Chapter 762 Sang Ruo is hospitalized
Upon hearing this, Sang Ruo felt as if she had been struck a heavy blow, as if someone had cleaved a wound in her heart with a hammer, leaving it bleeding. However, she still forced a smile and said, "Okay, thank you, doctor. I'll go out and discuss it with my husband to see if we can keep it."
"Is your spouse outside?" the doctor asked. "Then let him in. I can help you persuade him so that he doesn't distrust you and cause any misunderstandings."
Sang Ruo smiled faintly: "Okay, I'll go and call him in right away."
With that, Sang Ruo turned and left, then brought Bo Jinyan back in: "Are you Miss Sang's husband?"
"Yes, that's me." Bo Jinyan's heart was pounding as he spoke to the doctor: "Doctor, how is my wife? Is the baby healthy?"
The doctor shook his head: "I'm sorry, Miss Sang's health was not good to begin with. She must have suffered a major blow or trauma before, which caused damage to her body."
"This time, your child developed Down syndrome due to an overdose of neurological medications. Therefore, there is an 80% chance that this child will be mentally disabled. You need to think carefully about whether you want to keep the child. If you don't want it, you should arrange an abortion as soon as possible."
He had already heard Sang Ruo tell him the truth before he arrived, but when he actually heard the doctor say that his child had congenital malformation, he still found it hard to accept.
It felt as if a hand was tightly gripping his heart, and the pain made it difficult for him to even breathe.
After what seemed like an eternity, Bo Jinyan finally composed himself and said in a low voice, "She was in a car accident before, which caused damage to her brain nerves. If we don't want this child, will Xiao Ruo still be able to have children in the future? We saw the doctor say that she has infertility."
"Her infertility is probably caused by the car accident. However, she is still capable of having children, but you must take good care of her health and not let her suffer any more harm. In addition, you must make sure to supplement her diet; there is no better tonic than food."
Upon hearing this, Bo Jinyan understood and replied, "Okay, thank you, doctor."
"Go downstairs to pay the fees and prepare for hospitalization. Her condition cannot be delayed; the longer it is delayed, the greater the harm to the mother."
Bo Jinyan nodded slightly, then turned and left with Sang Ruo.
Sang Ruo followed him downstairs to the payment window. Looking at his silent back, she felt quite sorry for him.
When he returned with the list, she took his hand and said, "Ayan, I'm sorry."
It was her mistake that caused him to lose their first child.
This was their first child, the fruit of their love. Losing the child must have been such a huge pain and blow to him.
Moreover, she knew that Old Master Bo had always wanted to have a grandson.
But now, it is because of her that both father and son are disappointed. How can she not feel guilty?
“Xiao Ruo, you don’t need to apologize to me. This is not your fault.” Bo Jinyan could only blame fate, and could not blame her at all: “I know you didn’t want this to happen either. It’s my fault. I shouldn’t have let you get pregnant while you were taking the medication. It’s my fault.”
She wouldn't have gone through this pain if he hadn't wanted a child of his own.
She should have been resting at home; it was his fault that caused her pain today, and even forced her to undergo surgery again.
He knew how terrified she was of the operating table; it had almost cost her her life when she gave birth to Xiaokang, and now she was on the operating table again because of him.
How could he not blame himself?
Seeing his self-reproachful expression, Sang Ruo felt a pang of sadness. She reached out and touched his face, saying, "Ayan, you don't need to blame yourself. Didn't the doctor say that my infertility was just caused by the car accident? It will get better. Don't worry, we will definitely have our own child..."
Seeing him blame himself like that made her feel terrible.
This pain should have been borne by her alone, but now, because of her, he has also suffered this pain.
She felt so sorry for him.
“I’m not blaming myself, I hate myself. I knew your health wasn’t good, but I still insisted on having the child, which unknowingly harmed both you and the child…” This is why Bo Jinyan has been blaming himself so much.
When he wanted a child, Xiao Ruo clearly reminded him that she was still taking medication and could not get pregnant.
But he insisted on having children, which led to this outcome.
It was his stubbornness that ruined her life.
How could he not hate himself for his selfishness back then?
Hearing this, Sang Ruo looked at his pained eyes and said with some bitterness, "Ayan, what's done is done. No matter how much you suffer, it's meaningless now. Let's face reality and solve the problem at hand."
She couldn't bear to see him blame himself like that.
But right now they are already facing a host of internal and external problems, and they simply don't have the time or space to wallow in self-pity.
Her uncle also wants to deal with them, and after Wen Qingyi resolves Lu Nanchu's problem, she will definitely turn her attention back to her.
What should she do then?
"Okay, I'll take you to the hospital first, and we'll talk about the rest later."
After completing her hospital admission procedures, Bo Jinyan stayed with her at the hospital for a while until dark before leaving the Third Hospital.
It was already 8 p.m. when we got back to Qinyuan Bay.
Bo Yukang, who should have been asleep, stood at the top of the stairs and asked him, "Uncle, where's my mother? Why hasn't she come back?"
"Oh, your mother isn't feeling well and has been hospitalized, so she can't come back for a while."
As he spoke, Bo Jinyan paused, not forgetting to instruct him, "Xiao Kang, you must take good care of Linlin. Your uncle has been very busy lately and hasn't been in good health. He really doesn't have the energy to take care of you two. You two must behave well and not worry your mother, understand?"
He didn't want to tell his child these things, but since Xiao Kang had asked, he couldn't hide it for long.
I might as well just say it directly.
Upon hearing this, Bo Yukang frowned slightly and asked with some worry, "Uncle, what illness does Mother have? Is it serious?"
He also wanted to visit his mother in the hospital, instead of watching his uncle come home alone every time.
“It’s not serious, Xiaokang, don’t go to the hospital. Don’t let your mother worry, okay?” Bo Jinyan could tell what he was thinking at a glance; his expression was too easy to read. “If you go to the hospital to see her, your mother’s hospitalization will only be prolonged.”
"At that time, your mother will have to take care of you and her own health. Will she be able to manage?"
He believed that, given Sang Ruo's personality, she would absolutely not want the child to know about this.
Moreover, this is something that is not suitable for children to know in the first place.
After all, there are some things they can't understand at their age.
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