Chapter 531 The Only Warmth
Mo Xiaoxiao subconsciously reached out to grab it, but the wind was too strong, and the thin piece of paper kept flying in the air, drifting far away, and finally fell on the rails.
Mo Xiaoxiao was fooled and turned her head to look at Su Xiangxi, her eyes full of hatred, but she saw a hint of pride in his smile, and said to herself:
"Xiaoxiao, how is it, it must be uncomfortable to be toyed with by others!"
Mo Xiaoxiao ignored him again. Now she only had the plane ticket that fell on the rails in her heart. Just when she was about to jump down to pick it up, a huge train whistle sounded, and the train to Wucheng arrived at the station.
Su Xiangxi, however, walked over as if nothing had happened, gently took Mo Xiaoxiao's hand, and stood in the waiting area, ready to get on the train.
Mo Xiaoxiao struggled hard, trying to shake him off, still thinking about the plane ticket that fell on the rails.
At this moment, two men suddenly walked behind Su Xiangxi, and were about to subdue him by surprise. The next second, Su Xiangxi seemed to have noticed it, and the dagger was placed against Mo Xiaoxiao's neck.
The incident came too suddenly, and the passengers who were about to take the train saw the gleaming knife, and immediately screamed and stepped back.
Seeing that the arrest could no longer be carried out according to the original plan, Lu Jingqi and Su Xiangnan walked out from the side.
"Brother, come back with us. You can't get on the train today." Lu Jingchen said to Su Xiangxi who was holding Mo Xiaoxiao, his voice sounded very dull.
Seeing that the train was about to come, Su Xiangxi put a knife against Mo Xiaoxiao's neck and was still backing away. Su Xiangnan was afraid that he would get into an accident, so he was a little anxious. He looked at him and reminded him loudly:
"Brother, then don't back away anymore! It's dangerous."
Su Xiangxi looked at Lu Jingchen and Su Xiangnan, and his eyes were full of complicated emotions. They didn't know how much they envied them.
Once they became adults, they could wear military uniforms and go to the training ground, but he could only watch from afar. Even if he envied them, he couldn't show it.
When Su Xiangnan was yelling about how tiring and hard the training was, you wouldn't know how much he wanted to endure the pain and tiredness himself!
Why should he bear the mistakes made by adults? He was just an 8-year-old child at the time. What could an 8-year-old understand?
He also wanted to be a soldier, wear a military uniform, and go to training. He even dreamed about it! But he couldn't ask Su Yunlong for it, because he knew he couldn't be greedy and couldn't make Su's father embarrassed.
It was because there was too much pain and helplessness in his heart, and no one could tell it, that when Mo Xiaoxiao appeared in his life, gave him warmth and care, he was so moved and obsessed.
People who have never had sugar will find warm water sweet.
He really likes him! She doesn't know how many nights he fell asleep holding the photo of Lu Jingchen that he had thrown into the trash can and picked up and carefully kept.
When he first knew that the person Mo Xiaoxiao liked was Lu Jingchen, he secretly drank more than a pound of white wine and was madly jealous and envious of him!
Later, when Mo Xiaoxiao returned to China, took the initiative to show her kindness to him and gave him a scarf, he was so happy that he almost flew.
Especially when Mo Xiaoxiao agreed to be his partner and said she wanted to marry him, he felt that his whole life had hope.
However, he never expected that this person who gave him warmth would completely drag him into the abyss.
He gave up everything for her, even taking the same path as his most hated father. In the end, she was going to abandon him. How could he not go crazy? How could he not take revenge?
To say revenge is actually a little inaccurate. When he slashed Mo Xiaoxiao's face, he didn't really want to take revenge on her. He said he didn't hate her, and it was true.
He just wanted her to belong to him, no matter what she became, as long as she belonged to him! He
is not a fool. He knows that Mo Xiaoxiao has been dragging it out because she is unwilling to marry him. He also knows that Mo Xiaoxiao took the initiative to approach him, perhaps for a purpose.
But what can he do? He is too cold and too lonely. He just craves this warmth!
"Su Xiangxi, let me go, let me go!" Mo Xiaoxiao screamed in fear as she watched the train approaching.
Su Xiangxi's thoughts were pulled back, and he pushed the knife against Mo Xiaoxiao's neck forward a little more, and said to her coldly:
"Don't talk."
The pain from her neck made Mo Xiaoxiao dare not move rashly, and she could only hold Su Xiangxi's hand with her hand to relieve the pain while revealing a terrified expression.
Seeing that Su Xiangxi was still retreating, Lu Jingchen became anxious and looked at him and said,
"Brother, go back to the army. Uncle said that children make mistakes and they have to go back to admit their mistakes."
Su Xiangxi's eyes showed complicated emotions when he heard Lu Jingchen mention Su Yunfei. After a moment, a sad smile appeared on his face. He said to Lu Jingchen,
"He shouldn't have adopted me!"
"Su Xiangxi, you've been a deserter, do you still want to be a coward?" Su Xiangnan saw that persuasion was useless, so he could only resort to provocation:
"If you did something wrong, you should go back and admit your mistake, then I will still respect you as a man!"
Looking at Lu Jingxie and Su Xiangnan who still cared about him at this time, Su Xiangxi suddenly laughed. He felt that the two were still so hypocritical and annoying, but his eyes were blurred while laughing...
He never thought that he could survive after he knew that Mo Xiaoxiao did not prepare a plane ticket for him. He
knew that the army would sooner or later find out that he had stolen the defense map, and he also knew that they would come to hunt him down.
But he didn't expect it to happen so soon. He didn't even have time to take his beloved girl back to the only place where he felt happy.
He didn't want to go back to the army, didn't want to be judged, and didn't want to see those people's mocking, resentful, or sympathetic eyes.
He has seen it for nearly twenty years, and he has seen enough. From now on, he doesn't want to see it anymore!
Seeing that the train was approaching, Su Xiangxi wanted to say something more to Lu Jingchen and Su Xiangnan, but there was no time. He just looked down at Mo Xiaoxiao and said softly:
"Xiaoxiao, didn't you say that you would be with me forever? We will be together forever soon."
Mo Xiaoxiao looked at the green train head emitting thick smoke, and instantly understood what Su Xiangxi meant by "together forever". She didn't care about the pain in her neck and struggled while begging:
"Xiangxi, I beg you to let me go, wuwu... I don't want to die, I really don't want to die, wuwu..."
When people really have to face death, how can they not be afraid.
Even though he knew that this was a world in a book, and even though he had thought that he might return to the real world after his death, the real pain coming from his body still made Mo Xiaoxiao extremely afraid of death.
Su Xiangxi, who had already retreated to the edge of the platform, threw away the knife in his hand when the train came. Everyone thought he would fall down with Mo Xiaoxiao in his arms, but at the last second, he changed his mind.
He lowered his head and said something in Mo Xiaoxiao's ear, then pushed her forward with force, and his own body, due to inertia, leaned back directly.
A second before he fell off the track, he suddenly reached out and tore off the scarf on Mo Xiaoxiao's head, and saw him put it in the place of his heart.
That was the only thing that gave him warmth this winter.