Ying Zheng's face was full of self-blame as he looked at Qi Pan's still pale face and her exposed wrists wrapped in thick gauze.
Whenever he thought of the day when he met Qi Pan in that torture chamber...Ying Zheng's heart ached so much that he felt like he was suffocating.
He wished these injuries were on him!
Instead of hurting the national teacher!
The Imperial Master shouldn't have suffered these injuries!
If it weren't for the Imperial Master's promise to come back, he wouldn't have accidentally fallen off the cliff, injured his head, and lost his memory.
She would not have been picked up, beaten or scolded, or even forced to be trapped in that house by the Imperial Master to bear children for the two brothers... She would not have encountered the things that happened later!
It was him, it was he who begged the Imperial Master to come back!
It was he who asked the Imperial Master to come back and take a look!
If it weren't for him, the Imperial Master wouldn't have suffered all these hardships!
It's all his fault! It's his fault!
Seeing that Ying Zheng's mood was becoming increasingly abnormal, Qi Pan raised his head and looked straight at Ying Zheng.
"Brother, I don't blame you. This is none of your business."
She looked at Ying Zheng with eyes that were serious and clear, allowing people to see into her eyes and clearly know her emotions.
She is serious.
I really don't blame him.
But Ying Zheng blamed himself. He straightened his back and raised his hand to support Qi Pan's head so that it would not be so strenuous for her to look up.
"But Imperial Master, I blame myself. If I hadn't asked you to come back whenever you were free, you wouldn't have had these accidents and endured all this suffering."
"The suffering you endured is engraved in my heart, and I dare not forget it even for a moment."
Ying Zheng's eyes gradually turned red, and his voice trembled and choked with a barely perceptible sob.
If he had been a step later... a step later, the Imperial Master would have been dead!
He didn't dare to imagine what the Imperial Master felt when he was hung on the rack to bleed and had his heart pierced by torture instruments.
Would you be afraid? Fear?
Ying Zheng didn't dare to think about it, he didn't dare to think about it.
With trembling hands, he leaned over the edge of the bed, hugged Qipan, and buried his face in Qipan's neck.
He choked with sobs: "National Master..."
Qi Pan let Ying Zheng hold her in his arms. She felt something warm like water falling on her neck.
She seemed to understand Ying Zheng's thoughts and feel his inner emotions.
She rubbed Ying Zheng's hair with her chin and said, "Don't cry, I'm not dead."
"If you want to blame someone, blame the people who hurt me. If you're sad and blame yourself, I'll be sad too."
"Didn't you tell me about what happened to me before? It was my own decision to come back here. It has nothing to do with you. I can't blame you."
Qi Pan really thought so. Her memory had not yet recovered, but through the descriptions of Ying Zheng, Ying Yinman, Fusu, Shiyi and Twelve, she knew that before she lost her memory, she really regarded this place, Daqin, as her second home.
Since it's her own home, what's wrong with her coming back?
It was her own decision. If anything unexpected happened on the way back, she should bear the responsibility herself, right?
Besides, isn't she still alive?
His shoulder blade was pierced, his tendons in his hands and feet were severed, he had bruises all over his body, and he had lost his memory.
But it doesn’t matter. Memory can be recovered slowly, shoulder blades can be healed slowly, tendons in hands and feet can be reattached, and other injuries in the body can also be healed slowly.
As long as you're alive, nothing is a problem!
After a long while, Ying Zheng raised his head from Qi Pan's neck. There was a rare blush at the corners of his eyes, and his black eyes were watery.
Ying Zheng controlled his emotions, pretended to be calm, and raised his sleeve to wipe Qi Pan's neck.
"I lost my composure, please don't blame me, Imperial Master."
"It's okay. I was crying in your arms just now."
Qi Pan shook his head, a smile playing on his pale face, "I can't believe you can cry."
Ying Zheng's breathing stagnated, his back stiffened, his black eyes blinked twice quickly, and soon he regained his usual fortitude.
"What just happened is between you and me, and no third person is allowed to know."
"OK, don't worry, I'll keep it a secret."
Qipan pursed her lips.
Why?
OK?
What does OK mean?
How did she suddenly come up with such a sentence?
Ying Zheng was also stunned for a moment, "Master, have you remembered something? Do you know the meaning of OK?"
His eyes looked a little excited!
Is the Imperial Master going to recover his memory? !
"this........"
Qi Pan frowned and thought for a while, then shook his head. "I don't know. These two words just popped into my mind."
"It's okay, maybe you can slowly remember other things."
Ying Zheng was not disappointed. As long as he could remember some words, he would surely be able to remember other things slowly.
It’s okay, take your time.
"OK means good, okay."
This is what Qi Pan once said to Ying Zheng.
"oh........"
Qi Pan nodded. She looked at Ying Zheng and then looked around the room.
There were only her and Ying Zheng in the whole room; Sui Wan and Xiu Ge were not there.
Qi Pan, "Brother, can you please go out first? Call Sui Wan and Xiu Ge in."
She wants to go to the bathroom.
"good."
Ying Zheng stood up immediately.
The Imperial Master wanted to call Sui Wan and Xiu Ge in, he must have something to tell them and it was inconvenient for him to be present.
After Ying Zheng left the house, he let Sui Wan and Xiu Ge in.
..........
the next day.
Before dawn, Ying Zheng had already brought his men to the Imperial Master's Mansion.
He picked up Qi Pan and carefully placed her on the sedan chair that had been prepared long ago.
Qi Pan was half leaning on the back of the sedan chair. She could sit up, but her shoulders, hands and ankles could not move.
Eleven and Twelve carried the sedan chair one in front and one behind. Ying Zheng followed Qi Pan and supported her body, fearing that she would fall.
Sui Wan, Xiu Ge and others followed behind.
After reaching the best spot in the yard to watch the sunrise, they lowered the sedan chair.
Ying Zheng stood behind Qi Pan, supporting her body, "Master, let's wait here. The sun will rise from that direction soon."
Ying Zheng pointed in a direction.
Qi Pan looked in the direction of Ying Zheng's finger. It was still dark and the sun had not yet appeared.
"Okay." She nodded.
Feel the air in the yard, the fragrance of flowers and grass, and the gentle breeze blowing across your face.
Qi Pan's heart suddenly calmed down, and there was a sense of emptiness.
Nature is still better, the air is fresh and natural.
Not long after, the sky gradually brightened.
A touch of orange lit up from the horizon and slowly spread out, dyeing the surrounding clouds orange, and slowly turning into yellow and golden.
The sun seemed to emit golden light, which shone through the clouds and fell on Qi Pan, Ying Zheng and other people in the yard.
Feeling the unique warmth of the sun falling on my body, I slowly closed my eyes and enjoyed the beauty of this moment.
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