"I owed you in my previous life. I swear to God that I will never repeat the same mistake in this life no matter who it is or what the reason is. Here," Liang Li clenched his fist and hit his heart, "You are the most important." Nothing can be changed.
His face was firm, and every word he spoke was serious. His oath was true, and his promise was even more true.
Song Shuyao's heart suddenly soured. What was this? What was this? She wanted to say something heartless and harsh, but her thoughts turned several times, and her mind was filled with the images of the two of them together. In the end, she couldn't say anything.
After coming out of the forest space, he took his graduation certificate and assignment list and left. He went home and locked himself in the room again. In the middle of the night, he went into his villa space and searched around. He found the suicide note from the locked room. The envelope was stuck tightly and there was no sign of it being opened.
Song Shuyao had never opened the suicide note since she received it. Her head was dazed, her heart was confused and chaotic, and she had an unreal feeling of walking on light clouds. She didn't even know how much wine she drank. In the end, she was probably drunk to death and came to this world as Jiang Shuyao. This was actually more like a dream. She was not in the mood to sleep and didn't want to read the suicide note at all.
And now, she was holding the letter, her heart was still a mess, and Liang Li's words seemed to still echo in her ears.
He said he regretted it, he said he was sorry, he said that in this special era he was the only one who understood her the most and was more suitable to be with her than any other man, he said he would not ask for forgiveness and let her beat and scold him but only asked her to give him another chance, he said he would not repeat the same mistake and she would always be the most important thing in his heart.
However, she remembered the harsh words he said about breaking up, remembered that even though she cried, he still left without looking back, remembered how she locked herself up in the small villa for two years after they broke up, pretending to have forgotten, pretending to be in the past, suppressing the negative emotions in her heart and coaxing herself to get by, how many phone calls she made to the psychologist and how much she learned to prevent her emotions from breaking down, and she also remembered how heartbroken, confused and at a loss she felt when she received his suicide note.
The shadows of past and present lives were vague, and Song Shuyao held the letter but was unable to take action. She let go of one thought and held on to another. What was she asking for now?
If there was a bowl of Meng Po soup in front of her, and she was asked to drink it as her present life and let go of the past, would she be willing to drink it?
Song Shuyao closed her eyes and held the envelope tighter.
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"I think we can't delay this marriage any longer. We should have it clear with Hao Yuanchao." Jiang's father spoke at the dinner table. Seeing that Song Shuyao's work assignment had come down, if the marriage was not made clear, it would be troublesome if it was reported to the workplace. So Jiang's father thought that they couldn't continue to be unclear like this. They had to talk it out with Hao Yuanchao first. That way, Song Shuyao could get married when she met the right person at her workplace. She couldn't just stay like this without getting married.
Jiang's mother also nodded in agreement, "We need to talk it out."
Jiang Shuhua and his wife had no objection; his father and mother were the ones who decided his younger sister's marriage. The other two children in the family were still naive and quietly ate their own meals, but their eyes followed the adults' gaze towards their beautiful aunt.
Song Shuyao slowly picked up a piece of braised eggplant with chopsticks and ate it. Seeing everyone's eyes on her, she said, "Well, I'll go find him and explain it later."
Hao Yuanchao hasn't come to visit these days. He had a temporary rehearsal plan and asked her to think about their affairs during this time. According to what he said at the time, she will be back in the next two days if nothing unexpected happens.
Jiang's mother nodded. "Alright, talk to him first." The person who tied the bell must be the one to untie it. Hao Yuanchao didn't have any elders, so it was better to let Song Shuyao talk it through. Maybe she'd accept it privately. If that didn't work out, then go find the person who had brought them together. It would be best if they could reach an amicable divorce privately.
She glanced at her little daughter. She seemed to have lost a lot of weight recently, and her temper had calmed down a lot. She must have been feeling bad. Fortunately, she seemed to have come to terms with it now and was taking the initiative to talk about it, which meant she was letting it go. She breathed a sigh of relief, fearing that she would feel uncomfortable if she kept holding it in. She took the initiative to pick up a piece of food and put it in the bowl. "Eat more, you've lost weight."
Song Shuyao froze as she looked at the dish in the bowl. Those were the chopsticks that Jiang's mother had used to eat... Never mind, she decided to just eat it without losing her composure. She frowned slightly, picked up another dish, wrapped it up, and swallowed it.
No one noticed or cared about this small action. Jiang's mother had always treated Jiang Shuyao like this, and Jiang Shuyao was used to it. However, they were not the same person after all, and some habits were really unacceptable. Even when her relationship with Liang Li was at its best, she accepted it when he picked up the food with his own chopsticks. It was only after he fed her the food in a gangster-like way that she accepted it. But no matter in the previous life or this life, he was the only one who did that to her without feeling disgusted.
As for Jiang's mother's words, there was nothing she could do. She was her mother now, and she dared not and could not despise her.
Song Shuyao quickly finished her meal and put down her chopsticks to avoid having food taken from her again, then she packed up and went to Hao Yuanchao's school.
Since we have to make it clear, it doesn’t matter who takes the initiative to come to the door. It’s more convenient to do it outside.
But I don't know if it was luck or coincidence, just after I walked out of the house, I saw Liang Li walking towards me with a few bananas and three or two apples. The moment he saw Song Shuyao, his tense face immediately relaxed, and there seemed to be a light in his eyes.
Song Shuyao stopped immediately.
Liang Li walked in quickly, "Are you going out? I just came back from rehearsal and bought some fruit from someone selling fruit on the way. Would you like a banana?" His attitude was friendly and his tone was familiar, but he was cautious and cautious, hiding a hint of uneasiness.
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