"Is it just a rub? It definitely won't go in."
Lin An's eyes were stunned. Why did this sentence seem so wrong? It should be said by a boy!
"Enough, I won't put myself in danger." Lin An hit her head hard. He had endured enough hardship now, and if he really did that, everything would be fine.
"You are so smart. I didn't fool you." Fang Qingying smiled sweetly, her eyes curved into crescent shapes, full of girlish charm.
"So what's your choice?" Lin An was stunned for half a second before getting back to the point: "Will you accept our hypnosis to complete your personality, or merge with your main personality? I personally think your two memories can coexist."
"I actually have a third option."
Fang Qingying touched Lin An's lips briefly, walked to her backpack, and took out a box of medicine: "Do you know why my sister has a mental breakdown?"
Lin An was shocked, and with his keen sense, he immediately understood the meaning of this question raised at that moment.
He was thinking about how to respond to Fang Qingying.
"That's right, just as you thought." Fang Qingying said, "When my sister's mental state was unstable at the beginning, I found a psychiatrist and prescribed some medicine. After taking it, my sister's personality sank into the deep sea of consciousness. She was disappearing, and then..."
Fang Qingying's body was shaking violently. Lin An hugged her again and stabilized her mental state.
Fang Qingying's eyes were filled with pain. "Then, I had the thought of killing her and taking over her body. I took medicine for several days in a row... woo woo."
Fang Qingying buried herself in his arms and cried bitterly: "I am not a good sister. I am a selfish bad guy. I took away my parents' love for me, took away my sister's choice in life, and even took away my sister's body. I didn't lie to you. I really want to kill my sister."
"I understand you. Human nature is selfish after all." Lin An patted her back gently.
"But I was wrong. I'm not a good sister." Fang Qingying looked up at him with pain in her eyes.
"You did nothing wrong." Lin An said affirmatively.
If you have a mentally ill relative at home and have been taking care of him/her for a long time, you would want to give him/her sleeping pills or even kill him/her one day. Fang Qingying did nothing wrong.
"And you repented quickly, didn't you?" Lin An added, "Just like now, you could have chosen to take psychotropic drugs and completely kill your sister's body, but you chose to sacrifice yourself to save her. You're still a great sister."
"I don't deserve to be called a great sister. I'm just a selfish bad guy." There was great hesitation in Fang Qingying's eyes.
"There's nothing wrong with being selfish." Lin An supported Fang Qingying's trembling shoulders with both hands. "There's nothing wrong with doing it to survive. Even if you're a selfish person, it doesn't matter. People can live with sin."
The wavering emotions in Fang Qingying's eyes gradually stabilized: "You don't dislike me?"
"Why should I dislike you?" Lin An found it funny. "This isn't the virtual world with its absolute justice. In the real world, human nature is inherently complex. Only selfishness and selflessness can make a person alive. Anyway, you're not a coward like your sister Fang Qingying, who had a mental breakdown because of an accident. No matter who dies around you, you should always look forward!"
"I understand. I will look forward, even if it means moving forward with sin. I am not the cowardly Fang Qingying." Fang Qingying calmed down. After a long while, as if she had figured something out, the bright light in her eyes slowly returned.
"That's good." Lin An felt relieved. His sister Fang Qingying's psychological problems should be solved. He returned to the main topic: "I'll tell you what to choose. Will you merge your personality with your sister's or accept hypnosis to complete your personality?"
"I choose the third one." Fang Qingying's voice was bright with excitement.
"What is it?"
"Show me your true form."
“What???” Lin An asked with a black face.
Fang Qingying stared at Lin An's true form with a piercing gaze. "I've told you before, my sister gave me primary control of her body because she ran away. I formally became the master personality. So even if my sister's personality flaws are cured, as long as my personality is strong enough, I can gain independence even without hypnosis."
This means that she doesn't need hypnosis to complete her personality, she can achieve the coexistence of two personalities on her own.
Lin An understood what he meant, but his eyes still bulged: "What does this have to do with seeing my true form?"
"It's very simple, bond, bond!" Fang Qingying said excitedly.
"Huh? What bond? Yu-Gi-Oh, or One Piece?" Lin An felt that Fang Qingying was talking nonsense.
"The bond of emotion. I think if my bond with you is deep enough, even if my sister's personality is completely flawed, it won't consume me." Fang Qingying said in a lower voice, "And I don't want to be hypnotized. It will make me live in a false happiness. I want to live a real life."
Fang Qingying didn't say the main reason. Hypnosis might change her cognition, and her special feelings towards Lin An might change accordingly. She didn't want this to happen. This was her biggest obstacle.
Lin An understood but didn't seem to understand Fang Qingying's words. He hesitated for a moment and chose to hold up his pants tightly: "Is there any other choice?"
"Eat me?"
"Change it!"
"Handjob?"
"Change again."
"R..."
Lin An guessed the danger behind this statement, and his voice trembled: "Do you really want to see the real body?"
"I don't want to make things difficult for you. This is the least stimulating method I can think of." Fang Qingying said with her head down.
"I see."
Lin An's eyes showed realization: "Just look and just rub, this is the bottom line, and then I can only wish you good luck."
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