016 | (XV) Safety Words
“Let’s start with how you address me, Xie Qingyan.” Su Xingmao was very formal, leaning back on the bedroom sofa, gazing at her seriously, and slowly asked, “What would you like me to call you?”
Xie Qingyan didn't understand why he asked such detailed questions. The sudden reversal in their relationship made her feel extremely awkward: "...Just like last time."
"Kitten, right?"
"Mmm." She nodded repeatedly.
Xie Qingyan liked this nickname. It was a little embarrassing, a mix of pampering, indulgence, and gentleness, yet unlike dogs, it didn't possess a strong sense of insult and aggression. In addition... Su Xingmao's voice was gentle and calm, like the low notes of a cello... It was quite pleasant to listen to.
Especially when called "kitten," she is reluctant to admit that she feels genuinely comfortable and relaxed.
"How would you like to address me?" Sushin Mao asked gently.
Xie Qingyan's mind went blank. Did she really decide everything? Although she called him "master" last time, she didn't want to admit that her brain was issuing lewd commands after being usurped by lust.
"Can I call you class monitor...?"
"Why?"
She didn't want to be called by a name that was unique and specific to her, and her master emphasized the unequal status too much, making it difficult for her, who had always disliked Su Xingmao, to say it. The title of class monitor was just right.
"Well, let's take it slow."
Actually, she's just really shy.
Su Xingmao didn't take it seriously: "Didn't we shout it last time too?"
Xie Qingyan muttered under her breath, "You forced me to do that."
Absolutely impossible, she didn't call him master on her own initiative.
"Is that so?" Su Xingmao said casually, "What if I force you?"
Xie Qingyan immediately invoked the unequal treaty, emphasizing that her word was law: "I said you can't force me!"
“Let’s first talk about the definition of coercion,” Su Xingmao said, his tone already admonishing: “The object of the coercion is in an involuntary state.”
"Would you like to play with me, little kitten?" The voice sounded like a gentle coaxing, and the hand softly stroked the head, slowly patting it down.
"No…"
"Um?"
"A little bit... I'm willing."
Even though Xie Qingyan was secretly eager to play, he still maintained a reluctant expression, saying, "Since you want to play with me, I'll reluctantly agree."
“It was consensual,” Su Xingmao concluded. “I don’t consider this coercion.”
"Sophistry!" She wasn't confused by his logic and immediately accused him: "You're using a fallacy of equivocation! You're being sophistical."
“Okay.” Su Xingmao went along with her words: “Then let’s choose, little cat. Do you want me to be gentle and considerate towards you because you’re shy, or like this…”
His gaze gradually cooled, and the frosted glass of winter was covered with frost.
He lifted Xie Qingyan off the ground, kneeling down and pressing his upper body onto Xie Qingyan's legs.
The movements were swift and the goal was clear. The skirt was lifted and peeled open, revealing pink Hello Kitty-printed underwear, which was quite childish.
"You!" Xie Qingyan shouted, bracing himself on Su Xingmao's full, firm, and powerful thigh muscles, struggling to get up.
The boy moved swiftly, pressing his arm down on her back. Xie Qingyan's upper body was lying on his lap, her legs kicking wildly. She couldn't get any leverage and couldn't turn over.
With his other hand pressing down on her buttocks at just the right moment, Xie Qingyan felt like a fish on a chopping board, stunned by the back of a knife and completely unable to move.
He won't...
Xie Qingyan vaguely guessed his next move... but perhaps it was precisely because she could roughly guess that this impending fear made her increasingly flustered. She scratched his leg through his pants with her sharp fingernails and struggled: "What are you going to do!"
The bedroom wall lamp wasn't very bright, its cool, somber tone like moonlight frost, flowing across the eyes, giving a handsome and refined look.
The boy's expression was calm, his gaze almost tangible, falling from a great height, as did his hand.
The slap landed on her bouncy, rounded, peach-petal-like, juicy buttocks, encased in her cotton panties. It wasn't a heavy slap, but rather a subtle test of her endurance.
"No...no!"
Xie Qingyan covered her mouth, but couldn't stop the sound from escaping her lips. Her body trembled slightly on his knees, unsure whether the impact of the words or the physical sensations were more intense.
"Still like this." Su Xingmao continued with an even more crucial question: "Ignoring what the kitten said about not being able to play with you?"
"Safety word, my name."
"If you don't say anything after counting to three, I'll assume you like it."
"one."
Her teeth dug into her lips, and she moved her mouth, trying to make a sound.
Giving her a choice is worse than not giving her a choice. Doesn't Su Xingmao understand that? Her comment on the comic clearly expressed her demands.
Furthermore, using his name as a safe word is just too malicious! So cunning…
Wouldn't that in the future, if they met at school or on the street, and heard someone else or her call his name, it would trigger her memories and make her think of this shameful relationship?
She clearly only wanted to be a stranger to Su Xingmao in public. Wouldn't this create an ambiguous, unspoken relationship?
"two."
Xie Qingyan could hear the sound of teeth knocking together, a very slight vibration.
"three."
She pressed her face against her palm, feeling the increasing heat rising in her hands. Her eyelashes brushed against her palms, tickling her. The long three seconds ended.
Xie Qingyan remained silent throughout.
“Very good, kitten, let’s continue.”
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