"Hmph, who wants your love? Go love your girlfriend." Yan Chenyu was a little unhappy with a slight frown. From the koala incident, she thought of her embarrassment, the helplessness of being unable to advance or retreat.
Yun Luo was very good at understanding his confidante's emotions and thoughts. He smiled slightly and recited in a soft voice the prose passage that Yan Chenyu liked the most. It was Yan Chenyu's self-pity and the girl's most innocent fairy tale.
"All my life I long to be collected by someone, placed properly, and carefully preserved. To save me from fear, pain, wandering, and being helpless. But I know, I have always known, that person will never come. He is destined to wander all his life, and I am destined to be lonely and helpless. So what if he never comes? I will keep him in my heart, place him properly, preserve him carefully, and never forget him."
Yan Chenyu listened quietly, and her heart calmed down. She seemed to see her past and future from these elf-like words. Would the relationship between her and him end up being nothing but a mirage in the end?
But she didn't regret it. She had never regretted being with Yunluo.
Yan Chenyu was a beautiful and cold girl, but that didn't mean she was as cold as ice. Before her father passed away, Yan Chenyu was a naive and lively girl like An Qingjue. In those years in kindergarten and elementary school, she often bullied Yun Luo.
Childhood sweethearts are just like this. Even Yan Chenyu couldn't understand why she fell in love with Yunluo. At that time, Yunluo was not tall or handsome, but his grades were pretty good and he often shared snacks with himself. This was a good review, and the rest was just average.
The beginning of the subtle feelings between her and Yunluo was after Yan's father passed away. Those days were the darkest time in Yan Chenyu's life. It was Yunluo, who was in the same class as her, who accompanied Yan Chenyu carefully. Even though Yan Chenyu knew that it was An Chuyu who asked Yunluo to comfort her, she still fell in love with him slowly as time passed.
Unfortunately, Yunluo was already An Chuyu's boyfriend at that time, and he had a little secret. Yan Chenyu and An Chuyu's friendship was getting better and better. The close relationship with Yunluo seemed to be a natural result, without being confused by others. Even if others were confused, An Chuyu didn't doubt it, which was enough.
She just wanted to get closer to Yunluo, the closer the better, even if he was her best friend's boyfriend. Just like a flame. The closer Yan Chenyu got to Yunluo, the sweeter and more painful it felt. However, Yan Chenyu was cold and beautiful and silently walked through the blooming and rainy seasons of her youth. During those years, Yunluo had always been by her side, and that feeling was really good.
The relationship between Yan Chenyu and Yun Luo changed subtly from good friends who had been classmates for many years to lovers who were not lovers. That was when they were freshmen at Jiangnan University.
Originally, that was the happiest day for Yan Chenyu, because An Chuyu had to go to senior high school in Qiantang County and couldn't stay with Yunluo. This gave Yan Chenyu a chance to spend a whole year alone with Yunluo. Yan Chenyu was very good at seizing this opportunity. Before the disaster happened, she often wandered around Xihu City with Yunluo on various dates.
Yunluo's parents passed away very suddenly, especially during the days when Yunmu died of depression in the West Lake City First People's Hospital. Yan Chenyu often ran over to take care of Yunmu and helped Yunluo take turns guarding the ward.
Yunmu had known the world for many years, so she could tell that Yan Chenyu's feelings for Yunluo had crossed the red line and had become a little bit extraordinary. Yunmu just sighed quietly and said weakly to Yan Chenyu: "What is love in this world? It makes people stay together for life and death."
Until Yunmu passed away, these words echoed in Yan Chenyu's heart. And Yan Chenyu would not tell Yunluo about such things. She had her own little pride. She was a cold and beautiful beauty. She couldn't give it to Yunluo so easily. She had to test it carefully before she could do it.
Yan Chenyu always felt that Yunmu died with a smile on her face, because she and the man she loved most could be reunited in the underworld. If Yunmu were really left alone in this world, it would be the most painful punishment for her.
From Yunmu, Yan Chenyu understood that sometimes tragedy comes too fast and catches people off guard, so we should still enjoy the happiness in the present moment. Joy is fun, separation is painful, and there are even more foolish children among them.
Yan Chenyu used her tenderness, her care, and her love to take care of Yunluo, the darkest person in her life. Yan Chenyu could understand Yunluo's feelings and pain, as if the two people's hearts had an unspeakable channel to communicate with each other. From then on, the story between her and him turned a new page.
Yunluo fell in love with Yan Chenyu. This is a long fairy tale, and I wonder if it will become a dark fairy tale.
During his freshman year at Jiangnan University, Yunluo belonged to Yan Chenyu alone. No matter An Chuyu knew it or not, or whether he was willing or not, he could not erase the fact that Yunluo belonged to Yan Chenyu for that year.
Yan Chenyu enjoyed the sweetness of love and the joy of romance with Yun Luo, until An Chuyu was admitted to Jiangnan University and Yun Luo silently shouldered the responsibility of living alone. She felt sorry for him and wanted to help him more, so she often appeared around the couple under the identity of An Chuyu's good friend. Gradually, the three of them who grew up together got used to being three people.
This was originally very abnormal, just like Yan Chenyu knew that sometimes, it was as abnormal that An Chuyu and An Qingjue would actually sleep in the same bed with Yun Luo. However, among the four people who grew up together, many things cannot be viewed from the perspective of others. They were there year after year, from immaturity to maturity, and they were all there in those best years.
Funny, Yan Chenyu heard about Yun Luo sleeping with the An sisters from An Chuyu when she was in kindergarten. Since she was little, Yun Luo was used to being arranged by the parents of the two families to sleep in the same bed with the An sisters, whether willingly or not. There were not many rooms here, and the parents of the two families thought it was no big deal for children.
Even in junior high school, An Chuyu became Yunluo's girlfriend. An Qingju sometimes slept with her sister and brother-in-law, although the parents of both families would not like to see such things. The two girls kept it a secret from the elders of both families. Anyway, as long as the three of them didn't say anything, who would know.
The four years at Jiangnan University were the happiest four years for Yan Chenyu, simply because he was there.
Yun Luo shed his boyish immaturity and grew into a man, and the girl who accompanied him in this painful transformation was Yan Chenyu, not An Chuyu. This matter has always been something Yan Chenyu is very proud of.
During her time at Jiangnan University, Yan Chenyu also worked some very safe part-time jobs. She had to get Yun Luo's approval for any part-time job she wanted. It was very interesting to think about it.
Yun Luo used his tender shoulders to carry the sky. The courage of a man to take responsibility made Yan Chenyu even more obsessed. After all, the freshman year was the year when Yun Luo changed the most. That year, only Yan Chenyu stayed by Yun Luo's side. Girls all know that when a boy grows into a man, you will never have it again if you miss it.
This is a far more precious experience than a girl becoming a woman. Yan Chenyu has seen Yun Luo's manly tears, kneeling down in front of his parents' graves. She accompanied him down on his knees, kneeling in front of the graves of her beloved man's parents. That night, he cried and fell asleep in her arms. Yes, he was too tired and needed rest.
The four years at Jiangnan University were a relationship that Yan Chenyu would never forget.
The feelings between Yan Chenyu and Yun Luo were as natural as flowing water, but they only held hands and hugged, and never had their first kiss. Even after graduation and entering the society, they were still emotional but polite. Yan Chenyu found a very good job in Zhen's Group in Sihai City, as a secretary to the head of the human resources department, who was a goddess as beautiful as a fairy.
From Xihu City to Sihai City, the distance is neither far nor near. The story between her and him also opened its real chapter in July of this year.
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Yan Chenyu didn't know when it started, but she found that Yun Luo had changed. He became more proactive and more annoying. He liked to kiss her secretly and hug her and do some naughty things. But she liked him. No matter whether he was bright or corrupt, rich or displaced, she still liked him. It had nothing to do with anything else, just because of love.
Unfortunately, An Chuyu also truly loves Yunluo. Perhaps An Chuyu's love is even deeper than Yan Chenyu's. In An Chuyu's past, there is only one man, and that is Yunluo.
Even Yan Chenyu sometimes wondered whether An Chuyu could survive if she lost Yunluo. After all, Yan Chenyu was still able to live and work independently, and slowly get used to the world without Yunluo. After all, Yunluo was An Chuyu's boyfriend, and it was impossible for him to accompany Yan Chenyu all the time.
Their years of friendship also made Yan Chenyu not want to hurt An Chuyu, but it was completely impossible to ask her to let go of her feelings for Yunluo. She could only wait slowly, waiting for that ray of hope to appear. It seemed like she was still in ancient times, when An Chuyu, An Qingjue and Yan Chenyu, who had three wives and four concubines, could all legally marry Yunluo.
My childhood sweetheart has withered and my childhood friend has grown old, but the person I love has always been by my side.
This was Yan Chenyu's little happiness. She didn't want to ask for more, and she didn't dare to ask for more. She was very careful to share some of her happiness from An Chuyu.
It was also this guilt that made Yan Chenyu very open-minded when facing the entanglement between Yun Luo and other girls. Yan Chenyu did not care much about other girls liking Yun Luo. If Yun Luo had no other girls who liked him except his three childhood sweethearts, wouldn't it mean that Yan Chenyu was blind and that Yun Luo was not a good person.
Therefore, Yan Chenyu was not angry at Yunluo and Koala for having so many scandals, she just wondered why the story between Koala and Yunluo was so colorful. Well, Yan Chenyu, the cold and beautiful beauty, Yunluo's confidante, was still jealous like a little woman.
No wonder Yan Chenyu felt it was not difficult at all when Yun Luo used sweet words to make her happy. It was because Yan Chenyu had no intention of making things difficult for Yun Luo, otherwise she would have made Yun Luo kneel down like an instant noodle in a minute.
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