Who of the two does he like more?
He couldn't give an answer.
But the truth is, he is already very tired. Liking Jian Shuier is too tiring, and liking Gong Ya is more relaxing. He likes Gong Ya more now.
Of course, he couldn't say such words.
"Don't be willful, Shui Shui'er, the answer is not important." Lin An responded to Jian Shui'er in a low voice.
"I'm the willful Jian Shui'er. You've only known me for a day. The answer is very important to me!" Jian Shui'er's eyes flashed with a certain stubbornness. She pulled Gong Ya in front of her and said in a sharp voice, "Who is prettier, me or my sister?"
Lin An didn't answer.
"Whose kiss is more comfortable, mine or my sister's?" Jian Shuier stepped forward and kissed Lin An on her own initiative, then pushed Gong Ya's head towards Lin An, forcing the two to kiss.
Both kisses were cold, bitter, and uncomfortable, but Lin An still did not answer.
"Who has a better figure, me or my sister?" Jian Shuier took off Gong Yapi's clothes and then took off her own clothes.
Lin An lowered his head and didn't look at their figures, and still didn't answer.
"Whose experience is better, mine or my sister's..." Jian Shuier stepped forward and wanted to walk on the right path to health with Lin An.
Lin An pushed her away this time, his voice filled with anger: "Jian Shui'er, wake up. You are hurting three people at the same time, especially your sister who loves you very much."
The corners of Jian Shuier's eyes were already filled with crystal tears, what about Gong Ya?
The sadness in his eyes is heartbreaking.
He couldn't let Jian Shui'er get hurt again, but he still deeply hurt Jian Shui'er, who loved him deeply, and also hurt Gong Ya. He felt equally painful and uncomfortable in his heart.
"Even if it hurts everyone, I still want to say it." Jian Shui'er was crying, "I'm tired of enduring pain alone. I want to say everything in my heart. I don't want you to mess around with other girls, Lin An. I don't want you to like me half-heartedly. I like you wholeheartedly, and I want you to like me wholeheartedly, even if that girl is my sister, even if my relationship with my sister has broken down. This is my, Jian Shui'er's, willfulness, even if you think I'm ugly."
Love is selfish. When you truly like someone, you cannot share your love. You want to monopolize love and will feel jealous when you see your loved one getting close to other people of the opposite sex.
Jian Shuier did nothing wrong. Her willfulness was just like wanting him to love her wholeheartedly, and she could also love him wholeheartedly. It was her willfulness based on the premise that she could do it.
He was the one who did something wrong.
Lin An's heart was heavy for a moment, and he looked at Gong Ya: "What about you? Sister Gong Ya, the matter has been exposed. Are you really willing to give your sweetheart to your sister? You know my inner feelings."
Jian Shuier is Gong Ya's younger sister. Gong Ya is a gentle and kind sister. When Gong Ya was a child, she caused Jian Shuier deep hurt due to a misunderstanding and vowed to take good care of her sister.
So when I found out that my lover was the one my sister liked, I resolutely broke up with him even though I was in pain.
Now everything is revealed.
Jian Shuier's choice was to protect her love with him even at the cost of breaking up the sisterhood. It seemed ugly, but this was the most ordinary human nature.
Gong Ya's choice was to still sacrifice her own happiness for her sister. She was gentle and kind to the extreme, and she broke free from the curse of kindness and said, "I like Lin An, even if it means competing with my sister, it doesn't matter."
Lin An waited for Gong Ya's choice.
"I..." Gong Ya's eyes welled with tears, her body trembling violently, her expression showing immense pain, but soon her eyes were filled with determination. "My mother was a very gentle and kind person. Because of her gentle and kind nature, she always disciplined my father, a bad student. The two of us fell in love, and because of her gentle and kind nature, she clearly could have found happiness if she had just told my father about the pregnancy. However, out of consideration for my father's future, she chose to leave, leading to our family's misfortune."
"I inherited my mother's temperament. I can't get angry with people. If I have to compete with others for something I like, I will actively choose to retreat. But if I can easily obtain it without competing with others, I will feel extremely uneasy inside. Is it really okay for me to have this thing? Will it really not hurt others? There must be other people who like this thing. It's better for me to give it up."
"So, from a very young age, I never showed my preferences, and tried to become as powerful as possible so that I wouldn't feel uneasy inside. But people's hearts are still too complicated. Often, when I see others get the things I loved after sacrificing myself, my heart aches and I ask myself, what did I gain by sacrificing myself? Is it just the comfort of conscience? But this little comfort can't make up for my sacrifice. I also want to eat my favorite cake, want to act coquettishly in the arms of my loved one, want to get sweet happiness, and I also want to be willful and selfish for once."
"Lin An, you are the one I truly love. For you, I am willing to give up the principle of 'I don't want anything that will hurt others'. No matter who I compete with, I just want your love. I am planning to be selfish for once, but that person is Shui'er, my sister. When I think about hurting my smiling sister and how she will never smile again, the pain in my heart far outweighs the happiness I have gained. I still can't take my sister's things again. Someone as gentle as me cannot be happy."
"Lin An, I like you. You are the person I love most in my life. I have satisfied your willfulness and given you my important first time, so I beg you to satisfy my willfulness as well, okay?"
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