After all, before he met Xie Chongyue and when he was wandering around the world alone, he often encountered those bold and arrogant playboys who thought he was an easy target.
He may not have understood it at first, but after it happened many times, Xu Shiqing complained to his friends in confusion, wondering if there was something wrong with him, otherwise why he couldn't get any girls, but only got some perverts.
The friend gloated over the misfortune, but still analyzed the matter carefully with him. In the end, he guessed that these people had such a habit of forcing good women into prostitution and trapping birds and cranes because they had so much money in their houses.
Of course, those dissolute men could not be compared with Xie Chongyue. After all, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince had gone through the formal procedures to date Xu Shiqing, and he could be considered a gentleman.
Putting himself in the other person's shoes, Xu Shiqing guessed that the other person must feel that he is always running around and can't stay still. It was okay before they were not together, but now they have decided to grow old together. Who can bear not seeing their partner for a month or two after he leaves?
He was quite aware of how often he went out, so he felt a little guilty thinking that this number would have to double in one or two months.
All in all, if I'm with him, I might only see him three or four times a year.
Xie Chongyue's thoughts can't be considered as a concern for him, it can be said that it is a normal feeling of reluctance.
"I can't keep you here, it's my incompetence." Xie Chongyue said, "Why bother with the pass?"
Xu Shiqing heard that the other party misunderstood that he was suspicious of him, so he was a little angry.
"What are you thinking about?" Xu Shiqing didn't know whether to laugh or cry. "I've been traveling the world since I was a teenager. I've walked enough roads and met enough people over the years. It's time for me to take a break."
"Why don't you just tell me you want to stay in Jinling for a while longer?"
He laughed: "Zhengchun, what's wrong? Do you think you don't have any privileges here with me?"
After saying this, Xu Shiqing frowned, feeling that the matter was indeed a bit serious, so he said seriously: "Xie Zhengchun, didn't you mention any requests to me?"
Xie Chongyue: “…Yes.”
Xu Shiqing thought about it and retorted: "No, you don't even dare to challenge me."
What a weird reason.
Xie Chongyue's mixed emotions disappeared, leaving him speechless.
"You do the housework and you cook the meals." Xu Shiqing counted on his fingers and recalled, "You also wash the clothes..."
After finishing the calculation, he couldn't help but sigh: "I seem to be a heartless man."
Xie Chongyue: "...Don't say that."
"You never ask me for anything," Xu Shiqing said. "Just look at what happened today. If I tell you I want to travel alone in the future, will you pack my bags and send me off?"
Xie Chongyue: “…”
He thought about it and fell into suspicious silence.
Xu Shiqing: "...What if I find someone else to go with me?"
This time Xie Chongyue answered immediately: "No!"
"?" Xu Shiqing was a little confused: "Then why didn't you stop me? Could it be that you were willing to let me go alone?"
"How is that possible?" Xie Chongyue hesitated and said, "I can't bear to see you go."
"...Then tell me, you want me to stay." Xu Shiqing was silent for a moment: "If you say so, I will stay. Xie Zhengchun, why don't you believe that you can do this?"
Why don’t you believe in your importance in his heart?
Xu Shiqing thought, for someone who feels they owe so much, they probably just feel they have no right to make demands. However, when Xu Shiqing agreed to be with the other person, all the so-called sacrifices were taken for granted. He even felt fortunate that he could heal the other person's illness. The effects of the Half Moon Gu were so terrifying that he couldn't bear to see it as a friend. After they became lovers, this love only grew.
He knew that Xie Chongyue always felt guilty towards him. He always felt that the poison had bound a great master, but in fact it was not the case. Xu Shiqing was never as free as he thought.
Moreover, how could he feel that Xie Chongyue was a constraint? Xu Shiqing treasured every relationship. Having once roamed the martial arts world alone, he understood the feeling of being adrift and isolated. Furthermore, since becoming a Sword Immortal, he had never felt lonely, something his companions often forgot.
This made Xu Shiqing feel helpless. He was not a celestial being, nor a mortal crane. Xu Shiqing was just an ordinary person who liked to travel, spread his wealth, and had many friends.
Fame is misleading.
Xu Shiqing grumbled in his heart, saying that these titles were not good things. Now, even when he was in a relationship, he made his partner feel insecure.
"Don't you think that Jinling and I are a cage?" Xie Chongyue's tone was difficult. He was too smart, so he could easily see the emotions in the young man's eyes and guess the deeper meaning of the other party's words - but that was something he had not dared to ask for in the past.
Xie Chongyue pondered this over and over. His cautious probing had perhaps hinted that the young man wasn't some wanderer obsessed with nature, but he simply didn't dare ask, didn't dare delve deeper. What if he was wrong? If he didn't ask, he could still deceive himself, denying the possibility of separation. But if he asked, he'd have to face it.
He was the prince of Qi and the leader of the Demon Cult. After returning to the court from Guandong, the name Xie Chongyue could no longer be separated from the court. His identity doomed Xie Chongyue to be unable to do as he wished with Xu Shiqing.
The days of sleeping on the same bed and exploring hills and valleys are too indulgent. They are like a dream. The more beautiful it is, the more worried people will be about gains and losses.
This inevitably made Xie Chongyue put himself even lower, almost feeling that he was worthless, but he pulled a cloud off the clouds, and a kind moonlight was trapped in the pond -
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