Chapter 84 Two-in-One They finally fell into a tear...
Song Yinxing stood there, organizing his words in his mind with an expressionless face.
"I saw you were walking too fast, and I was afraid something might happen, so I thought I'd catch up and check."
"Oh? Should I praise you for being thoughtful?"
The tone was obviously yin and yang. Song Yinxing lowered his head without changing his expression. However, Xia Chun, who was standing next to him, noticed the subtle changes in Gu Yang's expression at the moment.
It’s very similar to the first time I asked if there was anyone I liked.
The atmosphere was very subtle and tense. Song Yinxing and Xia Chun were classmates. They knew each other. The attempted suicide was known to their classmates. Even though the atmosphere was not right, Xia Chun still spoke up: "Can you keep it a secret for me?"
Song Yinxing nodded lightly and solemnly. He had witnessed Xia Chun's tragedy with his own eyes, and now that the ending had been changed, he was indeed truly relieved.
"What did you mean by that sentence in the underwater world?" As soon as Gu Yang saw Song Yinxing, his mind was full of this.
Song Yinxing's expression finally changed, and he subconsciously glanced at Xia Chun.
Ah, a private topic.
Xia Chun thought silently in his heart.
"Then you guys chat first, I'll leave first." He said quite tactfully, but Gu Yang grabbed his clothes.
It was as if he regarded himself as the trophy that he had gone to so much trouble to get back and he was unwilling to let go.
"I really don't plan to do anything." Xia Chun looked at Gu Yang and explained seriously, "After I go down, I still have to deal with the missed calls on my phone."
Thinking of this, he felt a little helpless: "This should be a huge project."
"Besides, I just want to give you some space." When she said this, Xia Chun lowered her head, lifted her hair and leaned close to Gu Yang's ear, "The topic about the person you like just now, it must be him."
Gu Yang leaned back like a cat whose tail was stepped on, and his hands loosened as well, with an indescribable expression on his face.
Xia Chun showed an expression of "as expected": "Then it's not appropriate for you to argue with me here now, I'd better leave early."
Xia Chun now really felt like all the burdens had been lifted off her shoulders. She felt an unprecedented sense of relief. Even the wind blowing on her face seemed cool and light.
Once he walks out of here, he will just be himself.
When leaving here, he also patted Song Yinxing on the shoulder.
After everyone had left the scene, Song Yinxing looked at Gu Yang thoughtfully.
"Have you been here from the beginning?" Gu Yangfa asked.
Song Yinxing nodded honestly.
"Oh? He followed me all the way from Tianqin Port to here?" Gu Yang said faintly, "It seems that the stalker is indeed someone else."
As the night deepened, the already biting cold became more noticeable. Song Yinxing walked up step by step. He took off his coat and wanted to put it on Gu Yang, but was pushed away by the other party, who was about to throw the coat that was crumpled in his hand at him.
Obviously in a bad mood.
"I'm sorry I didn't tell you."
"How can I tell you that? How can it be considered stalking if I tell you?"
It was the first time that Song Yinxing saw Gu Yang get angry. His expression didn't change much, but his temper became lower and his speech became sarcastic.
Gu Yang originally felt that the current scene was inexplicably familiar, but then he changed his mind and wondered what the difference was between this and the group of dogs in his class who silently listened to his thoughts but kept it from him.
New and old grudges piled up together until now, and the look he gave Song Yinxing became even more unfriendly.
Song Yinxing naturally didn't know what kind of big pit he was facing now. He knew he couldn't remain silent any longer, so he took the initiative to continue explaining.
"What I said in the underwater world is what I really think."
How dare you say that.
Gu Yang didn't expect the other party to bring up this matter on his own initiative. He just watched coldly.
"Gu Yang, I seem to have liked..."
"Haven't you been listening since the beginning?"
Gu Yang interrupted him and realized what he might hear next. He subconsciously wanted to end the topic.
At this moment, he was actually somewhat relieved in his heart that Song Yinxing had already heard everything and he didn't need to bother making any explanations.
When he thought of this, he suddenly became dazed.
After reading the chat records, he found that the voices that were heard did not reveal anything that bothered him. They were all information he saw in the book and he really wanted others to know.
To some extent, it did help a lot in a very idealistic way.
"I won't be a short-lived ghost." Song Yinxing said almost anxiously. He didn't know on what basis he could make such a promise. When he thought of his mother's illness, he suddenly felt like he had stepped on empty air when walking on a single-plank bridge on a cliff. A confused expression appeared on his face.
Yes, how could he guarantee that even if they continued to walk hand in hand, he would not abandon Gu Yang halfway.
He stood there in a daze, but heard Gu Yang say "That's right" in agreement.
The understated tone showed absolute conviction, and unrealistic hopes suddenly resurfaced from the bottom of my heart.
According to the setting, Song Yinxing should be the protagonist of this book, so he should indeed be able to live a long time.
…at least should live longer than him.
This was the first time Gu Yang thought of this. He put aside the unhappiness he had just felt and looked at Song Yinxing with strange eyes, as if he was getting to know him again.
If that's the case, does that mean he won't be the first one to be left behind, like...
Suddenly thinking of something, Gu Yang's gaze, which had been melting bit by bit, was suddenly covered with coldness.
But so what.
"Who can't say nice things?" He said softly, "They say all kinds of vows, but in the end, they still betray each other secretly."
"Just like that man who I don't even know if he's related to me, he actually found other women..."
The distance that was originally so close suddenly became far away. The person in front of him drew a line on his own and immersed himself back in his own world.
Song Yinxing watched the changes before his eyes, but Gu Yang's words made the vague impression in his mind become clear in an instant.
He remembered who the woman was in the photo.
-Xie Wu, who was originally sitting restlessly in the classroom, answered the call.
The call was made to him from Wanyin, so Song Yinxing's name was displayed.
Before the person on the other end could say anything, he started asking questions: "How is it going? Have you made any contact with Gu Yang? You don't know how many things I've been through in the past few days. It's a mess."
As soon as they heard the name Gu Yang, the other students in the class stopped doing what they were doing and pricked up their ears to listen.
Xie Wu was still worried about Xia Chun's matter yesterday, and he seemed to have figured out a big secret of the He family. He pinned himself there and couldn't take any action except for the initial phone call.
Later, Xia Chun sent him a message, saying that he turned off his phone because it ran out of battery, but that everything was fine now.
But relying on his wild intuition, he always felt that the reasons couldn't be that simple, and there should be more twists and turns. However, since the parties involved had reacted like this, he was not in the position to ask more questions.
And the most important thing is that he hasn't seen Gu Yang for several days.
This call couldn't be more timely.
But Song Yinxing obviously came to see him with a purpose, so he was not disrupted and went straight to the point.
"Ah, I hope I can help you contact someone?" Xie Wu raised his eyebrows in surprise. After all, the two of them were not very familiar with each other, and the other party did not look like someone who would easily ask for help. "It's related to Gu Yang. In fact, I would help you even if it's your need. Gu Yang is really grateful for his care..."
After hearing the name from the other party, he subconsciously glanced at Lu Ji first. Receiving the gaze, Lu Ji pointed at himself. Xie Wu shook his head and turned to look at Qi Lecheng on the other side, whose presence was very weak. Obviously, all his attention was on this side, but his eyes were wandering and he didn't dare to look at him with confidence.
"My family doesn't have any business related to the entertainment industry, but if the person you want to contact is a celebrity, I do have a recommendation for someone."
As he said this, he slowly stood up, walked to Qi Lecheng, and then leaned his elbow on the other's shoulder in a rather oppressive manner.
"And I think he would be happy to help, right?"
Qi Lecheng, who was suddenly taken out, seemed to be forced into a desperate situation by a large carnivore, but thinking that it seemed to be related to Gu Yang, he nodded timidly.
"If you want to contact a celebrity, the Lu family has deep roots in this area." Seeing that Xie Wu had already handed the phone to Qi Lecheng, Lu Ji couldn't help but say something. After all, this person's criminal record was really too...
But Xie Wu had his considerations on this matter. Lu Ji had not yet completely established his foothold in the Lu family. This matter was also a personal favor. If it was blamed on the Lu family, it would only make things difficult for Lu Ji.
"No, it's okay." Qi Lecheng had already seen the name that Xie Wu had written on the note. It wasn't a very well-known actor, but she had worked with his father on a movie before. "I can try to help contact her, but she seems to have retired from the entertainment industry, so she may not talk to me."
He held the phone that he had taken from Xie Wu. The voice on the other end hummed and said "please", which sounded very cold.
This is Song Yinxing.
Qi Lecheng silently read the name in his heart, and a subtle look flashed across his face. Xie Wu caught it keenly and quickly gave him a warning look.
Qi Lecheng lowered his head weakly, looking like a cowardly and bullied person.
But no one present dared to look down on the boy in front of them.
Although after spending some time together, everyone has realized that this is a class with many talented people, each with their own strengths, but Qi Lecheng has already carved out a unique track for himself.
"What do you think of Gu Yang now?" Lu Ji asked directly, not giving the other party any chance to maneuver.
"I..." Qi Lecheng's eyes twitched slightly. He didn't expect to be asked so directly, so he could only purse his lips shyly.
"You and Ye Chen wanted to cause trouble together before, why did you change sides halfway? Did you find your conscience? Or do you simply want to step on Ye Chen to clean yourself up?" Lu Ji still remembered the things that he had not settled before, and took this opportunity to lay them all out.
As sharp as a sword drawn from its sheath, without any detours or concealment.
Such a person almost got rusted in the Lu family's negotiations.
Thanks to Gu Yang, they were rescued, so Lu Ji now has the ultimate goal of eliminating uncertainties.
“…He looks very pretty when he smiles.”
After a long silence, Qi Lecheng said something irrelevant: "I just think that he can be fine and smile more like he did back then."
He was referring to the smile that Gu Yang showed when Ying Jiayi came back. This sentence was said very sincerely. Feeling the anthropomorphic side of Qi Lecheng, Lu Ji's originally cold expression relaxed slightly, and the other students also showed moved expressions.
After all, I have received compulsory education and been influenced by core values, so I am not that bad...
"I"
Students: “…”
I really shouldn't have any expectations.
"I will not hand him over to you, whether in life or after death." The voice on the other end of the phone spoke slowly after a period of silence.
Qi Lecheng sneered in his heart, thinking, "Who do you think you are? You can get on with it just because of your relationship with him." But on the surface he just smiled, like a little dud.
But no matter how much he thought about it, he did help contact the person later.
After confirming the advance contact, Song Yinxing also wanted to ask Xie Wu to help contact Gu Yang.
That night did not end happily. Gu Yang left with a blank expression on his face, a layer of unmeltable ice on his face.
But he couldn't let Xie Wu know that he had been secretly following Gu Yang and had failed to confess his love to him.
Xie Wu looked a little embarrassed.
He also couldn't tell the other party that he had been listening to Gu Yang's thoughts for so long and the other party found out that they hadn't seen each other for several days.
They were still arguing silently, but He Mingan had already helped to make a phone call and make an appointment.
Xie Wu was surprised that the other party had actually talked things out with Gu Yang, and his originally uneasy heart felt a little relieved.
He was originally thinking about tentatively asking about Xia Chun, but looking at that gentle and distant face, he finally swallowed his words back.
-When Gu Yang walked into the box, he saw Song Yinxing at first sight, and the next second he was about to close the door and leave.
Seeing this, Song Yinxing quickly stood up and walked forward to grab the other person's arm.
"Can you give me a few minutes?" he whispered. "Please, this is important."
There was another person in the room. Gu Yang didn't see him just now, and now he was forced to trip over him. When he looked over, he suddenly opened his eyes wide in surprise.
Sitting in the seat, a well-maintained woman in her forties smiled at him.
"She is..." Gu Yang turned and looked at Song Yinxing.
Song Yinxing didn't say anything. He could feel that Gu Yang's struggle suddenly loosened. He pulled out a chair, let the other person sit down first, and then sat next to him.
The woman sitting opposite them was called Zhong Xiuhong. She was an actress by profession, but she retired from the entertainment industry many years ago.
He had dealt with the other party before, but it was in his previous life.
When they met, the other party had dropped out of school for several years. This face, which was not very popular to begin with, was even more unrecognizable. However, his mother used to like watching her dramas, so he was familiar with her. When the other party came to the front desk to pay the bill, he blurted out her name.
It must be because he hadn't been recognized for too long. Zhong Xiuhong was also very impressed. She took advantage of his shift change and enthusiastically took him out for a meal.
They met several more times afterwards. On one occasion, Zhong Xiuhong revealed to him the reason why she quit the entertainment industry. She was really tired of dealing with the turbulent interpersonal relationships, and without a backing, it was particularly difficult for her to leave.
She must have drunk too much, and in her confused speech she revealed that her own economic company had given her a ride once, hoping that she could hook up with a big boss.
At this moment, on the TV in the restaurant, the entertainment news channel was broadcasting the news that the president of Feili Jewelry had unfortunately passed away.
The woman, who was no longer young, tilted her head back, staring at the images on TV in a trance, her long hair cascading down her fingertips as she murmured, wondering how it could be such a coincidence.
"When they showed me the information, I had indeed compromised and was even thinking that at least she was young and good-looking."
"They helped me create a separate space after our large table had finished eating."
"It was then that I saw clearly that he was wearing a diamond ring on his hand. No one had told me about this in advance."
"The man probably saw my eyes looking at the ring, and with a warm attitude he flipped through the photo album and introduced me to his fiancée."
"My eyes have very high myopia, I had to squint and get closer to see clearly. The woman in the photo is really beautiful, so beautiful that I was a little moved." When she said this, Zhong Xiuhong smiled, and a shallow dimple appeared at the corner of her mouth.
"I don't think I've fallen to such a level to make such a beauty cry. It was then that I finally realized that I was not suitable to continue staying in this circle."
It was at that moment that the paparazzi, who was somewhere unknown, captured this scene with his camera, leaving people with endless room for imagination.
But before this photo could be put to good use, Zhong Xiuhong, one of the protagonists, announced her retirement from the entertainment industry, and the other protagonist also died in a car accident.
This photo, whose ultimate value was greatly discounted, was sent to Gu's home by the paparazzi. Gu Yuhui bought it, and for some unknown reason, he never intended to let it see the light of day again. He just kept it under the cabinet in the study until one day, when Gu Yang broke in and accidentally discovered it.
Gu Yang remained silent for a long time as he listened to these heartfelt expressions and narrations.
Zhong Xiuhong had finished the coffee in front of her, and her eyes fell on the young man sitting directly opposite her.
It was a very superior appearance, but that was not the reason why she stopped her gaze.
She vaguely recognized the shadow of an old friend in this quiet face.
How could it be such a coincidence?
After drinking coffee and telling the story, she had no reason to stay here any longer, so she picked up her bag and walked out. Song Yinxing glanced at Gu Yang, who was indifferent and motionless, and walked out to see Zhong Xiuhong off.
When they reached the door, Zhong Xiuhong smiled at him, "I was quite surprised when Xiao Qi contacted me. I haven't contacted anyone in the circle for a long time. I was quite happy when he said that a little fan of mine wanted to meet me."
Song Yinxing was speechless and could only lower his head apologetically.
They are indeed fans. They have watched several of her dramas and can call out her name from the dramas. For her, this is already a very happy thing.
So even if she was asked to go beyond the line and recall the past that she had long forgotten, she did not feel offended.
"I don't know why, but I always feel very familiar and friendly when I see you. I feel like it wouldn't be a problem if I said a few more words to you."
Song Yinxing's eyes were shocked, but his lowered eyes concealed it all.
"Do you like that boy?" The woman said with a teasing smile, "You were looking at him just now."
The person in front of her didn't say anything. She said with a little emotion: "If you like someone, just pursue him boldly. If you stick to gender, you won't even know what you missed in the end."
She said this with great emotion. Song Yinxing remembered that she once said that she had a female friend who had been with her for many years, but because of the nature of her work, she was never able to break through that veil, and in the end the two of them parted sadly.
He whispered, "But it's never too late to turn back. Maybe the person you like is still there."
Zhong Xiuhong glanced at him with a hint of surprise, then smiled again. Her smile contained a calmness that even time could not defeat. She took out a pair of sunglasses from her bag and put them on. Even though she had retired from the entertainment industry for many years, she still kept this habit.
"Who knows?"
Looking at the departing figure, Song Yinxing withdrew his gaze and quickly returned to the box.
Gu Yang was still sitting there, his back looking like a silent sculpture, so quiet that it made people feel uneasy.
"She's gone." Song Yinxing said softly.
The back is silent.
Song Yinxing thought that the other party was blaming him for acting on his own, and his heart sank to the bottom. He put his hand on Gu Yang's shoulder, trying to see some clues from the other person's face, but the moment he saw clearly, he froze in place.
Gu Yang still had a blank expression on his face, but his eyes were red.
"I found that photo when I was very young, when I walked into Gu Yuhui's study." Gu Yang had never told him about his past like this, but Song Yinxing's expression was still stunned, and he just stared at the other's face.
"I was shocked at the time. I didn't know the women in the photo, but why were they so close to each other?"
He clearly saw the ring on the man's hand.
It is said to be a specially designed and customized style. The iris-shaped base symbolizes the testimony of their love. There are two copies, one has been placed in the coffin, and the other remains on the mother's finger.
In his still young heart, the word betrayal had already been vaguely written.
He grabbed the photo and quietly took it out of the study, but when he reached his mother's room, he heard a gentle voice from inside asking him to come in, and he hesitated for no reason.
He was greedy for the few moments they had together, and was even more afraid of the power this photo could bring. Even his tender tears could cause an earthquake in his world. He couldn't imagine what a desolate ruin this photo would turn him into.
He paused for a long time and finally turned into a cowardly coward.
Next time, we’ll talk about it next time.
The sun was shining brightly that day, and his mother was in an ever happier mood. She even left the room, took him for a walk on the sunny lawn, made a grass ring for him, and took him on a swing.
Maybe it was because he hadn't done so much exercise in a long time, and his pale and weak face showed quiet fatigue. Although the sun was directly overhead, it seemed like it was setting.
He sensibly asked the other person to go back to the room to rest, and gave her a loving kiss on the forehead.
Then, he watched the woman's back and walked closer to the building without looking back.
It wasn't until panicked shouts filled the air that he finally realized what he had done.
At that time, he couldn't even cry, he just stood there numbly.
The shouting around him kept receding away from him, as if something had chiseled his soul out of his body, completely blocking out everything in the outside world.
It was not until now that he finally realized that the nerves were connected. After eight years, the heart-wrenching feeling finally came out of his chest.
Along with the longing and mourning that can finally be justified.
In the gradually moistened eye sockets, tears gathered little by little and pressed on the lower eyelashes until they could no longer bear the weight and finally fell down.
Song Yinxing originally wanted to touch that sad, fragile face, but when he reached out his hand, he caught that tear.
He got the courage to move on from Gu Yang, so he also wanted to give the other party the same courage.
But unexpectedly, they ended up falling into a wet and fragile tear.
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