Chapter 47 Pei Jian is a dazzlingly outstanding person

He resigned and went back with injuries all over his body.

The corner of his lip was broken and there was a big bruise on his cheekbone. If he went back home, his mother would definitely be worried.

He had a duty room in the North City Military Department, where he would occasionally stay overnight when on duty.

He returned here alone, threw himself on the bed, head down, and suffocated himself on the mattress.

When fighting with Pei Jian, his chest was filled with anger, and he had only one goal in mind - to beat to death the despicable guy who coveted Nian Xi.

He is not worthy of being his friend.

Now I am lying alone in a simple house, feeling not only angry but also depressed and sad.

In two months, he would be coming of age. Pei Jian was the same age as him, and their birthdays were not far apart.

They were best buddies.

Since childhood, Gu Ci has always had a natural sense of superiority in front of Pei Jian.

Because he had family members who loved him very much. His mother and sisters were not to be mentioned. Although his father and brother were not in Beijing all year round, they kept in touch with him all year round. If they came across any good things, they would always send them back to him. Every winter, the fur coat he wore to keep warm was all hunted by his father and brother.

On his birthday, he would receive a room full of gifts.

But Pei Jian didn't.

His parents died early, his grandparents did not protect him, the second branch of the family did their best to suppress him, and no one in his maternal grandfather's family could be trusted.

He was almost unloved.

There is a natural contrast between their situations.

Therefore, he has always been the most generous to Pei Jian.

No matter what it is, as long as Pei Jian shows a little interest, he will give it to her without hesitation.

Everyone praised him for his friendliness.

Only Gu Ci knew that it was not just because they were good friends, but also because of the hidden inferiority complex that he could not tell anyone about, and even he himself was unwilling to admit.

Pei Jian is a dazzlingly outstanding person.

He was a first-rate scholar and never neglected martial arts, practicing diligently every day. He was not as good as Pei Jian in studies, and could only barely tie him in martial arts. It was not until later when Pei Jian focused on literature and he spent every day in the school martial arts field that they each shone in different fields.

If Pei Jian's parents were still alive, and if his childhood had not been so lonely, Pei Jian would not have been the aloof and arrogant person he is now. He would have been a crushing presence among the men in the capital.

Gu Ci had to admit that while he showed his friendliness and generosity, he also revealed a sense of superiority.

Pei Jian may or may not know this, but after he turned ten, he never accepted anything from himself, not even a gift from his mother.

Pei Jian has always been a very proud person.

On the contrary, he preferred to rely on Pei Jian. And those little thoughts in childhood turned into true friendship as they grew older.

Gu Ci couldn't understand why Pei Jian fell in love with only his Nian Xi when there were so many women in the world.

He can give him anything in this world except Nian Xi.

Whenever he thought of Nian Xi, Gu Ci's cold heart was slowly soaked and comforted by a warm emotion.

Nian Xi loves him, only him.

That's enough.

He turned over and sat up, finding the medicine box to apply medicine to the wound. He had an appointment with Nianxi tomorrow, so he couldn't go to see her with all the wounds on his face. He didn't want her to know anything about what happened tonight.

From now on, he will protect Nianxi at all times and will never let Pei Jian bother her again.

After applying the medicine, Gu Ci lighted the candlestick and took out the broken Mohelo.

He had promised Nianxi that he would fix it.

Gu Ci looked at the broken part carefully and found that it was difficult to repair. The broken part was full of cracks, the painted part was mottled, and the broken arm had lost a lot of clay sculptures. He pieced it together bit by bit and worked for most of the night.

This is better. You can focus on improving "Gu Xiaoliu" without distraction, which can make you calm and not so sad.

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Pei Jian returned to his and Nian Xi's home with a frighteningly cold expression. However, what was even more terrifying than his expression was the wound on his face.

The steward brought some medicine and Pei Jian took it with a sullen face.

The steward asked hesitantly, "Sir, the wound on your face... do you need a maid to help you apply medicine?"

Pei Jian turned around and said without even turning his head, "No need."

Nianxi once said, "Your body is mine, I won't allow other women to touch you."

At that time, they were deeply in love. After making love, Nian Xi snuggled in his arms obediently, and her fingers circled along the muscle lines of his chest and abdomen. He was disturbed so much that his breathing became heavy, and he grabbed the restless hand.

Nian Xi turned over, her body hanging above him, her almond eyes charming, she tapped his chest and said, "Only I can see and touch your body."

The candlelight was dim in the tent. She couldn't hold back her shyness and her blushing face looked very pretty.

Pei Jian teased her contentedly, "Even a maid can't do that?"

Nian Xi was a little anxious, not caring about the loose collar that slipped down, revealing a large area of ​​smooth and milky white skin, "Of course not. Husband and wife are of one mind, I am yours, and you should be mine too!"

They were newly married at that time, and Pei Jian understood the meaning of her words: she did not like him taking a concubine.

Pei Jian found it funny. It was normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines. When they were older and their love had calmed down, and they had children, maybe she would take the initiative to give him two concubines to take care of his daily life.

He said this, and Nian Xi was extremely angry after hearing it, "I wouldn't be like that, I only love you."

Pei Jian finally heard these sweet words, and with satisfaction he turned over and pressed her under him. After some torment and entanglement, he finally made her eyes blurry, and she forgot her previous anger in her delicate panting.

But Pei Jian always remembered it.

Later, he was in a high position of power and a woman threw herself into his arms. He always remembered the expectant look and deep love in Nian Xi's eyes at that moment.

Even then, they were moving further and further away.

He didn't want to make her sad.

Men can be satisfied in many things other than love affairs.

He restrained himself.

Pei Jian wiped the wound at the corner of his eye in front of the bronze mirror, smiled sneerfully, and twitched the corners of his lips, and the pain spread all the way to the bottom of his heart.

There is no true empathy in this world unless you are experiencing it.

He still kept his promise, but the woman who claimed to love only him had forgotten her oath and had other men first.

After applying the medicine, he lay alone in bed, closed his eyes, and couldn't fall asleep for a long time.

In a trance, he had a dream, a very chaotic dream. In a familiar yet unfamiliar inner room, there was a woman lying on a couch.

The woman was alone, curled up.

He slowly approached...

The pain made her face look horrible, pale and helpless, her almond-shaped eyes were miserable, and black blood was flowing from the corners of her lips.

He suddenly woke up from his dream, his eyes still closed, but his heart was beating rapidly like a drum.

I lay quietly for a while, recalling the scene in my dream.

That evening, the rain was falling like threads. She sat alone in the theater and told herself that she wanted a divorce.

He was so cruel that he left her alone without even a word of comfort and turned away.

How did he do it at that time?

He couldn't see the sadness and disappointment in her eyes at all. Didn't he care?

How much must she have hated him when she died in agony?

Pei Jian felt a sudden blockage in his heart, a severe blockage.

He suddenly wanted to see her, to meet her immediately and ask her.

Pei Yan's eyelids twitched slightly, and he suddenly opened his eyes. He jumped up from the bed, got up, hurriedly put on his clothes, turned around and went out.