"Being a tsundere person doesn't belong in my life script. I have to pursue my feelings bravely and say what I want to say directly. Standing there and regretting is not my style. I will never compromise on the things that I value. These are my life mottos, Jian Shuier."
Jian Shuier continued, "I've told you before that my parents' marriage was political, and their relationship wasn't great. Therefore, I have a perfect life script. I want my life to follow that script and not repeat the unhappy marriage mistakes of my parents. That's why I have the above life motto, and I've been practicing it."
"But after meeting you, I threw all my life mottos away. I always consider your inner thoughts when doing things. I wonder if my proactive actions and proactive words will cause you trouble. I became like an ordinary girl, hiding my emotions inside, becoming difficult to understand. I am no longer myself."
"'You can be unfaithful, because Shui Shui'er is a dream girlfriend who can even tolerate her boyfriend's unfaithfulness,'" Shui Shui'er once said. I didn't actually get angry at you for being unfaithful, but that wasn't Shui Shui's true feelings at all. Whenever Shui Shui's beloved Lin An flirted with other girls, Shui Shui's heart felt like a piece was missing, and it was so painful."
"This isn't who I am, but if I don't do this, Shui Shui'er's beloved Lin An will be far away from her. Compared to the pain of losing Shui Shui'er's beloved Lin An, just losing a piece of my heart is bearable. That's how I comfort myself and persevere."
"But I recently discovered that this dreamy girlfriend Shui Shui'er is not Shui Shui at all. She is a very strange and ordinary girl. Can such an ordinary girl really win the love of Shui Shui's sweetheart? No, Shui Shui's sweetheart's ex-girlfriends are too powerful. Such an ordinary Shui Shui can't win the love of Shui Shui's sweetheart. But if I don't do this, Shui Shui's sweetheart will think Shui Shui is a heavy girl and will abandon her again."
"No, Shui Shui'er can no longer bear the blow of being abandoned by her lover. Her heart has been broken once, and she will definitely die if it breaks again."
"But if I continue to do this, I still can't win the favor of Shui Shui'er's lover. Shui Shui'er is so confused."
Lin An knew that Jian Shuier's dream girlfriend campaign was against her true feelings. Jian Shuier was a willful and jealous girl, and she buried her pain deep in her heart for him.
Looking at Jian Shuier who was forcing herself, not only Jian Shuier was in pain, but he also felt a burning pain in his heart.
He felt very sorry for Jian Shuier.
Lin An was actually equally confused as Jian Shuier was confused.
It is still the same vicious cycle of love where if he abandons Jian Shuier, it will make Jian Shuier suffer, and if he chooses Jian Shuier, it will also make Jian Shuier suffer. No matter what he does, it will deeply hurt Jian Shuier.
His head hurts!
"This was Shui Shui'er's first confusion." Jian Shui'er continued, her voice calm this time: "It's a wonderful feeling. When Shui Shui saw Lin An for the first time, she felt an inexplicable fondness for this person. She always felt that there was some kind of fate in the previous life, and it was as if we were destined to be together in this life. The more she got to know him, the more she liked him. After a little contact, Shui Shui'er's heart was full of Lin An's shadow. Shui Shui had become Lin An's Shui Shui. Without Lin An's life, Shui Shui seemed to be dead. Shui Shui just likes Lin An so much."
"But this kind of love seems too heavy. Huihui always told Shuishui that no boy likes heavy girls. Even loving couples should keep a proper distance. But the girls around Lin An are too amazing. Shuishui is mediocre except for her family background. Even her figure and appearance, which she has always been proud of, cannot compare with them. Shuishui likes Lin An so much, what can she use to compete with Lin An? It seems that her heavy personality is the only thing she has, but this is too unfair."
"Shuishui'er shouldn't be the kind of girl who makes Lin An feel awkward. She should use a more fair and honest way to compete. But Shuishui'er is too mediocre. Apart from the Dream Girlfriend Campaign, she can't think of any other way to compete. Right now, the only way to keep Lin An by her side is to ruin herself. Because Lin An is a kind boy, the more Shuishui'er ruins herself because of Lin An, the less likely Lin An will abandon her."
"But this isn't Shui Shui'er at all. Shui Shui doesn't want to be a serious girl, nor does she want to use such a foul method. She wants to win over Ye Ju and the others fairly, but Shui Shui is too mediocre. What can she do? Shui Shui is so confused."
Lin An was a little hesitant about Jian Shui'er's inner monologue before, but at this moment, he had no hesitation at all. He hugged Jian Shui'er's soft body with both hands and said in a tender voice, "Shui Shui'er, don't be confused. Because to Lin An, he is actually an ordinary person. Shui Shui'er and Lin An are a perfect match."
Maybe someone knows his story. He said that he is an ordinary person and would be despised: How can he be an ordinary person who can find a professional sniper position in a complex environment at a glance? He should be a soldier king.
In fact, deep down in his heart, he always regarded himself as an ordinary person.
Apart from her family background and appearance, Jian Shuier's abilities, intelligence and personality are indeed very ordinary. When she is placed among a group of monsters like Ye Ju and Xu Yaoji to compete for love, Lin An can empathize with her feeling of powerlessness.
"I know, it's because of Lin An's clumsiness that Shui Shui'er is so miserable, and that's why Shui Shui'er likes him so much." Jian Shui'er smelled the scent of Lin An and said in a slightly sweet tone.
What Jian Shuier meant was that if a love expert came, he would have solved his emotional entanglements long ago and would not have caused Jian Shuier so much pain.
It's because he's such an emotional loser that we're in this painful love entanglement now.
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