Chapter 466 The word love is hard to say
"Yes, if I didn't love him, how could I be willing to live in this deep harem for so many years and give him a pair of such lovely children!" The Queen Mother turned to look at Concubine Li and said, "Don't you follow him because you love Yin'er? Otherwise, your life in Wanhua City must be much better than this harem!"
"More than that, Wanhua City is a beautiful and comfortable place. I can play in the city every day. There are so many conspiracies and calculations like here, and I can't enjoy life at all!" Concubine Li said.
The Queen Mother and her knew each other's temperament from the first time they met. They didn't get along like mother-in-law and daughter-in-law, but like good sisters.
"Yes, once the choice is made, how could there be any other ideas? It is they who think too much!" The Queen Mother said, turning around and said, "As for Wen Zhong, he was my neighbor brother in the past. He was gentle and reasonable. I also learned the art of refining medicine from him. We always got along well. Later one day, I was going out after buying herbs from the pharmacy, and I saw a tall horse. The man on the horse was young and handsome, with an imposing manner, and a black cloak flying behind him. That was the emperor. I had never seen him. I have never seen him in my life. Even when I attended a banquet, I could only see a silhouette from a distance. But, that time, I was very close to him..."
Concubine Li tilted her head to listen to the Queen Mother. Although the deceased emperor had many things that people criticized later.
But, after all, he had been dressed in fine clothes and rode a horse, and he had also been a hero on the battlefield.
So, the young and ignorant girl at that time fell in love with the heroic man.
"Have you regretted it?" Concubine Li asked the Queen Mother.
"I regret it. Yin'er is different from his father. Yin'er has always been positive and progressive. On the contrary, he has too many concubines in the harem, and he always lets the harem do evil. After all, the beginning is different. Yin'er has suffered, but he doesn't know that I was favored when I entered the palace, but that was only a moment of prosperity, and only three to five years. After that, I was treated coldly for a long time!"
"The Emperor and Yue'er are both very kind-hearted, which proves that the Queen Mother brought them up well!" Concubine Li said.
"Well, as long as I am alive, I will urge him to remember how brutal and bloody the fight for the throne was. I will make him remember it and never let it happen again. I have also thought about making some laws to prevent future troubles!"
After a long conversation, Concubine Li understood the Queen Mother better.
She has never loved Doctor Wen, from her youth to now.
When she was young, she thought of him as her neighbor's brother. What she liked was the emperor who rode past her when she was fourteen years old.
Later, she entered the palace and loved him with all her heart. For him, she was willing to endure all kinds of schemes in the harem.
However, in the end, he fell in love with the new concubine in a very short time.
At that time, Concubine Jin told her that emperors had always been fickle, so don't expect an emperor to truly fall in love with you.
It was also after being humiliated by the empress and Concubine Jin several times that the emperor's performance and indifference made her completely give up. After that, she began to focus on her two children.
The harem was dangerous, and her children were able to be born smoothly, thanks to those days. She had always been with the emperor. After she became pregnant with Xiao Yin, the emperor attached great importance to her and always protected her by her side. At that time, she was deeply moved. Later
, when she became pregnant with Xiao Yue, she followed the emperor on an inspection tour. The emperor visited incognito, and when he returned to the palace, she was more than nine months pregnant. Before she returned to the palace, her daughter was born.
Since there were too many princes but very few princesses in the palace, the emperor really loved Xiaoyue for a long time after she was born.
However, there were too many concubines and beauties in the harem, and they had more tricks.
And the empress dowager's mother's family was not very powerful this year, so when making a decision, the emperor naturally gave up on them.
Later, they were even locked up in the cold palace because of Concubine Jin's frame-up.
Xiaoyin stayed with his mother in the cold palace for two years. Later, because Xiaoyin grew up, he became handsome and smart, and the Taifu liked Xiaoyin wholeheartedly. He felt that Xiaoyin was smart and capable of great responsibilities since he was a child.
Therefore, with the efforts of the Taifu, the three of them, mother and son, were able to come out and see the light of day again.
"After leaving the cold palace, I no longer have feelings for the emperor. I have already deeply hidden the word love. I don't want to mention it anymore, and there is no need to mention it!" said
the queen mother. "Yes, my heart is so cold!" Concubine Li nodded. As a woman, she felt the same way: "If one day, His Majesty the Emperor sends me and Ze'er to the cold palace together, then I will return to Wanhua City. The emperor should not come to see me, and no one should come to see me!"
"Believe in Yin'er, he won't!" said the queen mother.
Thinking of the dead grandson, the queen mother's eyes darkened. The child she had loved and cared for since childhood ended up being full of calculations.
"Mother, you are a very good mother and grandmother. The children all like you!" Concubine Li raised her hands to hug the Queen Mother and said, "I like you too!"
"Hahaha, you bastard, Ze'er is so old, but you are still like a child who has not grown up!" The Queen Mother smiled and tapped Concubine Li's head. Then she turned around and looked at Concubine Li and said, "This time, the court and the outside world have been deceived by Wen Zhong, which is quite outrageous. You have to help Heng'er and stabilize these people. I believe in you!"
"Then, mother, if you really believe me, give me the Fengyin. I want to mobilize some military power!" Concubine Li said.
On the side, Nanny Qin's mouth moved, and she stared at Concubine Li.
"Okay!" However, the Queen Mother did not hesitate at all, and directly asked Nanny Qin to take the Phoenix Seal and hand it to Concubine Li.
"Queen Mother, do you... really trust Concubine Li so much?" Nanny Qin asked.
"If she wanted to make trouble, even if she didn't have the Phoenix Seal, she still had so many masters in Wanhua City. Back then, she couldn't stay in the capital anymore, so her father took in many people in Wanhua City!" said the Queen Mother.
The Lord of Wanhua City was also a general who was valued by the Emperor, but later there was unrest in the capital, so the general took his family to settle in the border. Later, Wanhua City was built. Wanhua City, which was dominating one side, also became the final residence of many masters.