Apology and forgiveness
Shen Xuyang was unhappy when he heard Shi Nannan's accusations, "Why do you only blame me?"
"Am I a bad person? That's just a small thing. Besides, Wen Yu is a wolf in sheep's clothing. If he gets mean, the three of us combined are no match for him."
"Also, Chen Xing is your best friend, so what am I? It's obvious that the three of us started out together."
"The most serious thing is, when have you ever been kind to me? You either scold me or beat me. If you could be a little gentler to me, I would definitely obey you."
Shi Nannan attacked three people, but in the end only Shen Xuyang was hurt, which shows that she has a deep opinion of Shen Xuyang.
Shi Nannan originally felt that she had hurt Shen Xuyang because of that sentence, but now she has no guilt at all. She was overthinking it. Shen Xuyang didn't need to apologize at all. He could fight back at any time.
At this moment, Shi Nannan put aside her recent depression and completely regained her original lively and energetic self. Even her daily battle with Shen Xuyang was about to break out.
Shi Nannan clenched her fists, stared at Shen Xuyang angrily and said, "Shen Xuyang, you and I are just ordinary classmates, not even friends. Have you forgotten how you made fun of me in the past?"
"Wen Yu was led astray by you. He was fine when he was not with us."
"Besides, why should I be gentle with you? You always make me angry and order me around. How can you expect me to be nice to you?"
Shi Nannan's anger was about to burst out. Now she could see Shen Xuyang in her eyes and wanted to grab him and beat him up.
Shen Xuyang listened to Shi Nannan's words. Although he felt sad and lost more than guilty, when he saw Shi Nannan's angry look, he wanted to comfort her more.
If Shen Xuyang knew that Shi Nannan would still remember that laugh, and that it would be taken as a joke and make her embarrassed in front of the whole class, making her unable to raise her head, he would definitely never want to laugh again in his life.
Obviously, Shen Xuyang didn't mean to make fun of her at that time, but it was because of him that Shi Nannan was made a laughing stock by the whole class for three years.
For the first time, Shen Xuyang didn't run away but stopped where he was and waited for Shi Nannan to catch up. Shi Nannan raised her fist and almost couldn't stop and was about to fall on Shen Xuyang. Fortunately, she had good balance and managed to keep her footing.
But Shi Nannan still staggered.
Shen Xuyang reached out to support Shi Nannan's shaking body, helping her to stand steady and said, "Be careful."
Shi Nannan: “?”
Shi Nannan's face was full of question marks. Why did Shen Xuyang's tone become so gentle when talking to her? This was not like him at all.
Shi Nannan was a little uncomfortable with Shen Xuyang's sudden gentleness, especially when she saw the look of self-blame and guilt on his face. Was he apologizing to her?
Shi Nannan couldn't help but shiver and felt goosebumps all over her body.
Shi Nannan said, "Chen Xuyang, are you okay?"
Shi Nannan and Shen Xuyang were used to minor quarrels. Even if Shen Xuyang made her angry again, Shi Nannan did not really hit him hard. Besides, with Shi Nannan's short-lived enthusiasm and physical strength, she lost her temper before she could even catch up with Shen Xuyang.
They have long been accustomed to this way of getting along. After all, it is always Shen Xuyang who is looking for trouble, and Shi Nannan cannot just endure it in vain. Even if she can't beat him, she still has to show off her momentum.
But this time, before it even started, why did Shen Xuyang admit his mistake first? He would never bow his head before.
Shen Xuyang lowered his eyes, as if he didn't want Shi Nannan to see his fragile and sensitive side.
Shen Xuyang said: "I'm sorry, I will never make you angry again, can you forgive me again?"
Shi Nannan listened to Shen Xuyang's words, which were so sincere that there was no trace of acting, and recalled the same words Shen Xuyang said to her while kneeling a few hours ago.
Shi Nannan knew that she was just acting that time, but this time, the tone was almost the same as last time, and the attitude was also sincere, but it seemed that this time was even more real than last time.
If it is still false, Shi Nannan really won’t believe Shen Xuyang anymore.
But why did he suddenly apologize? Shi Nannan's mind was a little confused, but now she couldn't figure out why she quarreled with Shen Xuyang again. Who was wrong?
Shi Nannan was having a headache from thinking so much. It turned out that she was not suitable for using her brain. It was better to keep things simple.
Shi Nannan propped herself up with her arms and pretended to be magnanimous, "Forget it, I'll forgive you this time."
When Shen Xuyang heard Shi Nannan's words, his eyes lit up and he raised his eyes and said, "Really!"
Shi Nannan said, "Do you think I'm lying? I'm different from you, Shi Nannan, but I always keep my word."
Shen Xuyang didn't expect to be forgiven by Shi Nannan so quickly, and he wanted to push it further, saying, "Can we also write off our previous grudges?"
Past grudges? What past grudges did she and Shen Xuyang have? Shi Nannan couldn't remember them again. Was it too much or had she just never thought about them.
Shi Nannan coughed lightly to hide her guilt and asked, "Which grudges are you referring to?"
Shen Xuyang felt that there was a chance. Every time he mentioned the incident in junior high school, Shi Nannan would fly into a rage. Could he get forgiveness this time by using a metaphor?
Shen Xuyang said tentatively: "It's everything written in your diary, including those things in junior high school, is that okay?"
It would have been fine if Shen Xuyang didn't mention it. As soon as he mentioned those things in junior high school, Shi Nannan remembered everything, especially the incident of him mocking her name. That was the beginning of their feud, and Shi Nannan would never forget it.
Shi Nannan's eyes flared as she said, "You wish! Can you wipe out nearly six years of grudges with just one apology? How could such a good thing happen?"
Shi Nannan had originally planned to forgive Shen Xuyang this time, although she couldn't remember how he had offended her. But considering his sincerity, she decided to be generous and not take it to heart.
After all, Shi Nannan also felt guilty about something. She still didn't know whether Shen Xuyang heard what she and Chen Xing said. But why did she care about this matter so much? It inexplicably passed through her mind and she couldn't forget it.
Shen Xuyang saw that Shi Nannan didn't look easy to fool, and it seemed that she could still tell who was taking advantage.
Shen Xuyang sighed with a half-smile, and thought, "Forget it, this is good too, so that she won't be deceived by other men in the future."
Shen Xuyang regained his original expression and said calmly, "Then I will apologize to you every day from now on until I have paid off my six-year debt. Can you completely forgive all my mistakes?"
Shen Xuyang still wanted to fight for another chance for himself. He remembered very clearly that Shi Nannan wrote in her diary that she would break up with him after graduation and never contact him again.
If they had not become classmates again in high school, perhaps they would have lost contact after graduating from junior high school.
Since we met again in high school and were assigned to the same class, is that fate?
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