Fortunately, Fei Yuying did not let her down and finally said these words.
When there are some things that are not said, I will be entangled in them again and again, as if I can't open my mouth.
But once it was said, the next words came naturally.
"Qianqian, I know this might be irresponsible. Your father and I aren't qualified parents.
We weren't able to stay with you when you were little. Now that you've grown up, you might still face many difficulties in the future, but we want to leave again...
Sometimes, I would blame myself, thinking that I have not done well enough and have not fulfilled the responsibilities and obligations of a mother.
But...but Qianqian, mom doesn't like living in one place all the time. Your dad and I don't like that either. We both like to wander around the world by nature. We like being on the road. We like living a life where we don't know where we're going to be staying tomorrow night..."
Speaking of this, Fei Yuying choked up a little.
Obviously, her mood is very complicated.
Sang Jueqian reached out and grabbed Fei Yuying's hand, which was trembling slightly due to anxiety, tension and guilt.
"mom."
Sang Jueqian put more force on her hands, "Mom, listen to me. I don't blame you, and I don't think you did anything wrong! Really!
When I was little, I didn't like being controlled. I liked to arrange my own time and life. When you're not around, I just feel free and unconstrained, and I don't feel sad or upset at all.
Even now, I still have a lot of things to do every day and a lot of arrangements of my own.
Even if you and my dad don't go anywhere and stay at home, it's impossible for me to see you every day. I may not even see you once in ten days or half a month.
So knowing that you received the invitation, knowing that you are leaving and embarking on your journey again, I am only happy for you, but also feel relieved that I can finally return to my previous plans and live my own life. "
Sang Jueqian said this definitely not to comfort Fei Yuying, it was all her true feelings.
They are a family of three, and they are different from ordinary families, but they all enjoy their lives and don't want to change for the time being.
Fei Yuying blinked, tears rolling down her cheeks.
Although she cried, Fei Yuying felt relieved in her heart.
Not only the two of them, but also Sang Changping, who had been silent beside them, felt a lot more relaxed.
After Fei Yuying and Sang Changping calmed down a bit, Sang Jueqian asked, "Mom and Dad, when are you leaving?"
Fei Yuying smiled a little embarrassedly, "Tomorrow. We haven't bought the tickets yet, but we are going to the capital for a layover. Your father and I had thought that if you don't agree, we won't go. If you agree, we will buy the earliest flight to the capital tomorrow."
Hearing this, Sang Jueqian hurriedly urged, "Then hurry up and use your phone to buy tickets! I'll have Lao Jin take you to the airport tomorrow!"
"No need." Sang Changping refused with a smile, "Over the years, your mother and I have taken many flights. We have our own way to save time and effort. It would be troublesome if you asked someone to take us there.
You don't have to see us off. When we come back, if you have time, just pick us up."
Knowing that Sang Changping didn't like the scene of separation, Sang Jueqian didn't say anything else and agreed directly.
"Okay, then when will you be back?"
This one sentence made Sang Changping and Fei Yuying laugh out loud.
"We haven't even left yet, but you're already asking when we'll be back. Is Qianqian reluctant to leave us? Otherwise, we won't leave..."
"Then you should just go! Come back when you want to!"
As soon as he finished speaking, Sang Jueqian couldn't help laughing, and Sang Changping and Fei Yuying laughed even louder.
The three of them chatted for a long time until late at night, when they left the hotel and hugged each other goodbye.
Sitting in the car on the way back to the grocery store, Sang Jueqian smiled silently again, thinking that Sang Changping and Fei Yuying were about to leave, and he didn't know when they would meet next time.
She really wasn't sad about the separation at all. She was just curious about the country they were going to, what they might encounter, and she hoped they would have fun.
When she can really go through the window to Da Zhou, maybe she can take a video so that they or more people can have a good look at the customs and culture of Da Zhou.
It was already past twelve o'clock when Sang Jueqian returned to the grocery store.
She thought that it was so late and Li Junyan should have gone to bed, but she didn't expect that Li Junyan was sitting by the window, reading a book in his hand.
Sang Jueqian was surprised, "Lezhi, are you waiting for me?"
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