"You don't blame me?" Ren Yingying said stupidly.
"Why should I blame you?" Lin An was puzzled. "We are not boyfriend and girlfriend. You just like me. I have no moral constraints on you. Even if you like someone else, it's just a change of feelings. It can't be called betrayal or cheating. And I also believe that you are not a girl who will easily fall in love with someone else. If you like Tang Ruiyun, you will not easily betray Tang Ruiyun. You are a good girl."
"You should blame me, you should scold me. Why are you so gentle to me? Why do I only realize your gentleness now? Ah!" Ren Yingying suddenly realized something and burst into tears. "I did like Lin An when I was a child. It was because I was beautiful and Lin An was mediocre. If I were with Lin An, I would be ashamed. But I am a girl, an ordinary girl. A love relationship will ruin my reputation in school and make other classmates despise me behind my back. Why should I be so wronged?"
"It's the same with Zheng Hanxiang. I like Lin An, and I've hinted to him many times that he can confess his feelings to me. I would agree, and then we could be a secret couple. That way, I wouldn't be embarrassed, and I'd have my sweetheart. But Lin An is a blockhead and doesn't understand my hints. What about Zheng Hanxiang? He's a top student at No. 1 Middle School, the son of the county director, and he's also very handsome. From my perspective now, I would think Zheng Hanxiang is actually very mediocre, but at that time, I was just a high school student, and I only thought of Zheng Hanxiang as my unattainable prince."
"On one side is the wooden and mediocre Lin An, and on the other side is the unattainable prince Zheng Hanxiang. I am a girl, an ordinary girl. How can I resist Zheng Hanxiang's charm? Plus, he saved me. If he confesses to me, I will definitely say yes!"
"I know that agreeing to Zheng Hanxiang's confession and telling Lin An the details of our first kiss because I was so happy was hurtful to him, but my girlish heart at the time could only do that. I did nothing wrong."
"About Tang Ruiyun! At that time, I was sure that I liked Lin An, but there were so many girls around Lin An. I couldn't compare to them in looks, talent, or beauty. I couldn't compete with them. I felt lonely, uneasy, isolated, and miserable. I was miserable."
"At this time, Mr. Tang appeared by my side. His mature man's consideration and tenderness made me feel the urge to fall in love again. I admit that I like Mr. Tang, but deep down, I also like Lin An. You think that a girl is betraying a boy if she likes two people at the same time, then isn't Lin An betraying me by flirting with so many girls at the same time?"
"Why can Lin An have so many relationships, but I can't? I'm an ordinary person, and for an ordinary person like me, when Mr. Tang, who is so mature and charismatic, appears before me, who is lonely and uneasy about the future, I can only fall for him."
"I fell in love with Mr. Tang. I did nothing wrong."
"But!" Ren Yingying gazed at Lin An with deep affection. "Mr. Tang was a man who happened to appear when I was lonely. I like Mr. Tang because of the atmosphere. Deep down, the one I really like is you. My liking for Mr. Tang is just liking, but my liking for you is love."
"That night, I finished my daily work chat with Mr. Tang. It was very late, and Mr. Tang wanted to take me home. At the door, Mr. Tang suddenly said to me, 'Yingying, you are a girl who deserves happiness. You can't be happy because you like Lin An. Be with me. I will make you happy. I love you.' Mr. Tang suddenly confessed his love to me. My brain was suddenly faced with the choice between two people I liked. I went blank and lost my ability to think. When I reacted, Mr. Tang had already kissed me."
"The video on the PPT ends here. Why didn't you show the rest of the content? The rest of the content shows me pushing Mr. Tang away and slapping him hard in the face. That was when I realized that my love for Mr. Tang was replaceable, but my love for Lin An was irreplaceable. I rejected Mr. Tang and chose Lin An."
"Indeed, it was wrong for me to go to a boy's house late at night, but as I said before, liking Lin An was too painful and uncomfortable for me. Mr. Tang showed up at the right time. I'm a girl, an ordinary girl. Under those circumstances, I could only become attached to Mr. Tang. I did do something wrong, but I quickly came to my senses. It was Lin An I loved deeply. Lin An, I love you."
The new situation brought a moment of silence to the audience, but it was Lin An who spoke up immediately: "Yingying, can I ask you something?"
"Ask, and I'll answer."
"Since you like me, how about giving up your cosplayer career for me?"
Ren Yingying hesitated for a moment, her eyes determined: "I can't do that. I do like you, Lin An, but that's only a very important part of my life. My cosplay career is also a very important part of my life. I can't let you be the only one in my life just for you."
"That's right." Lin An nodded, and said with sudden enlightenment: "That's right. For a normal person, giving up other important parts of life for love is foolish. It's also normal to have two crushes on someone and make a choice between them. Yingying, you did nothing wrong. If I were in your shoes, I would make the same choice as you. But Yingying, your fate is different from when you were in high school."
Lin An's eyes flashed with a bittersweet feeling, and he continued, "I met many unusual girls in college. They would have considered it a shameful decision to like me, but they dared to confess their feelings to me in front of the whole school, not caring at all about the embarrassment or the gossip behind their backs. When a boy much better than me confessed his love to them, they didn't even give him a chance and rejected him quickly. They chose to bear the pain of my ambiguous relationships with many other girls on their own, rather than looking for other boys to ease the pain in their hearts. When they met boys who were gentle and considerate of their hearts, they had a little hesitation in their hearts, but still resolutely rejected them."
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