Chapter 31 I Won't Let You Lose
The night was gentle, and inside the ward, their breaths intertwined, a little sticky...
The hand on her waist was warm and strong. Xiao Peiyin's body gradually stiffened and her heartbeat became rapid.
This feeling is a long-lost freshness!
She lowered her head and gently stroked Gu Cunxi's hair. Seeing her looking up at her, Xiao Peiyin could clearly see the large and small wounds and bruises on Gu Cunxi's face through the moonlight. She looked at her carefully...her eyes were full of heartache!
Her eyes were long and deep, with European and American eye sockets, and her pink lips, swollen from the cracks, once again pierced Xiao Peiyin's heart...
"Does it hurt?" Xiao Peiyin leaned over and slowly moved closer. Her slender fingers trembled slightly as she placed them on Gu Cunxi's lips, rubbing them gently, carefully...
“!!”
The sudden touch between her lips made Gu Cunxi's body tense instantly, and her heart beat violently. Face to face at such a close distance, she could smell the fragrance on Xiao Peiyin's body, the same fragrance that fascinated her when they first met.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment. Everything around was silent. In the small ward, it was so quiet that we could hear the sound of each other's hearts beating violently.
Gu Cunxi looked at her, shook his head, chuckled and said, "Don't worry! It doesn't hurt much, it's just..."
Before he finished speaking, a trace of warmth from the corner of his mouth sealed Gu Cunxi's lips, with a little softness.
"Hmm..."
The sudden kiss left Gu Cunxi somewhat bewildered. His body began to tremble and stiffen, and he was so nervous that he didn't know where to put his hands...
Such a gentle and passionate kiss made Gu Cunxi gradually intoxicated, and her body softened and she had no strength left. Fortunately, she was in the hospital bed, otherwise she would not be able to stand steadily...
The emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, at this moment, could not be controlled and burst out from the heart. Gu Cunxi put his arms around the person in front of him and responded to Xiao Peiyin's kiss with his lips.
Although this was not their first kiss, the feeling this time was completely different from before. There was no testing, no caution, but it was bold and passionate with the love for each other. Xiao Peiyin didn't know how long it took before she felt the person in her arms gently push her away. Her breathing became a little rapid. She looked at Gu Cunxi in her arms with a smile in her eyes. Her heart, which had been empty for a long time, was filled by the person in front of her. She hadn't felt so stable and satisfied for a long time. Gu Cunxi shone into her life like light, bringing warmth and warming her heart.
"I...am not dreaming, am I?" Gu Cunxi raised his hand and touched Pei Yin's cheek, and asked in a low voice.
"Why do you ask?" Xiao Peiyin scratched the tip of Gu Cunxi's nose, rubbed her cheek against her palm, and smiled.
"I always feel that everything now seems unreal. I'm afraid it's just a dream. When I wake up, you will push me away again and tell me that you don't like women, and you don't like me either!"
Xiao Peiyin looked at Gu Cunxi in her arms, her brows slightly furrowed with fear, her voice choked with sobs, and felt a pang of pain in her heart. Her indifference and alienation during this period of time must have hurt her heart and neglected her too much, which is why she felt so insecure...
"Silly, you're not in a dream, we're in reality! I love you!!"
The moment I heard Xiao Peiyin say that she liked me, I don’t know why, but all the sadness and grievances that I had suppressed in my heart since I fell in love with her suddenly came out. This woman… was clearly expressing her love to me, but why did she make me feel so sad!
Gu Cunxi's eyes felt sore, his throat dry and painful, and tears immediately welled up in his eyes, slowly dripping down his cheeks...
Seeing Gu Cunxi crying like a child who had been wronged, Xiao Peiyin's eyes also turned red, and a dense pain welled up in her heart. She raised her hand and gently wiped away her tears. It was the first time she saw Gu Cunxi so aggrieved. She had always been cold and distant, but now she showed all her vulnerability in front of her. It was all because of her...
She clearly treasured Gu Cunxi and couldn't bear to hurt her, yet she still hurt her unintentionally. Xiao Peiyin secretly blamed herself and felt guilty. She reached out and patted Gu Cunxi's back and said, "Give me some time, let me prepare to be with you forever, okay?"
Gu Cunxi nodded with red eyes, looked at Pei Yin tenderly, stretched out his hands to hug her, and gradually tightened his arms, holding her in his arms.
Gu Cunxi felt an itch in her waist, and her body trembled slightly. Xiao Peiyin reached out and patted her back to comfort her, but accidentally knocked Gu Cunxi's cheek against her shoulder...
Gu Cunxi, who was leaning on him, feeling the warmth, felt a sharp pain. She immediately loosened her arms and turned her head away. Xiao Peiyin's heart tightened, and her heart also ached. Because she was so attached to Gu Cunxi's embrace, she had forgotten that she was still injured...
"Did it hurt you?" Xiao Peiyin carefully lifted Gu Cunxi's face, looked at it, and touched it gently with her fingertips.
"Well... it does hurt a little!" Gu Cunxi smiled, enjoying Xiao Peiyin's tenderness. He kissed her palm and said, "I like you holding me like this! You smell so good, like laundry detergent! It's intoxicating!"
"!" Xiao Peiyin blushed and chuckled softly.
Gu Cunxi looked at her blushing face and smiled even more. In the small ward, the two looked at each other with love in their eyes. After a long time, Gu Cunxi sat up straight, cleared his throat and said slowly: "Xiao Peiyin! You lied to me so hard!"
"I..." Xiao Peiyin bit her lower lip, looking guilty. She opened her mouth but couldn't speak.
"I thought my affection bothered you!"
"No! It's not like that!" Xiao Peiyin anxiously leaned over and held Gu Cunxi's hand.
"Now! I know! Silly boy, you're the first person I've ever fallen in love with, and you'll definitely be the last one!"
"For the first thirty years of my life, I didn't know how to love. Love seemed to me like a distant, unreachable cloud. I used to think that the older you get and the more experience you gain, the harder it is to fall in love. Without the reckless innocence of youth, the adult world is filled with self-interest and calculation, so... love naturally becomes less pure!"
Gu Cunxi held Xiao Peiyin tightly, looked out the window, paused, and said, "But after meeting you, I changed my mind! It turns out that it's not that it's harder to love as you get older, but as you get older, you can better distinguish whether it's love or not. The kind of friendship that makes you willing to risk everything for someone is so rare and precious. I thought that no one would ever let me do that in this life!"
"But... you did it. I know it must be very difficult for you to make such a decision. It requires great courage, Pei Yin! You walked towards me so bravely. I won't let you lose! As for your marriage with Chen Feng, I will wait for you!"
"Of course! I won't let you carry this burden alone. Promise me, we'll face all the problems together. You don't need to worry too much about your parents, An An, or money. Whatever Chen Feng can give you, I can give you, no less!"
"As for those verbal attacks and pointing fingers that you're afraid of, believe me, I'm not that fragile. I'm very firm in loving you!"
Xiao Peiyin's eyes were red and misty. Gu Cunxi gave her courage and confidence. She was willing to break through the obstacles in front of them!
She wants a love that truly suits her wishes, so she is willing to take a risk. As long as the person by her side is Gu Cunxi, she is willing to do anything!
Seeing Xiao Peiyin sitting on the bed, silently wiping away her tears, Gu Cunxi's heart ached. She reached out and pulled her close to her. She raised her hand to wipe her cheek, then leaned over and kissed her forehead. She said gently, "Don't cry! It hurts me when you cry! Believe me! I will give you a different life!!"
After that, Gu Cunxi held Xiao Peiyin's shoulders and hugged her in his arms.
At this moment, Xiao Peiyin's heart seemed to have found a harbor to dock, making her feel extremely warm and at ease! She leaned on Gu Cunxi's shoulder, gently nuzzling her cheek and said, "If you want to investigate what happened today, or want to call the police... you don't have to worry about me!"
Gu Cunxi thought of the hideous and irrational Chen Feng standing at the hotel door. In fact, calling the police was the best way to deal with it. She could examine the injuries and make an injury report. Such intentional injury would have a huge impact on people like Chen Feng who work in a government agency. She could take this opportunity to make Chen Feng pay some price, but Gu Cunxi did not intend to really do so!
Because she was beaten by Chen Feng...she is not innocent!
"Pei Yin, I told you I won't call the police!" Gu Cunxi refused, sighed, and said, "It's not because of you, but for myself. Although Chen Feng hurt me in this matter, I also owe him. No matter what, I shouldn't use love and sincerity to excuse myself. I am the third person who broke into your marriage!"
"If being beaten can atone for my sins, I am willing to bear the harm from Chen Feng. That way, my conscience will feel better. Okay! Let's not talk about this anymore. It's getting late. Let's go to bed. You will be cold on the sofa. I will hold you and keep you warm, okay? Although the bed is a bit small!" Gu Cunxi moved his body and made room to the side.
Xiao Peiyin looked up at Gu Cunxi and smiled gently. She stood up, took off her coat, and leaned into her arms. Gu Cunxi put his arm around her shoulders, holding her close to his body. He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, and the two fell asleep face to face in each other's arms...
These scenes that once appeared in Gu Cunxi's dream have now been realized in reality, and she is willing to endure everything for this.
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