still skipped a beat. She glanced back unconsciously.
There was an extra coat on her shoulders. Xiao Peiyin looked down and found that it was Gu Cunxi who had put his coat on her. She pulled the coat off her shoulders and stuffed it back into Gu Cunxi's hands, saying coldly, "I'm not cold..."
"But...you are shaking." Gu Cunxi put the clothes on her shoulders again.
This time Xiao Peiyin did not refuse. She subconsciously glanced at Gu Cunxi, only pausing for a moment before retracting her gaze. The moment she turned her head, she frowned slightly.
She only had a thin bottoming shirt on...
"Let me explain... okay?" Gu Cunxi rubbed his arms and took a small step forward, wanting to get a little closer to Xiao Peiyin but not daring to get too close...
"Just now... I sent her..."
"Get in the car and talk," Xiao Peiyin interrupted.
Even if she was angry... she couldn't bear it after all. Seeing her rubbing her arms, she felt distressed! Xiao Peiyin got into the car by herself after she finished speaking. Seeing this, Gu Cunxi followed.
Before getting out of the car, Gu Cunxi turned on the air conditioner. In fact, from the moment Pei Yin stood in front of the car, she also lowered the windows to the bottom.
Blowing the cold wind of the night with her...
After getting in the car, Xiao Peiyin put his coat on Gu Cunxi with a sullen face, without saying a word.
This action made Gu Cunxi feel warm in his heart. He was obviously angry, but he still cared whether she was cold or not.
"Gu Cunxi..." She called out with a hoarse voice, but her tone was light and without any warmth.
“!”
The moment she heard Pei Yin calling her name, Gu Cunxi panicked. In her impression, she would only call her name so coldly when she was really angry...
"Pei Pei! Can you please listen to my explanation?" Gu Cunxi sat in the passenger seat, lowered his head, and his tone was full of regret.
"How did she kiss you?"
“!!”
"What?"
"I'm asking you! How did she... kiss you?" Xiao Peiyin turned her head, her eyes cold yet hot.
As she spoke, she moved closer, slowly pressing her body forward until she was in front of Gu Cunxi. The moment her nose touched her cheek, she stopped and said with restraint, "Where did she kiss you?"
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"Here?" Xiao Peiyin tapped her cheek with his fingertips, then gently slid them to her lips and said, "Or here?"
"she…"
Without waiting for Gu Cunxi's reply, she kissed him passionately, her body moving slowly across the center console. She pushed Gu Cunxi's shoulders and pressed her against the car window, prying open her lips with an aggressive aura. The little flame of possessiveness in her heart instantly ignited into a sea of fire...
She's not as gentle as before, and her domineering attitude is unlike her...
Gu Cunxi didn't dare to move. The bones of her back were against the frame of the car window, which made her feel painful. She endured the discomfort in her back, closed her eyes and raised her head to respond, carefully and gently. The fragrance of lemongrass penetrated her nose and penetrated into her heart, making her feel at ease and intoxicated.
The fire in her heart was engulfed in Gu Cunxi's gentle return kiss, but Xiao Peiyin still felt that the empty space in her heart had not been filled. When she thought about how Jiang Rao had kissed her lips just like she was doing now, she felt sad and crazy... She paused for a moment, moved away from her lips, and kissed down, from her jaw to her neck...
She gently pulled down Gu Cunxi's collar, revealing her beautiful flat shoulders and collarbone... She lifted her thin lips slightly, leaving a faint tooth mark on it. She bit it lightly, not hard, reluctant to let go...
There was a slight pain in the shoulder. Gu Cunxi frowned and said nothing. He put his right hand around Xiao Peiyin's neck, rubbing his fingertips and stroking carefully, as if to comfort her, but also as if to admit his mistake.
"Does it hurt?" Xiao Peiyin kissed the teeth marks on his shoulder and asked softly.
"It doesn't hurt as much as yours..." Gu Cunxi shook his head and tapped her heart with his fingers.
"Did she kiss you like this?" Xiao Peiyin asked again, with a hint of bitterness in her tone.
Gu Cunxi shook his head and bit his lip, his eyes full of guilt.
"You left me here alone and sent her home. Did you ever think that I would be sad? Did you think of me when she kissed you? Why did you give her the chance to kiss you?" Xiao Peiyin lowered her eyes, her eyes dark.
A pair of watery eyes that couldn't hide their pain met Gu Cunxi's gaze, causing her heart to ache. She brushed her cheek and said anxiously, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Xiao Peipei, it's all my fault. I shouldn't have left you alone!! When she...she kissed me, I only thought of you."
These words made her expression ease. Gu Cunxi gently stroked her cheek, his fingertips trembling, his eyes full of self-blame and heartache.
"I... I really can't ignore her feelings. I cherish her very much, but this has nothing to do with love. I'm sorry, it's all my fault! I made you sad..."
"Is she important to you?" Xiao Peiyin stepped back and asked.
"It is...important." Gu Cunxi nodded and answered truthfully. After a pause, he said, "If it weren't for her... maybe four years ago... I would..."
Gu Cunxi didn't say the last word.
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When Xiao Peiyin mentioned four years ago, her heart was stabbed. She would never forget that night...
"Pei Pei..." After a brief silence, Gu Cunxi called her softly, "I love you!! Only you!!"
"But Jiang Rao occupies a small place in my heart... I can't deny that she is important to me! If it weren't for her, I probably would never see you again."
"So...so when she spoke...I..."
"I understand. You don't have to say anymore..." Xiao Peiyin interrupted her, unable to bear to listen any further. Her thoughts were constantly being pulled back to four years ago, when Jiang Rao had saved her and she had asked Jiang Rao to take care of Cunxi... This friendship was something that not only Cunxi couldn't ignore, but she shouldn't ignore it either. Indeed... Without Jiang Rao, perhaps they would have really lost each other forever four years ago...
"I want to say, I want to make it clear to you, I don't want... this matter to become a knot in your heart." Gu Cunxi leaned over and pulled her hand against his chest. The coldness of her hand seeped into Gu Cunxi's heart through the thin shirt, and she frowned in pain.
"In my heart, Jiang Rao can only be a friend. Yes, I value her and cherish her, but I will not love her. That kiss... happened suddenly... I didn't avoid it in time. It's my fault. I... feel guilty because I did something wrong to you! I wanted to hide it... But when I see you, I blame myself and go crazy. I dare not look you in the eye, nor dare to get close to you. I don't want to lie to you and pretend that nothing happened. I can't be calm."
"Xiao Peiyin, I love you... I really love you, I'm sorry! Please... forgive me... I've already made it clear to Jiang Rao! This will never... never happen again! I'm sorry! Can you... can you please forgive me just once?"
"I was wrong. I made you sad. It's all my fault. It's all my fault... I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"
Seeing the person next to her covering his face and blaming himself, with a tone full of regret, Xiao Peiyin's heart ached dully. She pulled her hand away, put her arm around Gu Cunxi's neck and pulled her into her arms.
Gu Cunxi was startled, raised his hand and hugged her back, resting his chin on Xiao Peiyin's shoulder, and kissed her neck with his face tilted, his lips trembling...
There was a warm and wet feeling on her neck. Xiao Peiyin was stunned for a moment and turned her head to look at her. The person in her arms had tears in the corners of her eyes, and her eyebrows were full of sadness and self-blame.
The anger in my heart dissipated in her tears, leaving only heartache...
In fact... no matter what Gu Cunxi did, she couldn't really blame her! As long as she cried... she would no longer be angry.
There was a soft sigh in the car. Xiao Peiyin stroked her neck with his long hand, ruffled her hair, and whispered softly in her ear, "Tell me again."
"What?" Gu Cunxi was stunned, rubbing his eyes, and asked with a sob.
"Say it again, and I'll forgive you!" Xiao Peiyin said, kissing her cochlea.
"Can you... forgive me just once?" Gu Cunxi said timidly.
"Idiot... That's not it!!"
The person in his arms was silent for a moment, and Xiao Peiyin kissed her cheek while waiting for her to speak.
Gu Cunxi didn't react for a moment. What did Pei Yin say? She thought about it and suddenly understood! She stepped back and looked at her in the dim light from the roadside. She said seriously, "I love you! I love you very much... I love you very much!!"
As soon as the words fell, Gu Cunxi's body fell into her soft embrace. Xiao Peiyin raised her lips and said in her ear: "I forgive you, but..."
"But what?" Gu Cunxi's heart suddenly tightened, and he asked cautiously.
"It's all your fault... I spent half the night in the cold wind before I could calm down. I want you to... make it up to me!"
Gu Cunxi nuzzled her neck and nodded, "Then...what do you want? I'll give you everything I can."
"What I want...can't be done here." Xiao Peiyin leaned close to her ear, and kissed her cheek with an extremely low voice, saying with temptation.
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The author has something to say:
Others hold hands on Chinese Valentine's Day, but I spend my Chinese Valentine's Day looking at each other...
I won’t finish here yet. I wish you all a happy and fulfilling day today.
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