Chapter 62 "Don't you love me anymore?"
A memory suddenly emerged in Ren Yizi's mind. At that time, he had just finished fighting with Qian Min, and Wen Siru was standing in the halo of the street lamp, looking at him, pulling the strap of his schoolbag in fear, with the panic and nervousness of a good student flashing in his eyes.
It turns out that Wen Si Ru had been pretending to be innocent before.
Every time Ren Yizi breathed in and out, he felt breathless and in pain. His stomach felt like it was being torn apart, and he looked pale and wanted to vomit.
Upon seeing this, Wen Siru hurried over and hugged him tightly in his arms, patting his back gently, and asked anxiously, "You didn't take your medicine on time again?"
As he spoke, he took out the medicine that the delivery man had just given him. He took a look at the name of the medicine and knew exactly how many pills to give him. He then stood up and poured some warm water and handed it to Ren Yizi.
He violently swept the medicine away, and it scattered all over the floor!
Wen Siru pursed his lips and said nothing. When he was about to squat down to pick up the medicine, Ren Yizi suddenly pounced on him and bit his wrist hard.
Wen Si Ru was pushed to sit against the wall, and water spilled from the cup in his hand, soaking both of their clothes. The glass fell to the ground with a crackling sound and shattered into pieces.
Ren Yizi's teeth bit with such incredible force that Wen Siru's wrist soon began to bleed.
The iron smell quickly filled the nostrils of both men.
Wen Siru, however, seemed to feel no pain. He ruffled Ren Yizi's hair with his other hand, looking down at the person in his arms tenderly and intoxicatedly. He smiled with a blazing gaze and said, "Brother, are you so angry because of me? That's great. I'm so happy that you care about me so much."
When Ren Yizi heard such perverted words, he suddenly became like a deflated ball. He slowly relaxed and hit Wen Siru several times.
He was about to vomit blood because of this sickly girl, and he was so angry that he cursed: "Wen Siru, you lunatic! I hate you so much! You are such a heartless person, you are so cruel.
You've been playing tricks on me from the beginning. You look at me like the funniest red-nosed clown on stage, don't you? You just watch me coldly as I fall into your scheme step by step. You're so proud of yourself, aren't you?
Wen Siru was hurt by this series of questions. He quickly explained, "No, it's not." He looked at Ren Yizi's red eyes and said guiltily, "Maybe it was at the beginning, but it soon wasn't..."
Ren Yizi began to struggle violently.
Wen Siru didn't let go but hugged him even harder: "Brother Zi! Please, please listen to me! You are the first person I have ever felt close to in my life. You can't imagine how much I like you. I don't know when I fell in love with you, or maybe I fell in love with you a long time ago. I worry about losing you every day and night..."
"Are you done?" Ren Yizi interrupted him, pointed at the door without even looking at him, and began to order him to leave. "You can leave now."
The voice was drowned out by the sound of the rain, and Wen Si Ru felt as if his heart was being drenched by the heavy rain outside.
Wen Siru shook his head in disbelief, his eyes reddening. He refused to leave, pleading, "I really know I was wrong, Brother Zi. I shouldn't have used you as a gamble. Let's start over, okay?"
"No," Ren Yizi rejected me completely. His voice was as cold as ice, and every word he said was sonorous and merciless. "Wen Siru, there is no trust between us anymore. I have to judge every word you say now to see if you are lying or performing for me. Are you speaking sincerely to me? I'm tired. Let's part ways amicably!"
Resentment welled up in Wen Siru's eyes. He felt an unprecedented sense of loss of control. He hugged Ren Yizi until there was not a trace of oxygen between them. They were so close, but it felt absurd that Ren Yizi was separated from him by thousands of miles.
His lips trembled slightly, and he was so desperate that he wanted to dig out his heart and lungs to show Ren Yizi. The love in his eyes was about to overflow: "Ren Yizi, I love you. I can't live without you, just like a fish can't live without water."
Ren Yizi stared at him intently, trying to spot any trace of acting, but unfortunately, Ren Yizi couldn't see any, so he could only say sarcastically, "Master Wen, your acting skills are really superb. Would you consider making a debut?"
Wen Siru opened his eyes wide in disbelief, his eyes filled with grief and indignation. Tears streamed down his cheeks, and he said pitifully, "In your heart, am I such an acting person?"
The cold wind made the windows rattle, and there was a tense atmosphere between the two of them, each one reflected in their eyes as they looked at each other.
Ren Yizi looked at Wen Siru. He knew that although Wen Siru looked aggrieved on the surface, he was actually angry deep down in his heart, and was about to reach the point of exploding.
He didn't dare to look at Wen Siru with tears in his eyes, for fear that he would be soft-hearted.
Ren Yizi raised his chin slightly and closed his eyes. His heart was throbbing with pain, and he squeezed out a voice from between his teeth: "Isn't it? Let me go, Wen Siru. It's impossible for us to be together anymore. I will pay you back the money my family owes you. You are just my creditor now, nothing more."
Wen Siru was deeply hurt by Ren Yizi's polite attitude, which seemed to be settling accounts. His eyes seemed to lose focus as he murmured, "Don't you love me anymore?"
Ren Yizi saw the faint bruise on Wen Siru's chin, and his heart ached. He felt very uncomfortable. He tried his best to avoid the topic and continued to struggle: "Get out of the way, I want to sleep."
He finally broke free from Wen Si Ru's arms and went to take a shower. When he came out, as he expected, Wen Si Ru was not willing to sleep on the sofa and had already lay down on his bed pretending to be asleep.
Ren Yizi went to the living room to turn off the lights. He saw a corner of a strawberry candied haws sticking out of Wen Si Ru's unzipped schoolbag. He looked back at the room, then went over and secretly took out the strawberry candied haws and ate one by one. He hadn't eaten anything all day, and his mood had been up and down with Wen Si Ru's arrival. He was about to faint from hunger!
After washing up, Ren Yizi turned off the bedroom light and groped his way back to bed in the dark. His bed was not much bigger than the one in the school dormitory, so he had to sleep close to Wen Si Ru. He pulled back the quilt, turned his back to Wen Si Ru, and slept as close to the wall as possible.
Wen Siru came over and hugged his waist, buried his head in his shoulder and neck, licked his earlobe and said passionately: "Brother, I want... I really want..."
They had never lay in bed like this before, doing nothing but sleeping. It was the first time there was such a gap between them. It would be strange if they didn't feel uncomfortable.
Ren Yizi's heart shuddered, and he immediately reached out to pinch her: "No! I don't want to! Can you please stop bothering me? It's already a great blessing for me to allow you to lie here, don't even think about anything else."
The force of his hand looked like it could cripple someone.
"Ah..." Wen Siru immediately let go of Ren Yizi, who let out a hoarse cry and curled up in pain.
Ren Yizi felt uncomfortable and sad when he heard the pitiful voice behind him. He hesitated for a while, then turned around and looked at Wen Siru with reluctance and disgust.
Wen Siru was seen sweating on his forehead. He was still as handsome as ever with rosy lips, white teeth and a face as rosy as a peach, but there was a thin mist in his eyes and the bruise on his chin was becoming more and more glaring, making him look a little embarrassed.
Those moist, round eyes looked at Ren Yizi eagerly, filled with strong lust, like a puppy desperately in need of love: "If you don't want it, then don't want it. Why are you pinching me?"
Ren Yizi raised his eyebrows. He was really not used to the look of this favored child of heaven. Wen Siru always looked bright and cheerful, and rarely did he look so tired with bloodshot eyes.
Ren Yizi couldn't help but let his Adam's apple slide a few times, and he murmured, "Don't kiss me randomly, I...I want to sleep."
He quickly closed his eyes and dared not look at Wen Si Ru's pitiful eyes again.
He thought that life was really unpredictable. The first time Wen Si Ru came to his house, the two of them were still flirting. The second time he came to his house, they were already together. The third time he came to his house, they had broken up, although some people were being naughty and refused to leave, and even slept in the same bed with him.
The body fragrance of Wen Si Ru gradually came over and lingered in the nose.
The fragrance was basically the same as the first time Ren Yizi smelled it, the fragrance of grass and trees after the rain mixed with the Buddhist incense in the ancient temple.
Ren Yizi seemed to see in the temple that the incense was like snakes and scorpions, alternating and colliding with each other. The fog had dissipated, and the things inside could finally be seen clearly, but they were in a dilapidated state.
Only one eye remained of the Buddha statue, which stared down at him hollowly. The gold paint at the corner of the eye had fallen off, and the area around the eye had turned pitch black. The yellow curtain in front was also tattered, gradually seeping out a blood-red color. Soon his entire field of vision was filled with a blood mist.
Ren Yizi's whole body trembled and he was awakened by the fright. He suddenly opened his eyes and saw Wen Siru lying motionless on his side on the bed, his cheek supported by his elbow, staring at him blankly as if his eyes were fixed.
Seeing him wake up, Wen Siru was slightly surprised, but he quickly reacted and reached out to hug him: "What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare? Don't be afraid, I'm here."
The rain was still falling, dripping on the iron plate above the window, making a ding-dong sound, which felt inexplicably eerie.
Ren Yizi looked at the red bloodshot in Wen Siru's gentle eyes, winding on the whites of his eyes, like a blood-red vine covering the sky and earth, tightly binding and shackled him, making it difficult for him to breathe.
This atmosphere was truly too eerie. Ren Yizi's spine shuddered as he retreated repeatedly, wishing he could stick to the wall. His voice trembled, but he spoke louder and louder, as if to build up his courage, "Why are you staring at me? You're not sleeping so late at night, are you crazy?"
Wen Siru's hand fell empty. He looked down at his hand in disappointment. His black hair covered his handsome eyebrows and eyes. He said in a coquettish and flattering manner: "I couldn't sleep, so I wanted to see you. Honey, kiss me..."
"Don't even think about it." Ren Yizi rolled his eyes at him, took out his cell phone from under the pillow, and saw that it was already late at night.
The nerves on his forehead were throbbing and his heart was pounding.
Imagine a living person, standing motionless next to you and watching you sleep for several hours. It really makes people feel suffocated and scared.
Combined with the earth-shaking changes in their relationship in just a few days, Ren Yizi knew the true face and actions behind Wen Siru's mask, which was simply creepy. He didn't know what was going on in this man's mind all day long, and whether he would do something terrible to him next.
It was really ridiculous that Wen Si Ru told him not to be afraid. In fact, the invisible bomb he was most afraid of in the entire room was Wen Si Ru.
Ren Yizi immediately turned over, muttered "pervert" a few times, grabbed the quilt, wrapped himself up like a dumpling, and fell asleep again in a daze.
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The next day. Hanmo Middle School.
Senior 3 (26) class.
Ren Yizi returned to the classroom from home. He didn't want to be alone in a room with Wen Siru, so he packed up early and went back to school.
As soon as Qin Yang saw him, he quickly comforted him, "Brother Zi, it's okay. Bye, bye. The next one will be better. Let's go to the bar today to have some fun, relax, and admire the beauties. Maybe you can meet someone new."
Ren Yizi was in a bad mood and retorted bluntly, "Hey, bullshit! I need to study hard for the college entrance exam. There's only one month left."
He was very irritable and uneasy, and his mind kept replaying the terrifying smiling eyes of Wen Si Ru who had peeped at him through the cat's eye last night, and the way he had propped up his cheek and stared at him in the middle of the night.
Fortunately, his choice to come to school was right. Wen Si Ru didn't dare to do anything to him in school. After all, some people still want to maintain their glorious image in front of outsiders.
Ren Yizi thought that Wen Si Ru would definitely come to the fifth floor to harass him today, but he didn't expect that Wen Si Ru didn't show up the whole day and didn't send anyone to pass on the message.
It was simply too abnormal. She was clinging to him last night, looking desperate.
But it was better this way. Ren Yizi felt relieved. Fortunately, nothing happened today. He had to go home quickly to pack up the things he needed and bring them back to Qin Yang's dormitory. He also had to talk to Hei Xuanfeng about moving to the dormitory.
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