Chapter 211 You are the one who lost your sister
At this time, Zhou Huiying came out of the room and saw her son standing in the living room. She was wondering why he hadn't left yet, and then she heard the angry roar of her daughter-in-law Shi Yamin from her eldest son's room:
"Speak! Are you mute?"
The little boy in the room lowered his head, clenched his hands unnaturally, and pinched the thumb of the other hand with the thumb of one hand. His nails almost pierced into the flesh, but he seemed to feel no pain at all and continued to pinch his hand hard.
Although tears were welling up in his eyes, he still tried hard to suppress them, but he couldn't help crying. Two big tears fell on the back of his hand.
Seeing the tears on his son's hand, Shi Yamin showed no mercy and even became more irritable. He mocked his son:
"Cry, humph, you still have the nerve to cry! If your sister is beaten, scolded, bullied, or has her hands and feet chopped off, who should she cry to? I tell you, Su Yang, you lost your sister. If you can't find her for one day, you should feel guilty for one day. If you can't find her for a year, you should feel guilty for a year. If you can't find her for a lifetime, you should feel guilty for a lifetime!"
These words were too cruel for a child of about ten years old! Su Xiangnan, who was outside the room, couldn't stand it any longer and was about to knock on the door, but was stopped by his mother Zhou Huiying.
Zhou Huiying gave him a look that said "stand aside" and then raised her hand to knock on the door.
Shi Yamin was indeed a bit too much to say these words to the child, but she was Su Yang's biological mother after all, and it was not good for Su Xiangnan, the younger brother-in-law, to interfere in the education of her son, so Zhou Huiying stopped Su Xiangnan and knocked on the door herself.
After a while, Shi Yamin came over and opened the door. When she saw it was her mother-in-law, her expression did not improve. She called out in a deep voice:
"Mom."
"Yamin, Su Yang should be in your room. I want to ask him to buy some soy sauce. We are out of soy sauce at home." Zhou Huiying spoke to Shi Yamin as if she didn't know that Shi Yamin was scolding Su Yang.
Shi Yamin still respected Zhou Huiying as her mother-in-law, so even though she knew that her mother-in-law was deliberately looking for an excuse to send Su Yang away and stop her from scolding him, she didn't give him face. She turned around and looked at Su Yang, saying coldly,
"Didn't you hear that your grandma asked you to buy soy sauce, and what are you doing there?"
Su Yang quickly raised his hand and wiped his face with his sleeve. He didn't want his grandma and uncle to see that he had cried, so he said to his mother,
"I'll go now." After that, he walked out.
Looking at the little figure of his nephew walking forward, Su Xiangnan felt very uncomfortable.
Since last year, when my niece, Su Na, was lost at the train station, my sister-in-law's temper has changed drastically. She blamed everything on Su Yang, who was taking care of her sister at the time.
Although she never hit him in the past year, she has been using radical words to criticize and scold him, telling him to always remember that it was he who lost his sister and that all the sufferings his sister suffered outside were caused by him.
Although my eldest brother and mother have repeatedly advised my eldest sister-in-law, Shi Yamin, my eldest sister-in-law firmly believes that Su Yang lost his sister, so he should atone for his sins and should not live a happy life.
Later, the eldest brother heard his wife Shi Yamin scolding Su Yang with "vicious" words again. In a hurry, he said that if Shi Yamin had not gone to buy food after getting off the train and let 10-year-old Su Yang take care of 8-year-old Suna, their daughter Suna would not have been lost. All this was Shi Yamin's own responsibility, and Su Yang, who was still a child, should not be blamed.
After hearing these words, Shi Yamin cut her wrists and committed suicide that night. It was her son Su Yang who found her. When Su Yang saw the bright red blood soaking a large area of the bedding, he was so scared that his soul was gone. That scene also left an indelible shadow in his young heart.
Shi Yamin was determined to die when she committed suicide. She cut her wrists very deeply. Fortunately, she was not discovered too late. After the doctor's full rescue, she finally saved her life.
Since then, no one dared to provoke Shi Yamin with words. Even if they heard her scolding and blaming Su Yang, they would just find excuses to let Su Yang go.
After losing his sister and seeing his mother commit suicide with his own eyes, Su Yang felt guilty all the time. He blamed himself for taking his sister with him to follow that bad woman for a toy gun. He also blamed himself for not being able to stop those two people when he found out that something was wrong and watched them run away with his sister.
Su Yang, who was originally lively and cheerful, gradually became depressed and trembling after what happened, fearing that one of her actions or words would make her mother angry again.
After Su Yang left, Shi Yamin closed the door.
Zhou Huiying shook her head helplessly. She had no choice but to face her daughter-in-law who had lost her daughter and whose temper had gradually become sensitive and irritable.
Su Xiangnan frowned, said goodbye to her mother, and turned around and walked out of the house.
In fact, this was one of the reasons why he moved out. Because of Shi Yamin, the atmosphere at home was a bit depressing. However, as a brother-in-law, she was in an awkward position and could not directly blame and discipline her sister-in-law.
It was just a pity for Su Yang, who had to endure all this at such a young age. It was really hard to bear.
When Su Xiangnan returned to the army, he knew that Lu Jingshi had gone to the field camp. Because Lu Jingshi only told him that his wife would arrive in the army in the next few days, he did not know the exact time she would arrive. Based on his understanding of Lu Jingshi, he knew that he had not told him anything and must have arranged this matter, so he did not ask any more questions.
The train that Xia Qingxi took arrived at Yincheng on time. Before getting off the train, she simply tidied herself up and washed her face with water. She was a little thoughtful. Lu Jingxie was coming to pick her up, and she didn't want him to see her dirty.