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[Ding! Trigger event.]
[Ding! You can know yourself by looking into your heart. You are never young again.]
The system prompt suddenly appeared, but Chen Chuan turned a deaf ear to it.
He was questioning himself about what choice to make.
"Do I like her?"
"I think... he must like it."
"If you like it, why are you so cowardly?"
"I... maybe I don't want to hurt her..."
"But you've already hurt her."
"I have no idea......"
"Do you see yourself in her eyes?"
"I... don't know."
"My friend, even a bug caught in a spider web knows how to struggle..."
"You mean... I'm like a worm?"
"No, you're not as good as it."
"At least, when it was tied up, it knew to struggle, and you chose to give up."
"There is a shackle on your soul. The shackle is called morality. I see it, and it is fastening you tightly."
"Shackles... then what should I do?"
"The key to unlocking the shackles has always been there..."
"Where is it..."
"In your heart!"
“…”
Chen Chuan slowly closed his eyes.
When he felt a trace of unwillingness in his heart, he knew the answer.
"It turns out...it's always ourselves who have bound us."
“Morality and conscience are nothing more than secular standards.”
"It is we ourselves who have locked up our hearts and minds, preventing them from being free..."
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After a long time, Chen Chuan suddenly opened his eyes, and there seemed to be a cluster of fire burning in his eyes.
He looked down at the time and it was already 10 o'clock in the evening.
“I don’t want to have any regrets in my future life.”
He talked to himself naturally, then smiled carefreely, picked up the car keys and rushed out.
In the dim underground garage, the parked BMW X7 suddenly roared, and the light dispelled the darkness.
A moment later, Shen Chuan appeared in the garage, opened the door and got into the driver's seat.
[Navigation started, total distance 398 kilometers, expected arrival time 3:02 AM on October 29th. Please drive safely at night.]
Buzz!
The engine roared, carrying Shen Chuan away.
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Under the inky night sky, the big black BMW X7 was driving on the flat highway.
There was a soft song playing in the car. Chen Chuan held the steering wheel with one hand, tapped the armrest unconsciously with the other hand, and looked straight ahead.
There were very few vehicles on the highway at night. Shen Chuan had excellent eyesight, and the road was wide and there were few cars, so he kept his speed steadily above the speed limit.
The speed of 120 kilometers per hour makes him look like a ghost in the night. If you look down from above, there is an indescribable beauty in him.
A lonely car carries a person with a lot on his mind, soothing music cleanses the emotions, and two laser headlights pierce the darkness, tearing a corner in the endless night, giving birth to light.
At this moment, Chen Chuan was in a very calm mood. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and his expression was a little more cynical and rebellious than before.
The incident with Song Qingwei made him question himself, and the incident with Jiang Wenrou made him condemn himself.
Before this, Chen Chuan didn't understand why this was happening, but now he understood.
Even though he got the system, deep down in his heart he still had a sense of inferiority that had accumulated over time. He longed to have an excellent woman, but when he had the chance, he was too timid to step forward.
Many people are like this. They are cowardly when things happen, but often regret their choices afterwards.
But after the self-torture just now, he came out of this cowardice.
If you think about it carefully, now he is handsome, has countless talents, and has a steady income. Is there anyone he is not worthy of?
One thing he had always been mistaken about was that he did not have to conform to the will of the world.
The existence of the system infinitely raises his upper limit. He is qualified to make multiple choices and is also qualified to not be afraid of worldly views.
Whether it is Sun Yulan, Song Qingwei, or any other woman who makes his heart beat faster in the future, what he should do is not to worry about making a choice, but to ask himself whether he is willing.
At all times, he should focus on himself.
He has the right to do whatever he wants as long as it does not violate the law.
Even those stupid ideas when you first get the system.
At that time, he had not tasted the deliciousness of a woman for a long time. The strongest desire in his heart was to become a flower arranger, an equestrian master, and even wanted to attract a wave of fans on Douyin.
When a person suddenly becomes rich, what he wants most is to satisfy his desires, and those foolish ideas are his wishes at that time.
Although it seems ridiculous at the moment, isn't it the most consistent with his current mentality?
Humans are complex creatures. Perhaps because of the development of our brain capacity, all kinds of strange ideas arise every moment.
When he was feeling down and out, he fantasized about jumping off a building.
When he was full of ambition and success, he imagined the glory of becoming a famous figure.
In his rage, he had fantasized about taking revenge on society at all costs.
When he was extremely lonely, he fantasized about visiting a prostitute.
When he witnessed suffering, he also fantasized that he could lead everyone out of it.
When he saw the death of his patients in the hospital, he imagined how wonderful it would be if he could develop a special medicine to treat cancer.
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