Chapter 133: I want to tell him
Chapter 133: I Want to Tell Him
Her amnesia was caused by a blood clot in her brain and was not serious.
The doctor said that she only needs to rest for a few days, and once the blood clot in her brain disappears or shrinks, she will regain her memory.
An Yu arranged for Wen Jinye to be discharged from the hospital and also asked the TV station for leave for Wen Jinye, hoping that Wen Jinye could get some rest.
But someone in high school was just too curious about her life afterward.
Sitting at home, I ask all sorts of questions like a curious child.
It's a bit tricky; An Yu isn't sure exactly where Wen Jinye's memory ends in high school.
So she cautiously probed, "Do you remember Fu Yanjing?"
These words seemed to possess some kind of magic; Wen Jin was frozen in place, as if all the blood in her body had solidified.
She murmured, "How could I forget..."
Where did he go afterward? Is he doing well?
“How could he possibly be doing poorly?” An Yu scoffed. “Even if I had smashed my head in, I would never have imagined that he was the heir to the Hong Kong entertainment circle and the sole successor of the Fu Group. He returned to Hong Kong right after graduating from high school.”
Wen Jinye's pupils widened slightly. Seventeen-year-old Wen Jinye had no concept of what a Hong Kong entertainment circle prince was, but she found it unbelievable when she heard about the group's heir.
Wen Jin's eyes betrayed her sadness. "So the distance between us was always this great from the very beginning."
Seventeen-year-old Wen Jin always thought that she should work harder and harder, and slowly become excellent, shine, stand on the school's award stage, and be listed on the grade's list of outstanding students. She fantasized that one day Fu Yanjing would see her.
Jiangbei No.1 Middle School is full of top students; a difference of just one point can mean dozens or even twenty places in the rankings.
Wen Jin didn't have the money for various tutoring classes or private lessons, nor could she be considered exceptionally gifted; she was simply very hardworking, always very hardworking.
There are some things that can't be accomplished by just trying.
Learning is...
Being closer to him is also an option.
Her failure to make the list of outstanding students was just as it meant she never stirred any ripples in Fu Yanjing's heart.
"So where did I end up getting into after passing the exam?"
"Hong Kong City University".
"Hong Kong, City." Wen Jin was also taken aback, her lips trembling slightly. "Did I see Fu Yanjing again?"
She will soon regain her memory, although An Yu feels that the experience in Hong Kong that almost pushed Wen Jin into the abyss was a tragic fate, and it would be better if she forgot it.
But An Yu didn't want to hide it from her, and she couldn't hide it from her either.
“I saw you.” An Yu nodded, but her expression was very serious. “Not only that, you two were together.”
In Wen Jinye's clear eyes, astonishment and surprise rose together and magnified.
Her emotions rose and fell with the twists and turns in An Yu's words.
"But you broke up, just six months ago, so you went back to Jiangbei."
She couldn't bring herself to talk about the hurt she suffered in that relationship.
All he could do was watch as Wen Jin's fluctuating emotions were reflected in those pure, unadulterated eyes.
The sparkle in her eyes quickly faded.
But seventeen-year-old Wen Jin was equally clear-headed.
Her rollercoaster-like mood quickly subsided, and she smiled, still feeling quite content.
"An Yu, this feeling is so magical! It's like yesterday his world was so unattainable, I tried my best to stand on tiptoe but I couldn't even grab the hem of his clothes, but when I woke up, I realized I had him."
"It's good to have had it, it doesn't have to have an outcome. At least he saw me, and he knows that he once shone a light on me. He knows that I like him, and I have no regrets."
“He doesn’t know,” An Yu said softly.
"What?"
"Now, he has no idea that you loved him so sincerely."
*
Confessing his feelings to Fu Yanjing, thus clearing the clouds from her unrequited love, was a decision Wen Jinye made in an instant.
An Yu spent about ten minutes briefly describing to Wen Jin the facts of how she met, got together, broke up, and then reunited with Fu Yanjing in Gangcheng.
Wen Jin listened very attentively.
It's as if I want to use these ten minutes, with rough and simple language, to relive those three years.
After listening to An Yu's story, she tilted her head, still unable to empathize with the excruciating pain of the breakup, and was simply puzzled.
“I have always wanted to stand in front of him one day, and stand confidently and gracefully in front of Fu Yanjing, no longer timid and hesitant.”
"An Yu, why was it that when I finally stood in front of him, I didn't dare to speak?"
Looking into her clean and gentle eyes, her clear pupils shimmered with a gentle light, without a trace of impurity.
Only the purest expectations.
An Yu didn't know how to tell Wen Jinye.
For those three years, she maintained this secret to preserve her precarious self-esteem in front of Fu Yanjing, which was threatened by the inequality they faced.
His attitude was so nonchalant, so effortless.
Then I should also appear more clear-headed and carefree.
A fleeting romance seems more like a matter of being able to let go than a hopeless romantic.
But seventeen-year-old Wen Jin didn't understand any of this.
Wen Jin doesn't really like junk food; the soda water in the refrigerator is her only option.
An Yu unscrewed each bottle and handed one to Wen Jinye, saying vaguely, "Maybe we just haven't found the right time to tell him yet."
This reason was lame, and Wen Jin certainly didn't believe it.
"Perhaps I'm too timid."
After all, the gap between them was so large. Fu Yanjing gave people the impression of being aloof, noble, and unapproachable since high school.
Therefore, even after they got together, Wen Jin never had the courage to tell him how long she had been looking forward to this moment.
Just like when she was in high school and didn't dare to approach him, she stood in front of him and thanked him openly.
This mistake has led to this situation.
An unprecedented surge of courage welled up within Wen Jin, and it felt as if a fire was burning in his chest.
At the moment of making this momentous decision, one is excited; there was a barely perceptible tremor in her firm voice:
"An Yu, I want to tell him!"
"We did break up, and maybe we'll never see each other again. I don't want this unrequited love to be completely forgotten."
"At least if I tell him, I'll have no regrets, right?"
Wen Jin's eyes were a little moist, like a clear spring rain.
An Yu choked on water and looked up in disbelief.
Wen Jin also found herself searching for a final bit of courage in her eyes.
An Yu swallowed her disapproval.
She also hopes that Wen Jin will have no more regrets in her future life.
Perhaps, once you say it out loud, you'll let it go.
This is called putting yourself in a desperate situation to survive.
After all, we can't deny everything just because there was no outcome; loving is worthwhile.
"I support you."
"When?" An Yu asked.
"tonight."
An Yu found Xu Xiangbai's contact information. "I'll help you check where Fu Yanjing is tonight."
So after An Yu left, Wen Jin began to carefully search for any trace of Fu Yanjing that she had left in the house.
The album contains videos and photos, the umbrella that Zhao Qin damaged, his award certificates, and a yellowed exam paper.
Many vague memories flashed through Wen Jin's mind like a slideshow, and she tried to grasp something, but she couldn't grasp anything.
She squatted on the ground, her head throbbing as if pricked by needles.
She couldn't remember anything, but a wave of pain and sorrow washed over her, overwhelming her.
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