"Oh, it's Su Niannian. Is your hand okay?" Gao Shanyue glanced at her indifferently, as if he had regained his senses.
The crooked tree that was about to fall made a trembling and crackling sound in the silent night. Below was the rushing river. This person did not care about her life at all. Even the wound on her arm was still bleeding. She did not even look at it, letting the blood flow and drip into the river, and then disappeared...
Su Niannian's heartbeat quickened. "Captain Gao, what happened tonight is my fault. I apologize to you. I won't break these taboos next time. Can you come down first?"
"Didn't Shen Luo tell you not to mind my business?"
Gao Shanyue lowered her head slightly, and Su Niannian only then saw that she was holding a half-smoked cigarette between her fingers. The sporadic flames were inconspicuous in the darkness. She chuckled softly, and looked at Su Niannian with her dark eyes, with the corners of her lips slightly raised: "You won't cry until you see the coffin. What does it have to do with you whether I am dead or alive? Who asked you to pity me!"
She exerted force with her cold fingers and smashed the rotten crooked tree with one punch. She fell rapidly in Su Niannian's sight and fell into the river with a "plop". The last thing Su Niannian saw was the other person's eyes that were as cold as ice.
It seems that she has no attachment to this world, but there is a trace of struggle in her eyes. Su Niannian committed suicide countless times in her previous life. She knows that feeling. When walking on the edge of life and death, the head is confused and completely relies on hurting oneself to get satisfaction. In fact, there is a trace of hope in her heart...
Her existence may be Gao Shanyue's hope to survive.
Su Niannian ran away, quickly taking off her coat. As Gao Shanyue was washed down by the river, Su Niannian stretched out her hand and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Catch me!"
Gao Shanyue's lips curled up in a mocking tone.
She couldn't catch anyone.
If even her biological parents gave up on her, what else could she hold on to? !
In this hypocritical world, when life is really threatened, everyone will seek benefits and avoid harm, including her parents, brothers, grandfather, Chen Luo, or Su Niannian...
Then let’s die together!
Gao Shanyue, with a heart full of malice, waved the flag wildly. As if possessed by a ghost, when she was swept to the stone bridge by the flowing water, she grabbed Su Niannian's hand. The other party staggered almost imperceptibly, and was heavily fallen down by her malicious weight. At the same time, Su Niannian's eyes burst into great joy.
Those wet eyes were as bright as cold stars, instantly grabbing all of Gao Shanyue's attention. By the time she reacted, Su Niannian had already been pulled into the water by her.
The other party was obviously a landlubber and was struggling violently.
Gao Shanyue grinned and laughed, reached out and grabbed the other person's waist, and swam to the shore in a few strokes. The two of them were trembling like drowned rats in the wind. Before Gao Shanyue could say anything sarcastic, Su Niannian slapped her in the face.
Gao Shanyue was stunned: "You... you dare to hit me?! My parents don't dare to hit me, how dare you hit me? If you have the guts, try hitting me again!"
With a "slap", Su Niannian slapped her again with all her strength.
Gao Shanyue was so angry that she was shaking all over, but she couldn't vent her anger towards Su Niannian. She gritted her teeth and shouted angrily, "Who the hell told you to control me?! Get out!"
"Because I don't want to bear any responsibility, Gao Shanyue, I know you are awake now, and you only have one life, so use it sparingly."
"Why should I be frugal..."
"You'll know when you die."
"..." Gao Shanyue was a little speechless. She rolled her eyes and said, "You talk like you've died before!"
In response to her, there was a long silence. Su Niannian wrung out the water from her clothes. After a while, she said in a serious tone under Gao Shanyue's suspicious eyes, "You just feel abandoned by your parents, so you're just throwing in the towel. What's the big deal? When I was trying to make a living in a foreign country, do you know how it felt to not be able to speak the language?
Even eating is a problem, but I have never thought of giving up. Maybe it is because I have never received love from my parents, and I don’t expect love from anyone. In this world, there are too many meaningful things, and there is no need to be obsessed with feelings, you see…"
She stretched out her elbow and placed it under Gao Shanyue's eyelids. "You did leave a wound on me, but it is slowly healing. The wound in your heart will also slowly heal. You deserve a better life."
Gao Shanyue was confused.
Su Niannian was a weirdo. The other party was the only one who chased her out after seeing her attack. At the same time, he was the first one who dared to beat her. Gao Shanyue had mixed feelings. She clenched her teeth so tightly that her face was twitching. After a while, she said "oh" and her heart skipped a beat. "Don't you think people like me are scary?"
"I've seen scarier people."
"So...are you willing to be friends with an abandoned person like me?"
Gao Shanyue lowered her eyes, and Su Niannian easily saw the panic in her eyes.
"Isn't Shen Luo your friend? If you're willing, maybe I am too."
"No, Shenluo is just my dog."
Su Niannian glanced at her sideways: "Are you polite?"
Gao Shanyue raised her chin slightly, her eyes brightening: "So you agreed?! In fact, the first time I saw you, I felt that you were different from others, Su Niannian, we are the same people, right? Have you ever collapsed and committed suicide? Do you want to experience the feeling of death? I'll take you to try it when I'm free. The wind on the cliff sings very nicely..."
"..."
In response, Su Niannian rolled her eyes.
Although it was clearly an impatient attitude, Gao Shanyue was extremely happy. She followed Su Niannian closely back to the dormitory. When the kerosene lamp was lit, Su Niannian realized that the blood on this person's arm was all over the floor. Her beautiful thin lips had long lost their color. She never cried out in pain from beginning to end, but hope of survival gradually ignited in her eyes.
Shen Luo, who was awakened, dragged out the medicine box from under the cupboard with ease.
Treat Gao Shanyue's wound.
As the hemostatic cotton pads were soaked, disinfected and processed one by one, the whole house was once again filled with a strong smell of blood. Su Niannian was already feeling uncomfortable during her pregnancy, and she had just caught a cold. She couldn't help but rush to the eaves and vomited, almost vomiting bile.
Shen Luo, who came out to pour water, glanced at her silently.
I looked at her again and couldn't help but ask with a sigh.
"Deputy Captain Su, are you...are you pregnant?!"
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