Chapter 162: Is he unworthy of love?
Chapter 162: Is He Unworthy of Love?
It didn't sound like he was questioning Qin Zhiyi; rather, it was a self-deprecating murmur.
She took nothing with her.
She didn't care at all from beginning to end.
Those tearful eyes seemed to be right in front of me.
Her voice choked with emotion as she questioned:
"After all, I liked you back then, so cautiously, while you were so adept at handling things. So you could see that I liked you back then, that I wanted to marry you, such sincere feelings, but you were used to being in a superior position in relationships, and you naturally devalued my feelings as a means to make money. Is that why you think I'm easier to deal with? After all, emotional debts are much more difficult to deal with than financial debts."
Emotional debts are much more difficult to resolve than financial debts.
Fu Yanjing was a little unsteady on his feet.
They were together for three years.
For three whole years, Wen Jinye spent every day and night with her, and her joys and sorrows were interwoven into every little detail of those three years.
He should understand Wen Jinye better than anyone else.
Understand those eyes that cannot conceal her passionate love, understand the sadness beneath her carefulness, understand the emotional balance and dignity she wants to maintain.
But why didn't he understand?
Why did it take so long to see this clearly?
Even once did he kiss her eyes, or try to understand her tender heart?
What secrets lie beneath that soft heart that would make the cautious Wen Jin disregard fame and fortune and rush headlong towards him?
But for three years, he never cared once.
What he thought were jewels and money that would satisfy Wen Jin was actually the greatest insult to her.
Fu Yanjing couldn't even maintain his composure.
“Ah Jing…”
Fu Yanjing slowly raised his head to look at Qin Zhiyi, his eyes reddening, and his voice trembling.
"Mom, am I—"
"Unworthy of love?"
What could have happened to make her son, who was as bright as the moon on a high platform, doubt his own worth in the most frustrated and melancholy tone?
Qin Zhiyi was suddenly filled with remorse and regret.
What kind of person is born indifferent and aloof?
If it's not so-called "elite" education.
His emotions were forcibly suppressed and stifled.
Ever since that self-directed and self-acted play, in which Fu Yanjing witnessed the "nanny" die before his eyes, his personality has completely changed.
When he was a child, he was clearly the best at acting cute and coaxing people, and he was also the most empathetic.
Trapped in such a cold marriage, entangled with power, Qin Zhiyi occasionally felt resentful and unwilling.
When she silently shed tears, little Fu Yanjing would kiss the corners of her moist eyes.
"Mom, I'm here with you."
"I will love you much more than Dad."
But later, he became less talkative.
I don't even like to smile anymore.
When the company was being acquired, the other party knelt before Fu Yanjing with their entire family, begging him for a way out. Fu Yanjing's condescending demeanor revealed a cold and indifferent attitude.
"It's just survival of the fittest. Merchants only weigh the pros and cons, they don't give alms."
The other person grabbed his trouser leg, crying with snot and tears streaming down their face, and kept kowtowing.
The bodyguards almost raped the person and dragged them away.
He didn't even get a second glance from Fu Yanjing.
What a successful businessman.
What a cold and indifferent work machine.
This is what a successor of the Fu Group should look like.
They have no kinship ties, and no weaknesses.
But when Qin Zhiyi looked at him from afar that day, she felt as if she no longer recognized Fu Yanjing.
When Mingming secretly sent him to Jiangbei during high school, she secretly landed and watched Fu Yanjing from afar.
He was sweating profusely on the basketball court, his whole being bathed in the afterglow of the setting sun, and his smiling eyes still held warmth.
They pushed Fu Yanjing away with their own hands.
Fu Yanjing's question struck Qin Zhiyi's soul directly, and she suddenly broke down, squatting on the ground, covering her eyes and weeping.
"Ah Jing, Mom is sorry."
"I'm so sorry."
Fu Yanjing's throat was full of bitterness. "Does being sorry do any good?"
He can't make up for the damage.
At the same time, all of Wen Jin's medical records from Jiangbei were also sent over.
Everything, big or small, is contained in this small document.
Fu Yanjing opened it with trembling fingers.
There was a time when she had a high fever in the middle of the night and had to go to the emergency room for an injection.
There was a case of acute gastroenteritis that required hospitalization for three days.
She was also injured during that event.
All subsequent pages—
All of these are records of Wen Jin also going to the psychiatric department.
The timeline is the two months after she returned to Jiangbei.
In just two months, she visited the hospital eight times.
Paroxetine hydrochloride, sertraline, venlafaxine... and many other drugs with long names.
This is just a hospital visit record.
In addition, there are various psychological healing rooms and psychological counseling rooms.
Fu Yanjing felt pain even in his breathing. He gripped his phone tightly, staring at the familiar yet unfamiliar combination of words, and his eyes began to sting.
Below the file, there was also a message from the assistant editor that it was sent after being withdrawn several times.
[Boss, there's something else I should tell you. Reporter Wen is currently suspended. Before coming to Gangcheng, she had just experienced a large-scale online harassment. Although the matter has been resolved, I imagine no one would be unscathed after going through something like that.]
Fu Yanjing turned off his phone and suddenly rushed out.
His hurried figure stumbled and staggered, his body hitting the door frame with half its length but he didn't react at all.
He had only one thought in his mind.
I met Wen Jinye.
He wanted to see her.
Say sorry in person.
He was completely unaware of the harm he had caused her.
The car sped all the way to the hotel.
But when he pushed open the door to the private room on the top floor, it was quiet inside, and she was nowhere to be seen.
A wave of despair washed over Fu Yanjing, and he suddenly felt suffocated.
she……
Has she left?
Fu Yanjing tried his best to suppress certain emotions. He knew that he should let go. Someone who was ignorant, didn't understand love, and had hurt Wen Jinye did not deserve to beg her to change her mind.
But a certain impulse is clamoring.
He still longed to see Wen Jinye one more time.
Fu Yanjing dialed the number he knew by heart.
But unsurprisingly, it was turned off.
He then called Meng Qinghe.
The call was answered quickly.
Fu Yanjing breathed a sigh of relief.
Fortunately, they weren't on the plane leaving the port city.
"Where are you?" Fu Yanjing asked, trying to control the panic in his voice.
"We?" Meng Qinghe was clearly surprised. "What are you talking about?"
As if realizing something, his voice tightened, "He's not here today either?"
The man's gentle demeanor vanished completely, and Meng Qinghe raised his voice: "Fu Yanjing, what did you do to Wen Jin too? Why did she disappear?"
Fu Yanjing ripped off his tie. "I will find her."
In such a large city, finding someone here would be a piece of cake.
But Fu Yanjing's heart was in unprecedented turmoil.
He turned around quickly, texting his subordinates as he did so.
With each step I take, a keyword flashes through my mind.
Severe depression.
Cyberbullying.
Work was halted.
She was imprisoned by herself.
During the days that Fu Yanjing dared not come to see Wen Jinye, he tried many ways to cheer her up.
But no one was able to step through that door.
Everyone was telling him that.
Miss Wen is unhappy.
She was unhappy.
She has now turned off her phone and disappeared quietly.
What will they do then?
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The female lead didn't do anything, don't worry~
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival, babies! Remember to eat mooncakes.
See you tomorrow!
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