Gu Ye immediately took out the letter paper. He saw two pieces of paper stacked together. He didn't think much about it at first. But after opening them, he saw Jiang Yue's handwriting.
"Is this the letter your sister-in-law left for you? I told you, your sister-in-law probably just had a fight with you and went out to relax. She'll be back in a few days!" Political Commissar Tang didn't notice that Gu Ye's face changed instantly after seeing the contents of the letter. He didn't disturb Gu Ye from reading the letter, but turned to ask Wang Meng about the situation of the materials he had shipped.
Gu Ye didn't hear what Political Commissar Tang said at all. He just glanced at the contents of the letter, and the string in his mind that was stretched to the extreme suddenly broke with a "ding".
He was always very steady when holding the gun, and his hands, which never shook, suddenly began to tremble violently, so much that he could hardly separate the two pieces of letter paper.
At this moment, Gu Ye still had a glimmer of hope, but the hope was not what he worried about.
However, the reality is that what you fear most is often what will happen.
When Gu Ye opened Jiang Yue's letter and saw the familiar words "Divorce Application Report" on the back of the letter paper, he felt as if his chest was hit hard and his throat seemed to be strangled by something. He felt dull and painful for a moment and was unable to breathe.
"Gu Ye?"
"Gu Tuan!"
Gu Ye heard many people calling him, but he couldn't hear clearly. His head was buzzing. After a long time, the sounds in his ears returned to normal.
He heard Political Commissar Tang ordering someone to call a doctor over, and he also heard Wang Meng bringing a stool and saying, "Captain Gu, sit down for a while!"
Battalion Commander Xu and Battalion Commander Wang all gathered around with concern.
"I'm fine!" Gu Ye did not sit down, nor did he eat the food that Captain Xu brought him. He put the letter and the envelope into his chest pocket.
He turned around silently and looked up at the ruins in front of him. Not far away, many soldiers and local people were digging collapsed buildings.
I could still vaguely hear weak cries for help.
Two days and two nights have passed since the earthquake. We must rush to rescue people. If we miss this golden rescue time, the probability of survival of the survivors buried in the rubble will be greatly reduced.
"Gu Tuan, you can't do this anymore! You need to rest!"
When Captain Xu, Political Commissar Tang and others saw that Gu Ye was actually going to rescue people from the ruins of a half-collapsed building, they hurriedly grabbed him.
"Gu Tuan, you haven't slept for two days and two nights. Even an iron man can't stand it!"
"Gu Ye, I order you to go to bed immediately!" Political Commissar Tang also got angry.
Seeing that everyone was trying to stop him, Gu Ye finally gave up and went back to the marching tent and lay down.
Although he was extremely tired, he still couldn't fall asleep.
He took out Jiang Yue's letter and read it word by word instead of skimming through it.
"Gu Ye, by the time you see this letter, I should have already left the family compound. I'm sorry, I let you down!"
"These days I have thought more than once, if I had met you earlier, I wouldn't have ended up with Zhen Jian... Oh, I don't know what I'm talking about! Forget it, let's not talk about this."
"Gu Ye, I know those letters and diaries hurt you. I understand that you can't accept someone like me anymore. You want a divorce, and I don't blame you! I accept this outcome! Although I was really sad when I saw this divorce application, there is one thing I want to explain. I didn't go through your things on purpose. I accidentally knocked over the book, and this piece of paper fell out of the book, and that's when I saw it!"
"I understand how you feel. If it were me, I wouldn't be able to accept a wife like that."
"You could have just told me directly. I'm not such an unreasonable person. I did something wrong. That day you said you wanted to think about it, and I've been waiting for your result. I've also thought about it a lot. It's better this way. We both know what's going on, so we can part ways amicably and not end up in an ugly way!"
"I don't have anything else to say. Oh, and Ningning, you have to explain it to her! Ningning is very well behaved and sensitive. If you find her another mother, you have to find someone who is gentle, considerate, and has a good temper. Be sure to choose carefully this time, and don't find someone like me before."
"I've asked around. It usually takes one to two months to review a divorce application for a military marriage like ours. Maybe it won't take that long! I'll be back in a month. If I'm not back, you don't have to look for me. I think you can handle it on your own. Just send me the divorce certificate when the time comes."
"I can't take my things with me for now, so I'll leave them at your place. If you need to use that room, move my things to the clothing store."
"Okay, I won't say any more. I'm leaving now. Gu Ye, goodbye!"
The letter is not long, so I will end here.
Gu Ye read it word by word. His face, which was already ugly due to extreme fatigue, became even stiffer and paler. His lips were tightly pursed and his eyes were bloodshot.
He clenched his fists tightly, and the veins on the back of his hands bulged. Anger and annoyance intertwined together, making him want to catch Jiang Yue and beat him up immediately. How could she misunderstand him like that?
But when Gu Ye saw that some of the handwriting on the letter was blurred, obviously soaked by water, and there were circles of water marks on the paper of the divorce application report, his heart ached as if it was torn apart when he thought of Jiang Yue crying when she saw the divorce application.
At this moment, he couldn't tell what he felt. Did he regret it? Of course he regretted it! He regretted it so much that he wanted to hit himself. How could he forget that there was a divorce application in the book and bring the book back home?
But Gu Ye was more worried about Jiang Yue. He didn't know where she was now. She was so trusting. What if she followed someone away again?
Gu Ye was confused for a moment and his eyes fell on the letter again. He was very familiar with Jiang Yue's handwriting. He had read too many letters and diaries she wrote to Zhen Jian a while ago. At that time, he was angry, jealous, annoyed, and embarrassed. All kinds of emotions mixed together made him not want to see Jiang Yue.
But only he himself knew how much pain his heart was in. Whenever he thought that Jiang Yue had another man in her heart and had written such disgusting love words to that man, he became so jealous that he wanted to kill that man.
He didn't want to see Jiang Yue, but he missed her madly. As soon as he closed his eyes, Jiang Yue's figure was all in his mind.
During that time, he was like a walking corpse and had to numb himself with work to prevent himself from being driven crazy by jealousy and anger.
He knew that not seeing Jiang Yue made her very miserable. When she came to him, he said that he would consider it and give her an answer, but he never thought of divorcing her!
He loves Jiang Yue, but he is also a man, and he just needs some time to convince himself to accept her past.
In fact, he had figured it out later. He went home every night those days, but he just stood at the door and was too embarrassed to knock.
If he knew that Jiang Yue was crying at home while writing this letter, he would not stand there stupidly. He would rush in no matter what and tell her that he didn't mind anymore, and didn't mind her past!
He doesn't care what happened in the past, he only wants the present Jiang Yue!
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