Chapter 409 Huang Jiaqi's Dream
Huang Jiaqi took out her cell phone, opened the address book, and found Chen Haoming's name.
But I didn't know whether I should call him and tell him that I was pregnant.
At this moment, two voices appeared in my mind.
The first voice: He should be told about the pregnancy and be held responsible, after all, he is the biological father of the child. Otherwise, do you want to give birth to the child alone and be an unmarried mother? You have to know that being an unmarried mother will make you endure a lot of contempt, and it is not good for your child's growth.
And you must not even think about aborting the child; this is a very sinful thing to do.
Huang Jiaqi also knew that this was a very sinful thing. If possible, she really doesn't want to take this step because she still likes children very much.
And the second voice came out: I don’t think I should tell him about the pregnancy. If I tell him, he will feel that you are using the child to force him to take responsibility for you. Maybe he originally felt a little guilty towards you, but because you told him about your pregnancy, this guilt was erased. Maybe they will even hate you because of this. Are you really what you want?
yes! This is also the problem that Huang Jiaqi is worried about.
Although she personally thought that Chen Haoming would not be that kind of person. But it is not ruled out that he will not be able to accept this sudden child. After all, not everyone can be a father.
"Oh..., it's so annoying!" Huang Jiaqi covered his face and wailed.
But in the end, she still didn't call Chen Haoming.
Huang Jiaqi had a dream when she was sleeping at night.
She dreamed that she gave birth to a very cute child and had a lot of fun playing with him. But while playing, the child ran away crying because she said her mother didn't want him anymore.
Later, Huang Jiaqi went to chase him, but she couldn't catch him no matter what. She saw the child getting farther and farther away from her.
"Baby, don't go, don't go, Mom wants you, Mom wants you..." This is what Huang Jiaqi said in her dream.
Finally, Huang Jiaqi woke up from her dream and shouted: "Baby..."
Her entire back was soaked with sweat and there were tears in the corners of her eyes because she had been so scared that she cried in her dream.
She sat up slowly, leaning against the back of the bed, and rubbing her belly with her hand.
She said softly: "Baby, you definitely don't want to leave mommy, right? Actually, mommy doesn't want you to leave either..."
At this moment, the halo of maternal love made Huang Jiaqi make up her mind. She decided to find Chen Haoming and tell him about her pregnancy. Even if not for herself, she wanted to fight for the child.
I took out my phone and checked it was only around five in the morning.
But now, I no longer feel tired, thinking that I haven’t eaten anything from last night until now. So you should get up and cook something to eat, so as not to let the child starve.
Chen Haoming, who was far away, seemed to have a telepathic connection with Huang Jiaqi and had the same dream.
The only difference is that he dreamed about it during his nap.
"Why did I have such a dream?" Chen Haoming was deeply puzzled.
"Could it be that Jiaqi is pregnant?"
But soon, Chen Haoming shook his head again.
"If Jiaqi is really pregnant, she should tell me."
But she soon remembered that Huang Jiaqi had gone to the company to look for her before, but couldn't find her. Could it be that because of this, I am disappointed in him and that’s why I don’t tell him that I’m pregnant now?
The more Chen Haoming thought about it, the more he felt that this was possible.
He took out his cell phone and called Yu Yang.
"Yu Yang, help me arrange a private plane tonight. I'll go back as soon as the party here is over."
"Okay, I'll arrange it."
Chen Haoming originally planned to take a flight back the next day after the party, but he couldn't wait until the next day.
Because it would take another six or seven hours to fly back to Bincheng from where he is now. If he waits until the next day to go back, he won’t know when he will be back.
After having breakfast, Huang Jiaqi dressed herself up and went to Chen Haoming's company.
It was already working hours, so Huang Jiaqi went directly to the front desk to ask.
"Hello, is your president back?"
The lady at the front desk recognized Huang Jiaqi and said, "Miss, I'm so sorry, our president is still abroad. How about this, you leave your contact information and name, if the president comes back, I will call you as soon as possible to inform you?"
Yu Yang specifically instructed that if Huang Jiaqi came again, she should tell him immediately or leave her contact information.
When Huang Jiaqi heard that Chen Haoming was still not there, she felt lost again. She did not ask him when he would be back because she knew that the lady at the front desk would tell her that she didn't know.
"No, thank you..."
Huang Jiaqi did not leave her contact information, but left in disappointment.
When the receptionist saw Huang Jiaqi leave, she immediately called Yu Yang.
Yu Yang just came in from the front door, walked to the front desk, and asked, "Xiao Li, what do you want to talk to me about?"
The lady at the front desk said in a panic, "Assistant Yu, the female classmate of the president just now is here to see the president."
When Yu Yang heard this, he immediately asked, "Where?"
The lady at the front desk pointed in the direction of the main door.
"He just left."
Yu Yang chased after her immediately, but there was no sign of Huang Jiaqi.
He had originally wanted to tell her the news that Chen Haoming had returned, but she left so quickly.
Why……
After leaving Chen Haoming's company, Huang Jiaqi walked aimlessly on the street alone.
As I walked, I suddenly burst into tears and finally sat down on a bench by the river.
The cool breeze from the river bank blew in her face, making her shiver a little, but not as cold as her heart.
I can’t find Chen Haoming, but my belly is getting bigger day by day, and I don’t know when he will come back?
Now she really doesn't know what to do?
She really wanted to keep the child, but was it really that easy to keep the child?
It’s not that she can’t afford to raise the child by herself. With her current income, raising three or five children, let alone one, would not be a big problem.
But is it really enough to raise a child by just feeding him, clothing him warmly, or providing him with good living conditions?
How can I make up for the missing fatherly love?
Besides, what should she say to her parents?
Having said that, her parents might give her two choices.
First, who is the man who got her pregnant? Then let him take responsibility for her and the child and get married.
Second, if she didn't tell her parents who the man was, her parents would definitely ask her to abort the child.
You can't blame the parents for being cruel, because they know how shameful it is for a woman to get pregnant before marriage. So they had to force her to make a choice.
But no matter which choice she made, she knew that she couldn't do it now.
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