In the following year, Baili Feiyue and Changsun Wuji took Changsun to many places.
Once when Jiuer had something going on, Baili Feiyue brought her eldest grandson and Guai over to help.
Changsun Wuji took advantage of this opportunity and went to Cangyu again without Baili Feiyue's knowledge.
A year passed in the blink of an eye, and Jiuer and Changsunqing were almost twelve years old.
The eldest grandson Yuye is almost four years old.
Baili Feiyue and Changsun Wuji never go out and basically stay in the palace.
It is a truly rare leisure time.
Although he said he was having a leisurely time, the doctors he had known before would often send him letters asking for advice.
After all, in recent years, it has been rare for her to stay in Beijing for such a long time.
Baili Feiyue is also happy to take some time out occasionally to exchange medical skills with everyone.
Learning never ends.
Besides, she also hopes that the medical skills taught by her master can be passed on to more people.
Changsun Wuji was not completely idle either.
Although the state affairs related to the Dajing government were completely shouldered by Changsun Qing.
But Chang Sunqing would still seek his opinion and views on some issues.
Moreover, Changsun Wuji would teach his grandson martial arts every morning and evening.
He would also personally teach her to read some books that the teachers would not teach.
Sometimes Baili Feiyue would go out to discuss medical skills with others, and come back early to play with Changsun Yu who was practicing martial arts.
When they came back late, Changsun Yu had fallen asleep. Baili Feiyue felt very sorry that she couldn't play with the baby Xiao Yu today.
Baili Feiyue and Zhangsun Wuji don’t look like an “old couple” who have been together for several years and have three children.
Just very...loving.
I have to take a nap anyway.
Sometimes Zhangsun Wuji would be lazy, "I don't want to move, if you want to come, just come by yourself."
When Baili Feiyue was really planning to come by herself after feeling around here and there, she felt dizzy and fell over.
After all, she enjoyed it.
The next day, Baili Feiyue gave him one or two taels of silver as "hard work fee".
They were not together from morning to night, but it seemed as if they had never been apart.
Summer came in a flash.
Baili Feiyue changed into a thin skirt.
Baili Feiyue didn't want to go out in this weather.
This summer is particularly hot and humid.
It was so hot that Baili Feiyue hugged Changsun Wuji tightly and refused to let go.
Changsun Wuji used to have an extremely cold body temperature, but later on the cold poison or something like that was cured, so he isn’t that cold anymore.
But it's also slightly cool when I hold it.
The sun was strong and the air was hot and humid.
In the cool courtyard, the eldest grandson fell asleep on the small bamboo rocking chair beside him.
Baili Feiyue, who was afraid of the heat, only breathed a sigh of relief when she hugged Changsun Wuji.
With a body like this, you should hold it like this to keep cool in the summer.
When winter comes, she will hold him in her arms and keep him warm!
Baili Feiyue couldn't help but lean on Changsun Wuji's shoulder and said whatever she thought, "Now I'm leaning on you every day to cool you down. When winter comes, just stick to me, I'll hold you and keep you warm~"
"Hmm... good idea. But Jing'er, you missed two seasons." The man chuckled, "You didn't let me go in spring and autumn."
Baili Feiyue was angry and snorted for him to hear.
…
This year, Baili Feiyue notified Jiuer to come back to celebrate her birthday.
No one else was invited, the whole family celebrated Chang Sunqing and Jiuer’s birthdays together.
On her birthday, Baili Feiyue said she wanted to cook herself.
Jiuer is looking forward to it with great enthusiasm, while Changsun is as steady as a rock.
After sitting down to eat, Jiuer felt something was wrong.
"Why are there two flavors?"
She knew the taste of the food her mother cooked. Of course, it was not bad, and could even be said to be delicious.
But when compared with another one, the difference becomes apparent.
Baili Feiyue coughed and said with a smile, "How is it, are your father's cooking these dishes okay?"
Jiuer almost dropped the chopsticks in her hand in shock.
She actually knew that her father could cook.
I seem to have done this for my mother before.
But she didn't expect that they, her brother and sister, also had this honor.
Although the weather is hot now, there are many lantern and flower festivals in summer.
It just so happens that there is a Lantern Festival going on these days.
After a simple disguise, the family went out to the night market to enjoy the lanterns.
Because the weather is hot, many people come out at night to get some fresh air and cool down.
In the bustling crowd.
Jiuer was very knowledgeable and tactful. She took the initiative to pull her brother and sister to the front, one by one.
You can let your parents enjoy some time alone.
She was playful and soon handed the eldest grandson in her other hand to Changsun Qing, and she herself was in the front.
Wandering among the goods displayed by the vendors.
Baili Feiyue, who was walking behind them, poked Changsun Wuji's chest and whispered, "Look at your daughter. She is so heartless."
Changsun Wuji looked at her for a moment with a smile, then raised his hand and tapped her on the forehead.
"What?! I can't say it yet."
Various kinds of hawking sounds can be heard on the streets, among which the most frequent ones are those of snacks, accompanied by the aroma of cooking food.
Baili Feiyue stopped in front of a stall selling lotus root soup.
Jiuer and others who were walking in front also turned back when they saw it.
Although Changsun Wuji can make this, he himself doesn't like sweets very much.
However, the family still ate half a bowl each.
After eating the lotus root soup, Jiuer was attracted by a very gorgeous phoenix lantern.
This lantern is not for sale, it is a prize for archery.
Jiuer went to pull Changsun Wuji over, "Father... Daddy, I want that~"
The vendor greeted her warmly, "Little girl, you have a good eye. This lantern was made by the best lantern master in my hometown. There is only one of its kind in the whole street."
"As long as you can use this bow to shoot the bull's eye of the target over there, you can win this prize. For archery, it costs ten cents per arrow, and you can only buy three arrows. You can only shoot three times."
Jiuer took out a small piece of silver from her brother's purse and said, "Then give us three arrows."
The vendor handed the bow and arrow to Changsun Wuji, who was standing beside him. "Please, sir."
The vendor didn't think the man in front of him could hit the target. His bow was not an ordinary bow. Many experienced people failed to hit the target.
As a result, the moment the vendor turned around to give Jiuer change, there was a click of the tongue.
Jiuer cheered, "Ah, I got it! Daddy is so awesome!"
The vendors were stunned.
Jiuer got her favorite lantern and was very proud.
Of course, the copper coins that the vendor got as change would not be returned to his brother.
Then he suddenly showed his "brotherly love" and encouraged Baili Feiyue to buy something for Changsun Qing and Changsun Yuye.
"Oh, mother, please buy some candy. My little sister is so young, she will definitely like it."
In fact, she wanted to punish her brother.
Baili Feiyue understood, "Okay."
The sugar figures were chosen by Jiuer. They were the same ones she chose for Changsun and Changsunqing. They all had cute shapes that only two or three-year-old kids would like.
Chang Sunyu answered it expressionlessly.
Zhang Sunqing's mouth twitched, "I don't need it, you eat it yourself."
Even if you kill him, he would never walk around the street with something like this!
"We all have it, but you don't. You're going to think that mom and dad are partial. Isn't that right, mom?"
Baili Feiyue said seriously, "Qing'er baby, just take it. You obviously loved eating candy when you were a child. Eating candy is not shameful, right? Just eat it if you want."
He... doesn't want to!
"Mom, I don't..."
Zhang Sun Wuji looked over and said, "Your mother told you to take it, so take it."
Chang Sunqing: “…”
"Humiliatingly" took the incredibly cute sugar man.
Baili Feiyue and Jiuer beside them couldn't help but laugh secretly.
When they walked near a river in the city, they saw many people releasing river lanterns.
Jiuer naturally wanted to go and join in the fun.
This time, except for Changsun Wuji, Baili Feiyue and her mother and son each chose a lantern.
Of course, Changsunqing and Changsunyu were "forced" to be chosen from Jiuer.
Changsun Qing held Changsun Yu's hand, while Baili Feiyue and Jiuer led the way and chose a place with few people to release the river lanterns.
There are already various small lights on the river.
Baili Feiyue and Jiuer first teased Zhangsun Qing and Zhangsun Yuxian by letting them light the lanterns.
And then he let it go.
When she put the river lantern into the water, she habitually turned around to look at Changsun Wuji who was waiting for them behind her.
The street market is still the same street market, with colorful lanterns and loud shouts.
When Baili Feiyue saw the bright red suddenly appearing at the corner of the man's mouth, her eyes were dead silent.
The whole world fell into silence.
I don’t know how long it took, maybe very short, maybe very long.
Baili Feiyue heard Jiuer's voice, "Mom!"
…
Changsun Wuji's body was being consumed at a rapid rate.
Jiuer Wuqi and others tried every possible way to stop it but failed.
Every morning and evening when Changsun practiced martial arts, he would stand in front of the door and listen to the noise in the room without saying a word.
Today, the person who taught her martial arts and reading still hasn't come out.
The guy who liked to tease her and pinch her face didn't come out either.
Five consecutive days.
Morning and evening, when the time came, she would stand quietly outside the door.
No matter cold or hot, windy or rainy.
For the first two days, she watched many people coming and going carrying medicine boxes.
In the last two days, there were fewer people coming and going.
By the fifth day, she only saw her brother and sister besides her.
On the sixth day, Baili Feiyue came out after staying in the house for six days.
"Yier, your father is calling you in."
There was still no expression on Chang Sun's face as she walked into the house.
The whole room was filled with a strong smell of medicine.
Mixed with the smell of medicine was the rich, cold fragrance that was almost gone from the man on the couch.
In just five days, the man in the bed seemed to have changed a little.
It seemed that he hadn't changed much, just a little thinner.
She looked at him, expressionless.
Zhang Sun Wuji twitched the corner of his lip slightly, "I'm sorry, but it seems that you have inherited the worst qualities of my character."
...Zhang Sunyu just listened to him talking, she still had no expression.
Until he finished and said she could go out.
She turned around and walked out mechanically.
Outside the door were Baili Feiyue and the other two.
Baili Feiyue walked in and sat beside the bed.
She snorted coquettishly, "What a secret! You don't even let us hear it."
Changsun Wuji looked at her, just looked at her.
Once, when she appeared in his life.
When she became the light of his life, he wanted to catch her.
Catch her at all costs.
He even planned to send to hell all the people around her who she could rely on, so that she would have no place to stand, no one to rely on and no one to depend on, and she would have to stay by his side.
However, when he found out that no matter whether the cold poison was cured or not, he was destined to die early. If it was not cured, he would just die earlier. He couldn't bear it anymore.
How could he bear to let her be alone in this world?
But I never thought of letting him let go!
Xinyi tried every means to destroy him, and it was not unfair to say that he was a disaster with a devil's heart.
That's just the kind of person he is.
Even if he knew that he was destined to die early, he would hold on to her and would not let go!
Zhang Sun Wuji raised his hand with some effort and stroked her face, "Hate?"
She hated him for provoking her but not being able to stay with her until old age.
Baili Feiyue leaned gently against his chest, her voice hoarse, "How can I hate you?"
I hate that he solved the external threats of the four countries for my lover even though he knew clearly that he didn't have much time left.
Or did she hate him for solving the internal problems for her and baby Qing'er without mercy, even for Nanny Kang, who had raised her.
Do you hate him for eliminating all those who were potential threats to her and Qing'er and the others? Or do you hate him for paving the way for her to make all kinds of reconciliations so that she could have more relatives and friends?
I still hate him... I hate that he can't stay with me until the end of my life.
"Little lunatic."
A little lunatic.
Changsun Wuji...
Baili Feiyue looked at him infatuatedly.
Once upon a time, they were the people who understood each other the least.
In other words, because of each other's personalities and experiences, they "don't understand".
For him, even though she wanted to dig out her heart and show it to him countless times, he still didn't believe her.
And she had never understood him.
She only saw him coming from hell with blood on his hands, and she only saw him suffocating her with no escape.
But before long, they became the ones who understood each other the most.
They no longer need to dig up the past and talk about it, they no longer need to explain anything, they understand each other.
Just like even if everyone's medical skills showed that there was nothing wrong with his body.
From his actions, she guessed that he...probably wouldn't be able to stay with her for much longer.
Just like in southern Xinjiang, she went to see the leader of the witch cult in person. It was true that the leader would never wake up again and would soon pass away. Her last bit of hope was completely extinguished, and she could no longer control her tears.
They didn't say anything to each other, but they tacitly cherished every day.
They tacitly understood not to let Qing'er and Jiu'er and the others notice anything unusual.
When the family is together, they should be happy, just like an ordinary family.
Looking back at the years when her family lived in happiness and peace, Baili Feiyue felt hatred.
She didn't hate Changsun Wuji, nor did she hate anyone else.
She hated herself.
I hate myself for being so stupid most of the time! So stupid!
Just like back then, the man in front of him cooperated with the master, not to force the master to death, but their common goal was just to preserve the Holy Religion.
He just wanted to protect Baili Feiyue's home!
And she even stabbed him hard because of her master's death.
And this man in front of me, this man...
Baili Feiyue tremblingly touched his chest, touching the place where there was only a faint trace of scar.
"I am the little lunatic, and you are the big lunatic."
Bet your life on her heart!
What if, what if she had been completely ruthless at that time?
"Changsun Wuji," she snorted softly, "I am the only one who can tolerate your personality. I'm afraid the other women will be frightened by your kindness."
The man seemed to laugh, but his voice was very small.
He held her tight.
But when it came to Baili Feiyue, the force with which he hugged her was just like his arm gently resting on her.
"Jing'er..."
"Um."
"I actually wanted to take you with me. I was afraid that when I'm gone, you'd be left alone in this world. I was afraid..."
Baili Feiyue didn't want to cry, she tried hard to control the tears in her eyes from flowing out.
"Then take me away!"
"I can't bear to leave." he said.
He was guilty of murder and his hands were covered in blood.
He was now reluctant to drag her along.
Whatever sin there is, it is enough for him to bear it.
On his deathbed, "...Jing'er..."
The faint voice, almost inaudible, was the thing he was most reluctant to part with, and the only thing he was reluctant to part with.
"Um."
Baili Feiyue hummed lightly, but no one responded for a long time.
The man on the bed had his eyes completely closed, as if he had fallen asleep.
The wrist that was holding her earlier dropped and slid to the side of her body.
Baili Feiyue closed her eyes and held him in her arms, using great strength, as if she wanted to rub this completely temperatureless body into her bones and blood and lock it tightly in her arms.
Her lips touched his increasingly cold lips and she kissed them gently.
But no one would respond to her anymore.
————-In the summer of the sixth year of Emperor Dajing Chengyuan's reign, Regent Zhangsun Wuji passed away.
He was buried with great ceremony as a state funeral, and his princess consort and two daughters did not attend the funeral.
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