Gong Yajie wasn't someone whose emotions controlled her brain. She was indeed furious, but she also knew she had no right to be angry. Gui Zhixue had done nothing wrong, but her eyes moistened with heartache. "But she didn't do anything wrong. She just wanted to pursue pure love. Why did she have to endure such nightmarish blows one after another? She deserved happiness."
Gong Ya said this, and Lin An knew he couldn't be an evader. He took a deep breath and looked seriously into Gui Zhixue's eyes: "The deal between us is all for her. We must abide by the agreement. This is my bottom line. Then today's date ends early. I will make it up to you next time."
Then Lin An walked towards Gong Ya, took her hand and walked to a deserted place. After they reached a bench, Lin An turned his cheek towards her and said in a very hollow voice: "Hit me."
If someone else were in Gong Ya's position, they would definitely slap Lin An, but Gong Ya is the gentle Gong Ya.
Gong Ya sighed deeply and pulled Lin An to the bench: "Sit down first and tell me what happened?"
Lin An only talked about Gui Zhixue, saying that she was tricked by Xiao Feier. However, Gui Zhixue did not think it was a trick. She regarded that person as a threat and asked him to follow her regularly on a healthy and correct path.
His idea was the same as Gong Ya's. That person had done nothing wrong and should be happy. He must not tell that person about Gui Zhixue. So he made an agreement with Gui Zhixue that he could be threatened by her, but he must never tell that person the truth and keep it secret.
What that person went through was heartbreaking enough, and we really can’t continue to hurt her.
Lin An's relationship with that person was truly complicated. It took Gong Ya a while to come up with a preliminary solution. She stared into Lin An's eyes and said, "How are you going to handle your relationship with her? You should know that she can't accept you fooling around with other girls, but she can't accept you breaking up with her even more. That's why she didn't go to see you."
Lin An was silent and unable to answer.
But he was also concerned about something else. He held onto Gong Ya's hand tightly and said, "What do you think? Do you still like me? Or perhaps you really only used me as a toy to relieve your loneliness and never actually liked me."
"You are insulting me and yourself." Gong Ya was rarely angry: "If I didn't like you, I wouldn't do those things to you."
What Gong Ya did for him showed him her whole body and soul, and her love for him was genuine.
But Lin An couldn't trust anyone now, including himself.
Lin An remained silent and did not respond to Gong Ya.
With Lin An's current attitude, any other girl would have been dissatisfied with him long ago, and there would have been an unhealable rift in the relationship between the two. But after all, Gong Ya is smart and gentle.
Gong Ya sighed deeply again and said slowly, "I know everything about you and Shui'er. You've been messing around with other girls for the past month, and I know it too, but I'm not angry with you. I know Shui'er is in pain, but the incident that forced you to violate your principles is even more painful for you. Tell me what happened between you and Ye Ju that day, okay?"
Lin An lowered his head, not looking into Gong Ya's eyes, and chose to escape.
"Lin An, trust me, leave it to me, listen to me, I want to help you." Lin An's reaction was very cowardly and infuriating, but Gong Ya still said it gently.
But Lin An still kept his head down and did not respond to Gong Ya.
Gong Ya thought deeply for a moment and said, "You need to trust me in what you want me to do."
Lin An raised his head this time: "I want to do it with you."
"Ah~" Gong Ya's pupils dilated in an instant, and she looked shocked.
Looking at Gong Ya's reaction, Lin An lowered his head again and chose to escape.
"Lin An, so many things have happened between you and me. I can't leave you anymore, but I know that I can't let the mistake get bigger. Please don't force me, okay?" Gong Ya pleaded in a tearful voice.
After that day, Lin An could no longer trust anyone, including Gong Ya, whom he loved very much.
If Gong Ya wants him to believe her, she has to be sincere, and this sincerity means walking with him on the right and healthy path.
But this was a painful thing that forced Gong Ya to change her principles.
What should Lin An do?
Continue to be a bad guy and force Gong Ya to the end, either do it with him or leave him.
He felt soft-hearted again and thought about the situation from Gong Ya's perspective. Gong Ya's discomfort was not much less than his.
Lin An hesitated for a few seconds and chose a compromise approach.
He walked to the vending machine nearby, bought a sealed bottle of mineral water, handed it to Gong Ya, and said, "This water has sleeping pills in it. If you drink it, you will fall asleep. You don't know what will happen after you fall asleep. Do you want to drink it?"
How could a sealed bottle of mineral water contain sleeping pills?
This requires Gong Ya to drink the mineral water and pretend to fall asleep.
Then Lin An followed her on a healthy and correct path.
This is a compromise.
What will Gong Ya choose?
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