The tears I shed secretly for you are my heartache for you
Wen Yu suddenly said in a slightly hoarse voice: "It's okay, I just want to hug you for a while, just for a while."
Chen Xing did not push Wen Yu away, and Wen Yu did not do anything excessive. The distance between them was sometimes far, sometimes near, and the touch was cautious, but it warmed each other's hearts.
Chen Xing felt Wen Yu's head resting on her shoulder. Although he hid it very well, the sound of his voice was very close to her ears.
Chen Xing heard Wen Yu's hoarse voice and thought to herself: Is he crying?
As soon as this thought came into Chen Xing's mind, she felt a chill on her shoulder.
Although it is still winter, it is very warm indoors. Chen Xing is not wearing a coat and only a thin shirt on his upper body.
Even so, the coolness can only be felt when many tears fall together.
Chen Xing was just about to push Wen Yu away to check if he was crying.
Wen Yu let go of her and walked away.
Wen Yu cried so fast that Chen Xing didn't see the tears on his face. Even the traces were wiped away by him, as if he had never cried.
Chen Xing looked at Wen Yu's fragile face at the moment. He had never been like this before. At this moment, Wen Yu was like a porcelain doll, and would cry if touched lightly.
Chen Xing didn't know what to say. It was clearly her sad story, but Wen Yu was even sadder than her.
Chen Xing could no longer tell who should comfort whom.
Chen Xing was afraid that Wen Yu would want to save face, so she didn't point out that he was secretly crying on her shoulder.
Chen Xing opened his mouth, but still couldn't find a suitable topic.
Wen Yu spoke first, "I'm sorry, I..."
Wen Yu started to apologize, but he couldn't express what he meant.
Chen Xing smiled generously and said, "Why are you apologizing? You didn't bully me."
Wen Yu lowered his head and thought: Yes, what is he apologizing for? He should have shown up earlier and comforted her earlier, instead of delving into it after everything was over.
After hearing about Chen Xing's unbearable childhood, Wen Yu seemed to understand why Chen Xing was so happy when he saw her that day. It turned out that what she wanted was not to be different, but to be ordinariness that belonged to her.
Chen Xing said, "Besides, I've already let it go. I got back what I deserved on New Year's Eve. I even felt pretty impressive when I left. No wonder Nan Nan always wanted to show off. It was quite satisfying."
Chen Xing can now talk about that day as a joke, she has really gotten over it.
She has now found her former self and freed herself from the shackles that had bound her. She should have been as sunny and cheerful as she is now.
Finally saying goodbye to the lifeless and sentimental Chen Xing, she became herself again.
Wen Yu looked at Chen Xing, who was smiling in front of him. He should be happy for her. Fortunately, she survived.
Wen Yu said, "Then can you promise me that next time you won't hurt yourself to retaliate against anyone? If you want to vent your anger, there are ten thousand ways to do it, but just don't hurt yourself."
After Wen Yu finished speaking, Chen Xing looked at him in a daze.
Wen Yu asked, "What's wrong?"
Chen Xing rolled his eyes and suddenly smiled, "I've discovered that you're quite similar to my brother in some ways."
Wen Yu frowned and asked in confusion: "Huh? How are they similar?"
Chen Xing said, "Just like what you just said, my brother said something similar to me that night. He also asked me to promise him not to hurt myself again."
Wen Yu thought of Chen Tian whom he met this morning, and based on what Chen Xing had told him about the past, he could see that Chen Tian protected Chen Xing very well, and that Chen Xing was a very important sister to him.
Wen Yu really wanted to thank Chen Tian. Fortunately, he protected Chen Xing at that time, and fortunately, Chen Xing was rescued by him.
Wen Yu said: "Perhaps he and I have the same idea. We both hope that you can treat yourself better."
Chen Xing was very surprised and said, "My brother also said this. The tacit understanding between you two is amazing."
Wen Yu smiled and said, "Really? I really want to get to know him better next time. I feel like we could become friends."
Chen Xing said, "Okay, my brother may look a little fierce, but he's actually very easy to talk to and loyal to his friends. You two should get along well."
Wen Yu listened to Chen Xing's description of Chen Tian and said, "Your brother treats you very well. He is a very enviable brother."
Chen Xing nodded and said, "Yeah, I think so too. It would be better if he had a little more of your gentleness."
In Chen Xing's heart, Chen Tian is the best brother, an existence that no one can compare to.
Wen Yu smiled but said nothing. He knew that Chen Tian's attitude towards Chen Xing was not cruel, but the love of a brother for his sister.
Perhaps this is how most brothers and sisters get along with each other: they clearly love you, but don’t want you to know.
Wen Yu didn't say anything, but just looked at Chen Xing in front of him distractedly, not wanting to miss any of her moves.
Chen Xing's tone suddenly became very low, and he lowered his head and said, "Wen Yu, I seem to be getting more and more angry recently."
Chen Xing had sensed it a long time ago, but he had never found someone to talk to.
Chen Xing paused, rubbing his fingers together. "In the past, no matter what happened, I could handle it calmly. But recently, I feel like I'm becoming less and less tolerant."
The time Chen Xing could think of when she lost her temper for no reason was probably when Wang Shan asked Chen Tian out to play, and Chen Xing suddenly wanted to turn her head and leave. She was just worried about Chen Tian's health, but after calming down, she felt like she was meddling too much.
When Wen Yu heard that Chen Xing was willing to tell him about her troubles, he was very happy that she was willing to speak out.
Wen Yu reached out and smoothed Chen Xing's left hand, which was rubbing constantly, so that she could calm down and listen to him.
Wen Yu said softly: "Chen Xing, that's not a temper tantrum, and it's not your fault. You just put too much pressure on yourself."
"Everyone has some bad emotions, so just let them out. Holding them in will only make you anxious and restless."
Chen Xing raised her head and looked at Wen Yu's gentle expression. It was indeed suitable for him to be her listener.
Chen Xing blinked and asked, "Will it really not make people think I'm difficult to get along with?"
Wen Yu raised his eyebrows and said, "Of course not."
"If you feel your emotions are affecting others, you should speak up and say you didn't mean it."
"I believe that people who really want to be friends with you won't mind."
Chen Xing listened to Wen Yu's words and felt that they made a lot of sense. If he realized that he shouldn't have lost his temper, he would just have to apologize sincerely.
After being enlightened by Wen Yu, Chen Xing felt as if everything had suddenly become clear, and the burden on him was instantly lightened.
Chen Xing looked at Wen Yu with bright eyes and said, "Thank you, Wen Yu, you are such a good listener."
Wen Yu smiled gently from the bottom of his heart.
Suddenly Shi Nannan called out, "Chen Xing, why haven't you come back yet?"
Shi Nannan's shout broke the peaceful atmosphere between Chen Xing and Wen Yu in the living room. Both of them avoided eye contact, not knowing where to look.
Chen Xing was so nervous that his hands and feet were out of control.
Chen Xing stuttered, "I...I'll go back...to my room first?"
Chen Xing couldn't speak clearly and pointed at the bedroom over there.
Wen Yu smiled and nodded, thinking that Chen Xing looked very cute at the moment, a little too cute, and he really wanted to go up and rub her pink face.
Wen Yu put his evil hands behind his back and said, "Go to bed early."
Chen Xing's head was like it was equipped with a spring, shaking up and down countless times, but luckily he did not lose consciousness.
Chen Xing opened the bedroom door in a panic, but unexpectedly, Shi Nannan was sitting beside the bed, looking at her with a scrutinizing expression.
Shi Nannan smiled slyly, "Hey! You still remember to come back to sleep?"
When Chen Xing heard Shi Nannan's tone, he felt like she had been caught doing something bad.
Chen Xing closed the door and sat on the chair. It was not until she sat down that she realized that her body was out of control and she sat directly opposite Shi Nannan, as if she was going to interrogate her.
When people get nervous, they feel uncomfortable doing anything.
Chen Xing said, "Aren't you sleepy? Why are you staring at me? I'm not a sleeping pill."
Shi Nannan crossed her arms and said, "I just took a shower. When I came out of the bathroom, you were gone. I thought someone had kidnapped you."
Chen Xing said, "What are you talking about? I'm just going to bandage my wounds. It's not like I won't be back."
Shi Nannan asked, "Is it really just bandaging the wound?"
Chen Xing said: "Yes, what else could it be?"
Shi Nannan asked, "Then why did you take so long? When I went out to look for you, I saw you and Wen Yu's faces were almost touching. What were you doing?"
Chen Xing hesitated, not knowing how to explain, and finally denied it casually: "Did you see it wrong?"
Shi Nannan was so confused by Chen Xing's words that she began to doubt herself.
"Am I seeing things? I'm a little nearsighted, but I'm not blind, am I?"
Chen Xing got up from the chair. In order to prevent Shi Nannan from continuing to gossip about her, she had to make Shi Nannan believe that she was really mistaken.
Otherwise, Chen Xing would not be able to sleep the whole night.
Chen Xing held Shi Nannan's shoulders and looked at her seriously.
I told Shi Nannan very seriously, "You really saw it wrong. The lighting in the living room is too dim. From your perspective, it's easy to get confused."
Chen Xing only said a few words and Shi Nannan no longer believed him. The main reason was that Chen Xing spoke too seriously and with good reasons, so Shi Nannan was shaken.
Shi Nannan was already sleepy, so she didn't think too much about it and just called Chen Xing.
Who would have thought that after seeing such an ambiguous scene, Chen Xing immediately moved away from the sofa. Shi Nannan later went back to the room to wait for Chen Xing.
Now she thinks that she might have been hallucinating.
Shi Nannan said: "No, my brain capacity is not enough. I need to sleep to make more space."
Chen Xing watched Shi Nannan getting ready to go to bed, and she secretly calmed her pounding heart.
When Shi Nannan turned around, Chen Xing straightened up the next second and asked, "What's wrong?"
Shi Nannan lay inside and said, "Aren't you going to sleep yet?"
Chen Xing replied with a stiff smile, "Go to sleep. I'll go wash up first."
Shi Nannan nodded and lay down.
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