He looked so haggard that he didn't look like a human being. It was heartbreaking.
Who else could the girl with fiery red hair meet at Theresa's doorstep? It could only be Miyabi, the source of his youthful pain.
But why does Gong Ya look so haggard?
No, don't ask why.
Lin An exerted his strength on his feet, ran to Gong Ya desperately, hugged her desperately, and almost cried: "Sister Gong Ya, please don't leave me again."
At first, he hated Gong Ya's ruthlessness, and he also began to dislike Gong Ya's gentleness. He just wanted to never see Gong Ya again in his life.
But when he saw the haggard Gong Ya, he let go of all his resentment and just wanted to hug her tightly and ask her:
Why don't you eat well?
Why don't you sleep well.
Why are you so sad?
Why not look for him.
Why should I bear the pain by myself?
Sister Gong Ya, you can’t always be gentle to others but forget to be gentle to yourself!
"Lin An, let me go, we, we can't do this." Gong Ya's eyes were filled with tears, and the moment she saw Lin An, tears began to fall down her face.
"No, I won't let you go. I like Sister Gong Ya and I want to be with Sister Gong Ya." Lin An's haggard appearance made him realize that he was wrong. He thought that Gong Ya would be as uncomfortable as he was. In fact, the discomfort that the gentle Gong Ya felt was more than ten times greater than his. Besides Gong Ya, he also had Ye Ju, Theresa and others, but Gong Ya only had him.
Lin An remembered his oath to protect her as a reliable husband, and was determined to kiss Gong Ya's lips at all costs.
"No, we still can't do this." Gong Ya pushed Lin An away forcefully and refused to let him kiss her.
"Is it because of Jian Shui'er? I said that the four of you are equally important to me, but after I chose you, you are the most important to me."
Gong Ya remained silent, tears continued to fall, and she did not answer.
"We can get married first, have children, and then slowly let Jian Shuier accept us, so that the three of us can be happy."
"Please, Lin An, don't force me." Gong Ya tried her best to endure the pain and tried hard to stop her tears, but the tears and pain could not be stopped.
"You're forcing me." Lin An thought he could suppress his complex emotions when he saw Gong Ya, but when he really saw Gong Ya, his heart was filled with desperate madness: "You're ignoring my feelings, you're trampling on my true feelings, it's clearly you who's forcing me."
"I am older than you. Shui'er is the same age as you and is more suitable for you than me." Gong Ya's whole body was trembling.
"I like older women. A woman who is three years older than me is a treasure. Sister Gong Ya is exactly three years older than me."
"I'm already working. Jian Shui'er is a freshman like you. You both have wonderful college years, but we lack common topics."
"Jian Shui'er's interests are fashion and making things happen, while mine are games and quietness. Sister Gong Ya also likes games and quietness, so we have common topics. As for college youth, that's not important in the face of love."
"Shui'er..."
Gong Ya was stubborn and wanted to say something, but Lin An's eyes were filled with sorrow. "That's enough, Sister Gong Ya. Even if you abandon me, I won't necessarily choose Jian Shui'er. There are too many girls who like me."
There are too many girls who like me
These words suddenly made Gong Ya dumbfounded. Her tears stopped falling. She felt angry and helpless, wanting to pinch Lin An's cheek, but she said with a sad look, "Lin An, do you know? When I was a child, I hurt Shui'er for some reason. At that time, I decided from the bottom of my heart that I would never steal Shui'er's things again."
"I know, but I told you that even if you abandoned me because of Jian Shui'er, I wouldn't actually choose Jian Shui'er!"
"I know, but Shui'er is my dear sister. If I stay with you, it will definitely create a barrier between Shui'er and me. I can't be with you no matter what."
Lin An was silent.
It was indeed the same reason. The two were sisters. From the day Jian Shuier fell in love with him, Gong Ya was destined to let him go.
Even if he was Gong Ya's lover, even if he did not choose Jian Shui'er, even if Jian Shui'er fell in love with someone else.
Once Gong Ya chooses him, the rift between the two sisters will make Gong Ya feel guilty for the rest of her life.
This is an unsolvable dead end.
"Lin An, you are a very gentle boy, and you are also very outstanding. Shui'er is also an outstanding girl, but she is too willful most of the time. It must be very difficult to be with her. Lin An, if you don't choose Shui'er, there will be gentle girls who like you. Even without me, you can live a happy life." Gong Ya forced a smile, but it was a forced one.
Gong Ya was right. In his relationship with Jian Shuier, Jian Shuier had always been the active one. They still needed some time to get used to each other and find a way of getting along that was suitable for both sides.
But a little.
Lin An's emotions were broken. "Sister Gong Ya, you chose to abandon me for your sister. I endured it because I wanted to be your husband and protect you. But you changed the house key we agreed on, refused to meet me, and planned to completely cut off contact with me. Don't you think that's too cruel?"
"Do you know how sad I felt when I couldn't open the door with my house key? Do you know how much I hate you for liking you?"
"Sister Gong Ya, you are trampling on my true feelings for you. You flirted with me and then abandoned me. You are not a witch, you are an evil woman."
"That's because..." Gong Ya instinctively wanted to say something, but forced herself to keep her tone cold: "I am the villain. My liking for you is nothing more than a mature older sister playing with the psychology of a little boy. Very good, you've been fooled."
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