Chapter 181: You are my destiny, but nothing is my destiny
The person coming towards him was actually Huo Jinze.
Fubao didn't expect that he would meet Huo Jinze here.
Huo Jinze was obviously busy. When he walked over, his eyes were fixed on Fubao.
Fubao was a little puzzled: "What's wrong?"
Huo Jinyun and Su Wanru had just gotten married, and it was a happy occasion, so why did Huo Jinze have such an expression?
Huo Jinze looked at Fubao. Fubao was very young, an eighteen-year-old girl. Her clear cheeks were rosy and her eyes were as clear as a mountain spring. She was very beautiful, as beautiful as a piece of tender jade hidden in the mountains.
Huo Jinze felt like he was blind. What happened to him before? Why couldn't he see how rare and precious a treasure like this Fubao was?
How could I, a little girl like this, have such bad thoughts?
Huo Jinze once again thought about every interaction he had with Fubao. There had been several opportunities for him to make peace with Fubao. If he had taken a step further, if he had been more proactive, perhaps everything would have been different.
But he just watched opportunities slip through his fingers again and again.
He watched her and Xiao Dingkun walk together.
Huo Jinze couldn't put this kind of pain into words, and because he couldn't put it into words, he felt even more suffocated and uncomfortable.
Even so, Huo Jinze could still comfort himself that everything was fate and he and Fubao were not destined to be together.
When you attribute all the suffering in this world to the mysterious cause and effect of fate, then people's pain and self-blame will be alleviated.
It is something that cannot be changed, so even if you do better, it will not help. Of course, you will not blame yourself so much.
However, Huo Jinze did not expect that he would meet Shengyin today. After he could not help but question Shengyin, Shengyin actually said that.
She actually said that Fubao should have been his destined wife, but in this life, Xiao Dingkun snatched Fubao away from her.
Shengyin looked at Huo Jinze with disdain: "Fubao will be with you, get married and have children, you will be very successful in the future, and you will be very happy together. But now, Xiao Dingkun has taken away your future wife. Are you going to watch your own wife being taken away like this?"
wife?
These two words inexplicably struck Huo Jinze's heart, stabbing him again and again like sharp iron objects, causing him unbearable pain.
In a trance, he even felt that Shengyin was right, Fubao... should have been his.
Fubao was taken away by Xiao Dingkun.
At this moment, Huo Jinze looked at Fubao like this, thinking about what Shengyin said, his eyes were a little dazed. He even seemed to think that Fubao should be his, should be his.
Fubao had already felt that something was amiss with Huo Jinze today, and the more he looked at him, the more he felt something was amiss.
"Huo Jinze, are you okay? What's wrong with you?" Fubao asked carefully.
"I'm fine." Huo Jinze stared at Fubao, licked his dry lips, and asked in a hoarse voice, "I want to ask you a question."
"Well... just ask." Fubao felt that Huo Jinze was more and more weird.
Huo Jinze felt a pang of pain in his heart when he saw Fubao's wary expression.
Of course he knew that he was inexplicable now, and he also knew how strange his behavior seemed to Fubao, but he just wanted to know.
If he didn't get to the bottom of it, he felt he would never have peace in his life.
So he finally couldn't help but say: "Fubao, I like you."
Fu Bao was completely surprised when she heard this. She raised her eyebrows slightly in surprise.
She always knew that Huo Jinze didn't have a good impression of her. Even after Huo Jinze explained, the two of them had reconciled, but Huo Jinze and herself had always been relatively distant.
At least, no matter what, the two of them are not familiar with each other.
But now, Huo Jinze suddenly said this to himself.
Huo Jinze smiled bitterly: "Why, it's weird, isn't it?"
Fubao felt very strange.
But when she looked at Huo Jinze, she remembered how strangely weak he looked that day. She didn't want to irritate him, so she was silent for a moment before saying in a calm tone, "Thank you for your love, but I'm already dating someone. I hope you can find your own happiness in the future."
Huo Jinze looked at Fu Bao's calm expression. He said he liked her, but she was calm and unresponsive. She even wished him to find his own happiness. He smiled bitterly in his heart, but still asked, "I like you, are you really not going to give me any chance?"
Fubao shook his head and frowned slightly: "Jinze, but I don't like you. Besides, you should know that I'm already dating someone. Do you have to come here and confess your love to me at this time and ask me to betray my partner? Do you know what you are doing?"
Mentioning Xiao Dingkun, Huo Jinze's eyes suddenly blazed with anger: "Are you determined to be with Xiao Dingkun? Have you ever thought that maybe he's not suitable for you at all, that he's not your destined husband at all? Shouldn't you give it some more thought?"
Fu Bao was puzzled and looked at Huo Jinze with a frown. She realized that something was wrong with Huo Jinze. "What do you mean? What do you want to do?"
Huo Jinze felt a surge of heat in his head, and Shengyin's words were like a curse on his mind. He kept thinking about them, and even had an illusion, as if he saw Fubao becoming his wife, as if he saw Xiao Dingkun, who should not have existed in this world.
He stared at Fubao with his bloodshot eyes: "Do you know who I am?"
Fu Bao looked at Huo Jinze, his heart already full of defense: "Aren't you Huo Jinze?"
Huo Jinze gritted his teeth and said, "Yes, I am Huo Jinze, but I was supposed to be your destined husband."
Fubao looked at Huo Jinze silently.
Huo Jinze was so weird today that she couldn't help but think too much.
For example, Shengyin, who has always been very strange, and Xiao Dingkun, who seems to know some of the previous story.
Another example is Huo Jinze, who is clearly weird to the extreme.
These things intertwined in her mind and finally turned into a possibility.
After staring at Huo Jinze for a long time, she finally spoke: "I only know this life, not the last. Life is not easy. When fate comes, it's you, and when fate leaves, it's nothing. I just need to remember the people I should remember."
When Huo Jinze heard this, confusion appeared in his eyes, and behind the confusion was deeper pain.
Did I really miss the opportunity that I missed inexplicably?
Fu Bao lowered his eyes and sighed softly, "Nothing in this world is permanent. A single thought can change the world a thousand times. A single look, a single word, can completely change everything you thought you knew."
She didn't know what her so-called previous life was like, nor did she need to know.
Whether it is Huo Jinze, Nie Lao San's wife, or Shengjin and Shengyin, no matter what they should have been like or what they are like now, this is just a fate in the vast sea of people. Perhaps the fate in the previous life has come to an end, and they are destined to have no chance in this life.
"Beyond recognition?"
Huo Jinze lowered his head and muttered these words.
Fubao has gone far away.
At the corner not far away, Xiao Dingkun stood there, silently taking in everything.
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