I will help you realize your dream
Shen Xuyang knew that Wen Yu had always known what he was thinking, but he never said it, giving himself a chance to regret it.
Shen Xuyang suddenly looked at Wen Yu's excited face seriously and said, "Okay, I promise you, I will help you realize your dream."
Shen Xuyang did not say everything in his heart. He changed his mind not because of Wen Yu's words. He had already understood the truth a long time ago. Shen Xuyang did not change his mind simply because he had nothing to expect in his life.
Shen Xuyang had held on to this idea for so long and had been a poor student for more than ten years. He suddenly changed his mind just because Wen Yu was his brother, so he didn't want Wen Yu to have any regrets in his life.
From now on, as long as Wen Yu proposed something, Shen Xuyang would help him realize it one by one. He didn't have any great abilities and couldn't change the fact that Wen Yu was sick.
In the past, Wen Yu always took care of him and indulged him. No matter what trouble he got into, Wen Yu would always cover for him. He always thought that there would be a lot of time like this, but suddenly at one moment, he said that his life was entering the countdown.
This made it impossible for Shen Xuyang to be the same as before. He was not a weak person, but he was used to being treated like a child.
In the past, Wen Yu supported him from behind, and in the future, Shen Xuyang will be Wen Yu's trump card. From now on, he will protect his life.
Wen Yu didn't expect Shen Xuyang to agree so easily, but since he agreed, he felt relieved.
Wen Yu said: "Thank you."
When Shen Xuyang heard this, he still couldn’t stand it, but he still said sincerely: “I should be the one thanking you.”
Shen Xuyang agreed to help Wen Yu realize their dream, not to become him, nor to live for him, but Wen Yu gave him a direction for his confused future, and he chose to achieve himself.
Shen Xuyang knew that Wen Yu thought the same thing, and the purpose of his doing this was to make him face his own life.
Shen Xuyang asked, “Besides this, is there anything else you want to do?”
Wen Yu hadn't thought too much about it, he just wanted to solve one problem at a time. When Shen Xuyang asked, the first thought that flashed through his mind was that he couldn't let go of Chen Xing.
After all, she was the person he had kept in his heart for ten years. Now that he had to say goodbye, how could he bear to really say goodbye?
Wen Yu lowered his eyes, his long and thick eyelashes hiding the sadness in his eyes. He didn't want to leave her world at all. He finally mustered up the courage to step into her world step by step, but now he had to separate from it bit by bit. This was really too cruel for him.
Wen Yu's eyes were filled with sadness. He said, "Please keep my illness a secret, especially don't tell Chen Xing."
If Wen Yu hadn't mentioned Chen Xing, Shen Xuyang would have almost forgotten his feelings for Chen Xing.
Shen Xuyang sighed silently. He knew that Chen Xing was the one Wen Yu found most difficult to let go of. It was over before it even began. There was nothing more painful than this.
Shen Xuyang asked, "Wen Yu, if you knew you were sick first, would you still deliberately approach Chen Xing?"
Wen Yu answered without thinking: "No."
Shen Xuyang asked curiously, "Why? You've liked her for so long, don't you want her to know you before you die?"
Facing Shen Xuyang's question, Wen Yu had never thought about it before, and he didn't need to think about it at this moment. His love for Chen Xing was to see her happy, not to deprive her of the right to happiness, nor to occupy her entire life.
Wen Yu said, "I like Chen Xing, not because I want to gain anything from her. I have never thought about asking for anything in return. I just want to be nice to her. Seeing her smile makes me happier than she is."
"If I am not someone who can bring her happiness, then I will not appear in her world."
It was rare for Shen Xuyang to hear Wen Yu say such words. He only knew that Wen Yu liked Chen Xing before, but he didn't know that his love was so pure.
Shen Xuyang didn't know who to feel sorry for for a moment. Wen Yu liked Chen Xing, but he couldn't bring her happiness, so he could only withdraw silently.
But Chen Xing never knew that Wen Yu liked her. She could have someone who loved her very much, but he disappeared after a brief appearance.
Shen Xuyang shook his head and sighed. Tonight seemed to be particularly long and cold, but he didn't want to sleep, nor was he willing to sleep.
Shen Xuyang asked, "So what are your plans for the future? Keep it a secret from her until you die? Aren't you afraid she won't be able to handle it if she finds out?"
Although Shen Xuyang didn't know what Chen Xing's feelings were towards Wen Yu, he and Chen Xing had been friends for many years, and he could more or less tell that Chen Xing might have some feelings for Wen Yu.
Now I’m not afraid that Chen Xing doesn’t like Wen Yu, I’m just afraid that Chen Xing will fall in love with Wen Yu and can’t help himself.
Shen Xuyang stumped Wen Yu this time. He couldn't answer, nor could he find a suitable way to slowly withdraw from Chen Xing's life. What's more, he still wanted to see her a few more times.
Wen Yu has been patient for ten years and has not disturbed Chen Xing's life, but now, he is getting deeper and deeper into trouble. How can he get out of this unscathed?
Wen Yu said: "I don't know, anyway, let's keep it a secret for now, and we'll talk about it later if it happens."
Wen Yu was also undecided. He didn't want to stay away from Chen Xing, but he was also afraid that she would be sad if she knew.
Chen Xuyang said, "Then I advise you to hold back. Don't let Chen Xing fall in love with you and become inseparable from you. If you then tell him that you won't live long, then it will be too late to undo what has been done."
Wen Yu didn't say anything, but he took Shen Xuyang's words to heart. Perhaps he should hide his feelings in the future.
*
Chen Xing and his wife returned on the Lantern Festival, and Chen Xing also moved back from Shi Nannan's house.
Chen Yue stayed at her grandmother's house for the winter vacation after New Year's Eve. No one disturbed her there and it was quite quiet.
No one had lived in the house for more than ten days, so after the whole family came back, they did a thorough cleaning.
It was almost dark before they finished cleaning up. Gao Yamei was tired so she didn't cook. She asked Chen Hai to go to a restaurant outside and buy some ready-made dishes.
At the dinner table, Gao Yamei and Chen Hai did not mention the old lady's cancer. They took care of the old lady until she was discharged from the hospital and then sent her back to the countryside.
Chen Hai originally wanted to discuss with Chen De that each family would contribute some money to send the old lady to a nursing home.
When Liu Fang heard that she was asked to take money, she refused to take it. Later, Chen Tian insisted on taking care of the old lady and sent her back to the countryside.
Chen Hai could only visit the old lady on Saturdays and Sundays and give Chen Tian some money, but he couldn't leave it all to Chen Tian alone.
After dinner, Chen Xing and Chen Yue cleaned up the table and dishes.
Gao Yamei called them both to the living room to talk to them.
Gao Yamei said, "Chen Yue, Chen Xing, school will start the day after tomorrow. It will be the second semester of your senior year soon, and the college entrance examination is getting closer and closer."
"After school starts, don't think about anything other than studying. I don't need you to tell me how important the college entrance exam is. It's not only a chance to change your destiny, but also a turning point in your life. You must seize it. Do you understand?"
Chen Yue and Chen Xing nodded in response.
"I know, Mom."
Gao Yamei was not too worried about Chen Yue. After all, Chen Yue's grades were very stable and she was very self-disciplined. She didn't need to say much or worry about her. It was just that Chen Xing's health condition gave her a lot of worry.
Gao Yamei looked at Chen Xing and suddenly lowered the volume of what she was about to say, her voice becoming softer.
"Chen Xing, don't forget what you promised me last semester when you insisted on studying art."
Chen Xing said, "I haven't forgotten. The Academy of Fine Arts at Jinghua University has always been my first choice."
Ever since what happened on New Year's Eve, Gao Yamei could no longer yell at Chen Xing, always feeling that she owed her a lot.
Gao Yamei had absolutely disagreed with Chen Xing studying art at first. In her opinion, art was something only people from wealthy families could do. Her family was just an ordinary, well-off family, and they had to buy medicine and have physical examinations for Chen Xing every year, which cost a large part of their money.
What's more, Gao Yamei didn't want Chen Xing to go to college too far away. She was afraid that if something happened to Chen Xing, they would not be able to take care of him. What's more, if you study art without connections, it would be almost a waste of money.
But Chen Xing couldn't stand it anymore and had a big quarrel with her. Gao Yamei could see that Chen Xing really liked her, so she could only put forward a condition and agree to her request first.
Gao Yamei felt that Chen Xing's grades were not good enough to get into Jinghua University. When the results came out, she would let Chen Xing choose a normal school close to home.
Gao Yamei said, "Don't think that just because you did well on the provincial exam, you'll have one foot in Jinghua University. The school exam is coming up soon. If you don't pass it, you still won't be admitted. Besides your art scores, you also need your academic scores."
"Jinghua University's academic scores are also quite high, exceeding the first-tier score line. Last year..."
Chen Xing couldn't bear to listen any longer, so he interrupted Gao Yamei and said, "Mom, stop talking. I know all this. I will definitely be admitted to Jinghua University."
Chen Xing knew that Gao Yamei might never have believed her, but she had always been serious.
Gao Yamei said, "Okay then, I have nothing more to say. You all should go back to your rooms and study."
Chen Xing returned to her room and sat at her desk. Looking at the messy exercise books on the table, she became annoyed.
Chen Xing thought about Gao Yamei's words, which indeed put a lot of pressure on her. She knew that with her current grades, she would definitely not be able to get into Jinghua University.
Chen Xing looked at the calendar and saw that there was only one day left until the college entrance examination, and she felt more anxious.
Before she set any goals, she didn't care much about her academic performance, because no matter how hard she tried, others would say it was Chen Yue's credit.
Chen Xing didn't want to explain, and there was no point in explaining, so he simply ignored his academic performance. As a result, when he really needed it, he regretted his previous childish behavior.
Chen Xing looked at the math simulation test she had done in the morning. She couldn't do half of the big questions at the back and only wrote the beginning.
She also did the real English college entrance examination papers from last year the day before yesterday, and she couldn't go on to the listening part.
Chen Xing studied liberal arts and was good at history, geography and politics. His scores were usually around 80 points, and the lowest was no less than 75.
She could score over 90 points in Chinese, but she was so bad at math and English that she had to rely on luck. If she knew the subject well, she would score higher. If it was knowledge points she had not learned well, she would rely entirely on luck.
"Oh! Why is it so difficult!" Chen Xing has been studying hard since the Spring Festival. The more she studies, the worse she feels about herself, and she even complains more often.
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