"Do you know how painful it is to like someone who doesn't like you back?" Zhao Xiaomai's eyes were filled with sorrow. "It's the kind of thing where I can't sleep every night, and my heart is clenched in my chest when I think about him, making me want to die. I know that liking someone and then having sex with someone else is a deep betrayal, but I can't live a day without doing that."
"Even so, it's not right." Jian Shui'er raised her dark brown eyebrows and spoke in an urgent voice.
"It seems you still don't understand." Zhao Xiaomai lowered her head and continued, "My parents ran a factory and were relatively well-off. I had a very happy childhood, but when I was seven, my father was cheated by a business partner, and the factory went bankrupt, leaving him with a large debt. To protect us from being dragged down by the debt, he jumped off a building and committed suicide. I became an orphan, and my family fell into poverty. I was devastated. That's when our neighbors, the Chen family, came to our aid. Their eldest son, Brother Yun, who was six years my senior, was always kind and by my side, acting as my older brother and father. I've loved him for eleven years."
"I finally got into the university where he was a teacher, thinking I could get close to him and find an opportunity to confess my feelings to him, but it turned out he liked someone else."
"You have no idea how much pain and torture it is to like someone who doesn't like you back."
After saying that, Zhao Xiaomai lay on the table and sobbed softly.
"Your situation is called unrequited love. I know the torment of unrequited love, but this is still wrong!" After hearing this, Jian Shui'er stood up excitedly: "If you like Chen Yanyun so much, you shouldn't have had sex with other boys. Now that you have had sex, it's almost like you've betrayed Chen Yanyun. You are no longer qualified to like Chen Yanyun."
"Ah~" Zhao Xiaomai raised her head in a daze, with tears clearly visible in the corners of her eyes.
"Unrequited love is indeed painful, but when you like someone and you casually have sex with other boys, you have no right to continue to like that person. Classmate Zhao, you did something wrong." Jian Shuier's voice was very serious.
Zhao Xiaomai finally understood the logic behind this and was completely stunned. "Okay, that seems to be the case. I have done something wrong to Brother Yun. I am no longer qualified to like him."
Then the expression collapsed.
"Ms. Zhao, you just realized it now?" Lin An was speechless.
A kind of substitute love is widely prevalent in the virtual world, which is like what happened with Zhao Xiaomai. She likes someone but cannot get the love from him/her, so she finds another boy and pretends to like that person.
That is, in the love between Zhao Xiaomai and Di Fan, Zhao Xiaomai regards Di Fan as Chen Yanyun, and Di Fan regards Zhao Xiaomai as Su Qianqian.
When two people hug, kiss, or even do it, they imagine each other as another person.
It seems that the two people who are in love with each other are huddling together for warmth, but this is a blatant betrayal of the person they love.
Even if you imagine again, the person you hug, the person you kiss, and the person you do it with are still someone else.
You cheated on your sweetheart, so what qualifications do you have to love your sweetheart?
My ex-girlfriend was right, these two were both mentally ill bastards.
Seeing Zhao Xiaomai crying hysterically, the kind-hearted Jian Shui'er couldn't bear it anymore and tried her best to comfort her: "If it's really a love that can't be realized, it's understandable to find someone else as a substitute. It doesn't count as betrayal because there's no way the two of you can be together."
"Is that so?" Zhao Xiaomai raised her head. In a short period of time, her eyes became red and swollen as if they were stuffed with a pound of cotton.
"That's right." Jian Shui'er said kindly, "My personal opinion is that you should save your virginity for your sweetheart, but it's the 21st century now. Don't worry too much about the first time. Most couples don't save their virginity for each other when they get married. What's important for two people is the future."
Zhao Xiaomai's eyes lit up, and she regained some of her confidence in liking Brother Yun.
"Whether this is the case depends on two questions, Miss Zhao." Lin An lacked Jian Shuier's kindness and said coldly, "First, have you confessed your feelings to Chen Yanyun?"
"Because I was afraid we wouldn't even be friends anymore, I never confessed my feelings to you," Zhao Xiaomai replied immediately.
"Ah!" Jian Shui'er couldn't hold back her emotions, her eyes wide with surprise: "You didn't even confess your feelings, and you found a substitute lover and gave away your virginity?"
"Because Brother Yun only likes green tea, I had no chance at all. I only handed it over when I met Di Fan, who had the same fate as me." Zhao Xiaomai didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
Without even confessing her feelings, she gave up on herself and had sex with other boys.
Lin An didn't want to complain about Zhao Xiaomai, a complete idiot, so he asked, "Second question, when you and Di Fan were hugging, kissing, and having sex, who took the initiative, Di Fan or you?"
"We went to KTV together and sang love songs about a broken heart. I was in so much pain, but he was the one who hugged me first, then kissed me, and then we checked into a hotel room. Ah, could it be..." Zhao Xiaomai seemed to understand something, and anger appeared on her face. "Di Fan took advantage of my unrequited love and deliberately wanted to take my body. I was deceived by this scumbag."
"A girl has a crush on a boy but doesn't dare to confess. Then a yellow-haired guy passes by and uses a little rhetoric to win the girl over. This isn't an NTR plot. Chen Yanyun, as an honest man, is so pitiful."
Lin An complained in his heart, saying, "It's not entirely Di Fan's fault. It's more likely that you fell in love with Di Fan while you were huddled together for warmth. You're also a promiscuous person, liking two people at the same time. But no matter which one it is, Chen Yanyun is cheating on you. You have a distorted world view!"
Lin An now understands the relationship in the love triangle.
Because Zhao Xiaomai lacks fatherly love, she likes the gentle Chen Yanyun.
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