084 | (Eighty-three) If you don't want to, you know what to say H
Xie Qingyan cried loudly, but it wasn't the kind of crying that resembles a pear blossom in the rain; it was definitely not pretty.
Like a spoiled brat, her shoulders trembled as she cried haphazardly, large tears gushing from the blue lake, wetting her eyes. The excess tears dangled from her eyelashes, turning into a few glistening dewdrops that swayed gently.
His usual arrogant and haughty demeanor was completely gone, and a hoarse hissing sound came from his throat.
She was extremely frustrated: "It's so embarrassing, so incredibly shameful..."
Su Xingmao embraced the limp Xie Qingyan, carrying her from in front of the mirror to the sofa. He gently wiped away her hot tears with his fingertips.
He wasn't good at arguing, and he couldn't coax people. She always liked to find fault with him. Afraid of saying the wrong thing and upsetting her, he didn't say anything, but silently patted the girl's back, wrapped his arms around her, and comforted the trembling body in his arms with his body heat.
He held her tightly, like a tree embracing a leaf.
Their shadows, intertwined, fell to the ground, like two mandarin ducks nestled together.
I listened quietly to her sobbing for a long time, until she was sobbing so hard that she couldn't catch her breath and choked and sneezed. Spittle flew through the air and the sound was a little loud in the night.
Xie Qingyan felt even more embarrassed. She tightly closed her mouth, sniffed, wiped her face with the back of her hand, and stubbornly bit her teeth before she slowly stopped crying.
"It's all your fault, it's all your fault..." Before the tears had even evaporated, sparks were already flying from her eyes, spraying towards him.
Xie Qingyan glared at him, her eyes swollen like red walnuts.
Her self-esteem was severely hurt, and she was very dissatisfied. She attributed all her shameful behavior to the silent man in front of her. If she hadn't been fucked so hard just now, he wouldn't have stopped.
How could she possibly lose control of her bladder?
Moreover, she's crying so hard, and this idiot, who's been spouting a whole bunch of bad things in bed, hasn't even said "stop crying."
I'm even angrier!
"I'm sorry." Su Xingmao stared intently at the person in front of him. He didn't refute her accusation. He gently rubbed the corners of his reddened eyes with his rough fingers and said in a low voice, "I made the kitten cry."
Xie Qingyan showed no appreciation, slapped him across the face, and pushed him away in a harsh voice: "Hypocrite, get out of here."
Despite taking a blow, Su Xingmao remained unmoved, only raising his dark eyes to scrutinize her.
His gaze was calm.
Deep waters that remain calm and still.
"What are you looking at?" Xie Qingyan was intimidated by his gaze, but not to be outdone, she raised her voice to bolster her courage, "You made me cry, so what if I hit you?"
He calmly lowered his head and looked down: "Nothing much."
Seeing his unyielding attitude, Xie Qingyan became even more annoyed, raising his eyebrows high.
What frustrated her most was that when she followed his gaze...
I was so busy crying that I only realized how sore and swollen my acupoints were when I turned over.
She initially thought it was because the bastard had ejaculated too much and was causing discomfort, but then she realized that he hadn't withdrawn from her body even after ejaculating.
She shifted her buttocks in the boy's arms, and you could hear Su Xingmao's barely suppressed panting.
"Get out of here! Call him out now!" Xie Qingyan hurriedly propped herself up from his embrace.
The penis, which was completely at odds with his handsome appearance, was still quite large even when it was limp. When it was pulled out of the hole, it made a clear sound, similar to the "pop" of a wine bottle being uncorked.
It made one's ears burn with embarrassment.
What's even more annoying is that—being in the prime of their youth, boys still ejaculate a lot, even when they're sick.
The flower cave was thoroughly penetrated by the rough penis, leaving a small round hole open, slightly agape like a surprised little mouth, red and swollen, yet unable to close completely, with milky white semen overflowing from the opening.
The clitoris is also round and protruding.
It's obvious that it was hit and rubbed too hard.
Faintly, one could still glimpse the soft, moist, red flesh inside, tender and vibrant red, speckled with specks of cloudy white semen. More of it, unable to be contained, was diluted by vaginal fluid and urine, flowing down from the soft, swollen vulva in strands.
Thick, viscous semen, sticky and greasy, covered her buttocks and inner thighs, creating a scene of lewd mess.
Xie Qingyan turned her head away in disgust; she simply couldn't bear to look.
Su Xingmao couldn't take his eyes off her. He pursed his lips, looking very carefully. He reached out and fiddled with her for a few moments, then hooked two fingers around a spurt of semen flowing out of her vulva and pushed it back in.
"Make sure to hold the semen you ejaculate into the kitten properly in its mouth."
"I don't want to..." Xie Qingyan dodged in disgust, turning hostile as soon as she got out of bed, her mouth fierce: "So dirty! Disgusting."
"It's the kitten that wants its owner to shoot it at you." He stubbornly held down the girl's slender, unruly legs, preventing her from dodging.
"The kitten isn't dirty; it looks beautiful with semen in its vagina."
"Shut up!" Xie Qingyan was so angry that she jumped up and down. Despite the difference in their physical size, no matter how much she struggled, she couldn't stop the boy from sticking his semen into her acupoint again.
The intense sense of immersion washes over you once again.
"Mmm..." Xie Qingyan let out a soft moan, twisting and turning: "Get out, get out of here, I don't want to suck your disgusting stuff."
Su Xingmao suddenly stopped moving.
He tilted his head, his gaze probing, as if pondering whether the "no" in her words was true or false.
My fingers were ready to be pulled out...
The moist, warm, tender flesh gripped him tightly.
Su Xingmao caught the signal perfectly, lowering his eyelashes, "If you don't want to, you know what to say."
He was reminding her.
Safe words.
That's right, the game will stop as soon as his name is called. He'll stop, will he? Should he call it or not? Xie Qingyan opened his mouth, his lips moving. Three words were about to escape.
She can't hear.
How strange, she couldn't hear her own voice.
Seconds passed.
The constellation of Mao (卯) awaits a long silence.
He stared at the red marks on Xie Qingyan's neck, a ring of fingerprints around her slender neck, a collar formed by palm prints.
The constellation Mao could recall the warm pulse when his fingers touched it.
The boy looked away and called her name seriously, saying each word clearly: "Xie Qingyan, my right to play with you comes from you."
He inserted his finger inward, and calmly wrote the words.
"Does the kitten not understand, or does it not want to understand, that my behavior is all under your tacit approval and indulgence?"
She gave him the right to be unrestrained.
Every word she uttered shattered her sense of shame, pushing it to the brink of collapse.
Her lips were still trembling, wanting to loudly rebuke him for talking nonsense, but she couldn't utter a single word.
"Little cat, think it over carefully. Is it really that you don't want to? Why are you crying? Can't you accept your own sexual fetish? Or do you really hate me? Little cat is neither honest nor frank."
His gaze lingered on her wet eyes and wet lower body.
Her amorous eyes were weeping, her lower orifice was swallowing his fingers, and her overflowing semen and vaginal fluids were flowing freely.
There was a mixture of various liquids there: her urine, bodily fluids, and his semen.
It looked like a complete mess.
I love it.
Unfortunately, there was still too little semen; it wasn't enough.
It can be made a little dirtier.
Right, let some worse, dirtier liquid be poured on her, let his breath completely cover her body.
It seems like this can prove it.
She needs him. She belongs to him.
Xie Qingyan waited for a long time, but the blow that brought her despair never came.
He leaned closer to her, kissed away her tears, picked them up piece by piece, and rebuilt her.
"It's okay."
Those eyes were like clear mirrors, able to illuminate her heart.
"It's okay if the kitten doesn't want to."
"I forced you to play all of this. Little Cat is just a good girl, an obedient child. She can't resist and can only pitifully accept it."
"Then, I broke it."
"Does saying this make you feel any better?"
Xie Qingyan was stunned for a moment, then his rationality was dealt a heavy blow.
She hadn't expected Su Xingmao to understand her so well, far more deeply than she had imagined. Children who received Chinese education were always reserved and restrained, and sexual desire was a taboo subject.
Despite her outwardly passionate and flamboyant nature, Xie Qingyan still felt ashamed and embarrassed in the face of desire. She subconsciously wanted to escape and deny her self that was indulging in pleasure.
This is wrong; she's doing something wrong—even if the climax is pleasurable, she'll still think that way.
It's hard to be honest with arrogant people.
Su Xingmao was not a gentle and sentimental person. His way of comforting her was not to hold her and whisper to her not to cry, but to start from a rational point of view, to get to the bottom of things, to seek the source, to take the shame of her desires on his own shoulders, and to find a compromise so that she could accept it.
At the same age, he was far more mature than her.
Get straight to the point.
Su Xingmao gazed at Xie Qingyan.
Change is a difficult thing, and no one will dictate what she must change for before she is willing to do so.
If she wants to be more open, he would be happy to accompany her.
If she doesn't want to, then this is fine.
It would be good if he were the one who did bad things and had a dirty mind.
She only accepted it "passively".
That's what she wanted.
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