"I've had enough of you. I won't be your girlfriend."
"I'm coming to compete to win in the end, to prove what I said, and then I'll abandon you. You should live your whole life alone."
He and Xu Yaoji almost broke up because of the melancholy handsome guy.
In the end, Xu Yaoji still came to participate in the competition. Was it to prove that statement?
But in the end, she abandoned him after winning. To a certain extent, what was the difference between her and Ye Ju and the others who used him, deceived him, and treated him as the shadow of other people?
What sins had he committed in his previous life that he had to meet these devilish girls who broke his heart.
Lin An lowered his head and stayed where he was, his heart filled with hurt and pain.
"Lin An." At this point, Ye Ju had probably stopped acting and spoke directly in a clear voice, "Calm down. Jian Shui'er does see the shadow of your father in you, but you can tell from the way she interacts with you that she doesn't see you as her father, but as Lin An. It's you she likes, not the shadow of your father."
"The affection she felt for you when she first met you was indeed related to your father's shadow, but it was just a chance for you two to get to know each other. This chance is no different from when a child lacked maternal love and therefore preferred girls who were older sisters."
"Yes, that's right." Ye Ju's words woke Jian Shui'er up, tears still welling up in her eyes. "Lin An, I admit that I had a crush on you at first. It might be because I saw the shadow of my father in you. But after getting along with you, the liking I developed for you was because of you, Lin An, and it has nothing to do with my father."
After Ye Ju's reminder, Lin An's mind calmed down a little.
That’s true. Jian Shuier likes him not because of the shadow of her father, but because of him as a person.
The shadow of the father was just an opportunity for the two people to develop feelings for each other.
He is nothing like Jane's father.
This is the truth, and we should also understand Jian Shuier from an adult's perspective.
But Lin An's eyes were still dim, and his feelings for Jian Shui'er had cracked, and he still did not respond to Jian Shui'er.
"Alright, even if you like Lin An and don't treat him as a father substitute, then...what about this!" Xu Yaoji smiled seductively and looked at Jian Shui'er: "Do you really like Lin An?"
Jian Shui'er's voice was without any hesitation, very decisive: "I like Lin An. When it comes to liking Lin An, I can win over everyone else."
"Wake up, idiot." Xu Yaoji's voice turned cold. "You have indeed been shouting that you like Lin An. Girls who can speak frankly about their inner feelings are indeed amazing, but Jian Shui'er, you have never understood Lin An. You don't care about Lin An's past or his preferences. You only love yourself and keep pushing Lin An towards the image of the perfect boyfriend in your mind. Lin An is just a prop for you to have a relationship. You are an absolutely selfish guy and don't like Lin An at all."
Jian Shui'er's eyes were blank for a moment, and it took her a while to react to what Xu Yaoji meant. She immediately retorted, "You're talking nonsense. I like Lin An. Of course I'm interested in learning about Lin An's past, but casually exploring someone else's past is very offensive. I can't do that. And you said I don't care about Lin An's preferences and I only love myself. That's not true. Lin An likes to play games, and I cut my beautiful nails to accompany him. Lin An likes quiet time, and I accompany Lin An for quiet walks in school. I can change my willful temperament for Lin An, and I've suffered severe emotional trauma because of Lin An. All of this proves that I like Lin An."
"Haha~" Xu Yaoji laughed contemptuously, "You are indeed an idiot who only cares about yourself. That's why you don't even understand what I say. Everything you did for Lin An was based on not trying to understand Lin An. You just acted on your own willfulness, thinking that Lin An liked these things and needed these things. Then you acted on your own willfulness. After you did it, you were so self-satisfied that you thought your love for Lin An could surpass anyone else's. In fact, it was all selfish self-satisfaction."
"In a word: the person you love will always be yourself. You are tying Lin An down with your selfishness and capriciousness. Someone as absolutely selfish as you, the more you give in a relationship, the more you will demand back exponentially once the two of you are in a relationship. You are restricting Lin An in every way, perhaps even forbidding him from interacting with anyone of the opposite sex. There is no future happiness for you and Lin An."
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