Chapter 35 Chapter 35 I want you to love me too.
Mu Xi thought that if she could survive this time, she would definitely burn some paper for the original owner to express her gratitude for her hard work and study when she was a child, not a single day of which was wasted.
It's just not used on myself.
Saving others can be considered a good deed... right?
Mingyu found that Muxi was more difficult to deal with than he had imagined, and he became more and more aggressive in his attacks. Muxi clearly felt that it was becoming more and more difficult.
No way, no way, he ran away all the way, and finally died at the hands of the person who had always been by his side?
Mu Xi was distracted when Mingyu's knife tip was already in front of her.
Fortunately, she was not destined to die. At the critical moment, Ying Zhang helped her block it.
Mu Xi was already out of breath and even a little dizzy.
Mingyu obviously didn't expect Yingzhang to come back at this time. It seemed that he was originally very confident, but now he was a little panicked.
"Calm down, don't ruin the young master's plan!"
After Ying Zhang said this, Mingyu's expression and eyes became even more fierce. "Young Master didn't mean to kill her at all. He wanted to give up on me, did you know that?"
Mu Xi frowned as she listened to them, completely confused.
What? Why did you give up on yourself?
Ying Zhang subconsciously looked at Mu Xi, and their eyes met. Ying Zhang calmed himself down and said, "Don't talk nonsense, and don't let your imagination run wild. We should all trust the young master."
"Stupid, I don't want to talk to you, get out of the way!"
Ying Zhang stood in front of Mu Xi, "No! Mingyu! Don't make a mistake!"
"What you are doing now is wrong!"
The two inevitably fought each other.
Mu Xi tried to find an opportunity to break out, but found that there was no suitable opportunity at all.
The area of the room was not suitable for fighting. Mu Xi felt that if he tried to rush out in one go, he might die faster, but the cause of death would be accidental injury.
"Can you please stop and ask someone to explain to me what's going on? Why do I have to die?"
Mu Xi rarely loses his composure. When it comes to life and death, no matter how trivial the matter is, it is not a small matter.
But neither of the two people fighting cared about her, and no one gave her an explanation.
Mu Xi originally thought that Mingyu was a traitor, that he had accepted money from someone outside to kill her, but now it seems that things are not going as she expected.
Mingyu and Yingzhang seem to be two opposing people, but not completely opposite.
As for the part where their logic overlaps, that is the key point that Mu Xi wants to know.
Mu Xi was still trying to find an opportunity to escape when both of them suddenly stopped and stopped confronting each other.
Did one of them figure it out? No.
Mu Xi looked up and found the correct answer.
It was the man standing at the door who forced them to stop fighting passively.
"Young Master."
"Young Master."
Both of them had some bruises on their faces.
Ying Zhang spoke earlier than Ming Yu, and his expression looked more like one of relief.
Mingyu's expression was indescribable. He seemed to have very complicated emotions, including dejection, fear, and regret.
Feng Han didn't even have a smile on his face. He said in a deep voice, "You know what to do. Get out."
These words were spoken to Mingyu, who was startled for a moment and did not move.
Ying Zhang bit his lips until they turned white, but he still stepped forward to plead for mercy, "Sir, Mingyu is not targeting Madam Mu. No matter what, his starting point is for you. Please forgive him this time. Madam Mu is not injured..."
He hadn't finished speaking when Feng Han's eyes fell on him and he couldn't go on.
"You carry out the execution, help him reduce the pain, and get out."
Mu Xi seemed to have just figured out the situation at this time, and more or less heard some of the hidden subtext in these words.
"Wait, what do you mean? Execute what? What will happen to Mingyu?"
Naturally, he hoped Feng Han would answer this question, but Feng Han didn't even turn around. He didn't look at Mu Xi. It was unknown whether it was because he didn't dare or for some other reason.
"go out."
Feng Han repeated it in a stern voice. Mingyu, with a pale face, started to walk out, but Ying Zhang quickly grabbed him and cast a look for help to Mu Xi in time.
Mu Xi knew that she would not die today, so she walked over and grabbed Feng Han, "Wait a minute, do you hear me?!"
She was rarely this angry.
The other three people present were very surprised, but only Mingyu and Yingzhang looked at her at the same time. Fenghan still seemed to be afraid to look at her.
Mu Xi couldn't understand the current situation, but she knew that her original guess and understanding must be different from the facts. The question was how big the deviation was.
There are many things in this world that can be taken for granted.
Given Mu Xi's personality, she would have let go of more things, but she could vaguely feel that if she didn't try her best to prevent something from happening tonight, Ming Yu would be in trouble.
She thought, since Feng Han ignored her, there was no need for her to give orders through him.
Mu Xi looked at the two people. Ying Zhang had a look of anticipation on his face, but Ming Yu had already looked away, lowering his head and looking at the ground.
"Whatever it means, don't do it, I said."
When Mingyu heard this, she looked up at Mu Xi, as if she didn't understand why she did this.
Mu Xi suddenly remembered the look in his eyes that showed him determined to kill her not long ago, and a chill ran down her spine. However, she swallowed and spoke in a deep voice, "I still don't understand why you want to kill me. Before that, you must not die or get hurt. Ying Zhang, keep an eye on him."
Ying Zhang responded quickly, pulled Mingyu out, and thoughtfully closed the door.
Mu Xi's tense nerves finally relaxed, and only then did she realize that her hand was still holding the person next to her.
She let go immediately, and Fenghan stood there motionless like a statue.
Mu Xi suspected that he even deliberately suppressed his breathing.
"What? Not even a word of explanation?"
Fenghan didn't say anything.
Mu Xi sneered, "Your close subordinate came here late at night to kill me. It seems you're also an insider. Even Ying Zhang seems to know everything. But you've excluded me, the person involved?"
Feng Han finally moved, his head turned slightly, and his two dark eyes looked at her, so deep that it seemed as if they wanted to suck her in.
Mu Xi's heart beat twice. She was not sure if Feng Han heard it, but she felt it most clearly.
"Why did Mingyu want to kill me? If you don't tell me, I will ask Yingzhang. He will definitely tell me. Even if it's your order, I will find a way to get everything from him."
"You said I was unlucky." Feng Han forced a smile, "It's true."
...What's this nonsense talking about?
Mu Xi was confused, "What?"
Feng Han suddenly grabbed her hand without warning. Mu Xi was shocked and wanted to push him away.
Failed.
"Don't try to play tricks on me. If you have something to say, just say it clearly. If you want me dead, at least I should be clear-headed."
"What you said about me always facing that kind of situation is true."
Mu Xi didn't understand, "What's going on?"
"It's a situation where only one of the two people can survive." Feng Han said in a low voice, "It's the same situation with you now."
Mu Xi: “…”
She had seen many conflicts and heard of even more, but she never expected that there would be an existential conflict between her and Feng Han.
Mu Xi's patience was about to run out. She sat down and stared at Feng Han, saying, "Explain."
Feng Han looked a little scary before, but at this moment he still sat down and began to explain the whole thing to her as Mu Xi said.
These things have weighed on his mind for long enough. He originally wanted to part ways with Mu Xi amicably and leave a good impression in her heart, but now it seems that this is a luxury.
In that case, tell her all these things.
The reason why he approached her in the beginning was that there were no so many old grudges between Wu Chang Jie, Lian Xin Bug, and Fei Ming Gu. It was him who wanted her life from the beginning to the end.
Mu Xi listened silently, and his expression couldn't tell what he was thinking.
Feng Han told the story slowly and then he let out a long sigh.
"I originally planned to take these words to my grave," he said. "I also thought that after I died, you might learn these from others, but you would definitely not believe it then, because at least before we separated, in your opinion, I had never done anything to hurt you."
Feng Han sighed, "It seems like it won't work."
Mu Xi didn't say anything. Feng Han's eyes were getting redder and redder. "Do you dislike me? Do you hate me?"
Once these things were revealed, there would be no turning back in their relationship. Although Feng Han got the chance to tell the truth and atone for his sins, he also experienced a feeling more painful than death.
If he had a choice, he would rather Mu Xi knew nothing.
"Madam, please say something..."
Mu Xi remained silent, and Feng Han became increasingly anxious and worried.
After these words were spoken, Mu Xi looked at him, her eyes calm and even a little bewildered. She murmured, "So it's because of this..."
After a long time, she laughed out loud. Feng Han looked as if struck by lightning. He frowned and stared at her.
Mu Xi laughed again, "So this is why you've always been so nice to me."
"At first, but now..."
Feng Han wanted to explain, but was interrupted by Mu Xi.
"From the first day you appeared beside me, I knew you must have other intentions. Even after you said we were engaged since birth, I still didn't think it was necessary. So... so that's how it is."
Feng Han's face turned pale.
He deliberately avoided the part about the arranged marriage, so after learning part of the truth, Mu Xi still believed that they had a passive intimate relationship.
Feng Han couldn't help but think that if Mu Xi knew that even the arranged marriage was fake and that her husband was someone else, he would be doomed.
Mu Xi let out a long sigh, looking much more relaxed than before.
Feng Han had thought she was extremely angry before, but now it seems that it may not be the case.
Mu Xi has always been different from others. Only she herself knows her emotions best, and no one else can see through them.
"My wife..."
Mu Xi didn't seem to want to hear what he wanted to say. She just wanted to know the answer she wanted to know.
"Why don't you just say it directly? Even if I didn't tell you when we first met, after spending so much time together, you still think I'm hiding something from you? I really don't know anything. Procrastinating like this will only do you a hundred harms and no good."
Feng Han lowered his eyelashes and looked like the weaker party, a little pitiful.
"The Heart Refining Bug can't be obtained by force. It's been passed down from generation to generation in the Mu family. If you weren't truly devoted to me, how could you give it to me so easily? It's useless to just snatch it away."
Mu Xi understood.
There is actually such a rule...
It also opened my eyes.
If you covet other people's treasures, you are stronger than them in every aspect and can easily take them away. However, just because the other party did not give them away voluntarily, it is useless to get them.
If it were a living creature, it would make sense. Maybe it would really understand human nature after being raised for a long time. But if it was just a decoration, that would be another story.
Feeling that his thoughts were about to wander, Mu Xi forced himself to come back to the important matter at hand.
"So, at the beginning, you showed me all kinds of kindness and unlimited tolerance. Your goal was to make me indulge in your beauty and unable to extricate myself, so that I would give you the heirloom."
Feng Han's face became increasingly worse. He wanted to retort, but every word he said was factual and irrefutable.
He didn't speak.
Mu Xi raised her hand to touch her chest. Her throat moved, and she spoke hesitantly, "According to what you said, there is now a bug in my heart that has been passed down from generation to generation in the Mu family?"
It sounds like it was the bug that was keeping itself alive all along.
At a certain moment, Mu Xi suddenly understood something that had been bothering her for a long time -
Why did I occupy the original owner's body?
Ten years ago, Feiming Valley was almost destroyed overnight. Shen Ahan escaped with the young valley master and took away the Mu family's heirloom, the Heart Refining Bug.
But in fact, no one knows that the real original owner died ten years ago.
It is estimated that the original owner was seriously injured and in danger at the time, and Shen Ahan had no other choice but to use this legendary thing that could bring the dead back to life on her.
In Shen Ahan's opinion, the Young Valley Master did wake up because of this, and even possessed a special physique that could heal injuries quickly.
But in fact, the person who woke up at that time was no longer the original owner.
But it was she, the time-traveling girl who had taken over someone else's nest.
The adoptive mother always thought that she was raising her daughter according to her master's wishes, and she did so for ten years.
But in fact, on the day when Feiming Valley was in trouble, the original owner was unable to escape, and the three of them had already reunited in another world.
Is there any connection between my traveling through time and the worm in my body?
Mu Xi didn’t know.
Now the question is...
If the Heart Refining Bug had not succeeded in resurrecting the original owner, wouldn't Feng Han be... definitely dead now?
Even if you cut out her heart and eat it directly, it might not be of any use.
But if I say it myself, it will definitely be seen as an excuse for being afraid of death, and no one will believe it.
Mu Xi sighed.
Feng Han kept looking at her, "Does my wife hate me?"
"You want to kill me, and yet you still care about this matter?" Mu Xi couldn't help but retort to him.
Feng Han pursed his lips, looking a little at a loss. Mu Xi didn't know if this was just a habitual acting performance. She didn't want to think about it or care about it.
Mu Xi asked him, "You're such a thoughtful person, and this is a matter of life and death for you. I bet you've turned that compound in Luan County upside down, right? Because you couldn't find me there, and you were worried I might have a backup plan, so you figured out a way to bring me out? So you can do whatever you want with me?"
Feng Han thought silently.
This decision is absolutely related to Ji Lian, but even at this time, Feng Han still doesn't want Mu Xi to know about Ji Lian's existence.
He whispered, "There are reasons for this..."
Mu Xi sneered, "Are there really a lot of people lying in ambush to kill me?"
There was no extra expression on her face, but Feng Han seemed to see the mockery in Mu Xi's eyes.
"……No."
Mu Xi looked at him quietly without saying a word.
Feng Han couldn't bear to watch and looked away. "Don't look at me like that. I'm dying anyway. I won't hurt you." He choked and said, "I didn't intend to let you know this. I just wanted to help you arrange everything and then let you go."
"And then find a quiet corner and wait for death?" Mu Xi sneered, "Do you really think Mingyu and the others will let me go?"
"I told them I had my own plans when I left this time. If he hadn't acted on his own initiative, this would have been so seamless that you wouldn't have known anything."
"So, should I still say thank you? Thank you for being so thoughtful of me. Should I also feel honored, or relieved and satisfied?"
Feng Han could tell that Mu Xi was indeed angry.
Naturally, who wouldn’t be angry when being taken advantage of?
If there is a person who appears to be a thousand times the best, but in the end finds out that someone is lying in ambush just to take his life, he will not only get angry, he will also kill that person outright.
The difference is that Mu Xi probably can't bear to attack him, and Feng Han himself is not going to live long.
Don't bother her.
"I know you're angry, but...it doesn't matter. No one will have the chance to harm you again. As long as I'm here, you won't be the one to die."
Mu Xi seemed to be laughing out of anger.
Feng Han stared at her intently and heard her ask, "Mingyu wanted to kill me to save you after all. Do you still plan to punish him?"
He didn't give a direct answer. "I didn't ask him to hurt you. On the contrary, I warned him not to. It was an order, and he didn't obey. He should have been punished."
"never mind."
Mu Xi sighed, and Feng Han felt the sigh in his heart.
He wasn't the only one feeling sad tonight, Feng Han thought.
"Let him go." Mu Xi said, "As the person involved, I don't want to pursue the matter anymore, and you are not allowed to punish him. Ying Zhang is right, I'm not seriously injured after all."
"But……"
Mu Xi gave Feng Han a look and he changed his tone, "Okay, I'll listen to you."
After saying this, neither of them spoke for a long time.
Feng Han was feeling uneasy, he didn't know what Mu Xi was thinking.
Is she still afraid? Or has she already begun to hate him and doesn't want to see him again?
After a long while, Mu Xi opened her mouth and asked him, "Are you hiding something from me?"
A name subconsciously appeared in Feng Han's mind, the name of a man who was absolutely unfamiliar to Mu Xi.
He replied, “No more.”
Mu Xi lowered her eyes and looked at the empty table, her mind a little confused.
But the cause and effect have finally been figured out, and I am no longer as confused as I was at the beginning. Based on various clues, I can sort it out and understand it, but it just takes time.
She asked, "Did you find out after Bai Yi took my pulse, or did you guess it before that?"
Feng Han answered honestly, "I couldn't find any trace of the Heart Refining Bug around you. When I learned you had lost your memory, I initially suspected you were lying. But then I got to know you better and realized you truly didn't remember anything. Seeing how quickly you healed each injury, I began to suspect this, and Bai Yi confirmed it."
Mu Xi nodded, "One last question."
Feng Han sat upright.
I heard her ask: "Why did you choose to kill your mother between you and your mother, and Yin Xiang between you and you, and you chose to kill yourself between you and me?"
Although it has not been done yet, Feng Han has already obtained the accurate answer. Putting aside the real effect of the Heart Refining Bug, Feng Han did not know this. He thought that if he dug out her heart and ate it, he could really survive.
Why not do it?
Time waits for no one.
It sounds like Fenghan doesn't have much time and has been waiting for too long.
"I've told my wife."
Mu Xi was puzzled: "What?"
Feng Han sighed softly and whispered, "I'm in love with you."
Mu Xi frowned slightly, and Feng Han looked up just in time to see this scene.
He gritted his teeth and asked, "Madam, don't you believe me?"
"Do you think what you said is very credible?" Mu Xi asked back.
Feng Han was struck by lightning, but was powerless to resist.
"It's true." He seemed to have little strength left to speak.
Does Mu Xi believe in his love?
Whether she believed it or not was actually not important at all to her.
"If this is the answer you give..." Mu Xi paused, "...I accept it."
Feng Han knew that she didn't believe him. After what happened, in Mu Xi's mind, he must have become a liar who told lies all the time.
But Feng Han knew that Mu Xi had already given him a lot of face. If it were him, the other person's head would have fallen to the ground long ago, and there would be no chance for them to sit down face to face and talk in a friendly tone.
"Feng Han."
Feng Han's tiger body shook.
He had the impression that Mu Xi rarely called his name, let alone in such a formal tone under such circumstances.
"My wife..."
"Did you arrange all of this tonight? Please tell me honestly, from the moment you left... no, from the moment you first appeared in front of me, until just now when Mingyu tried to kill me and Yingzhang tried to stop him, and you suddenly appeared like a divine soldier descending from the sky, and until now, was all of this planned by you?"
Feng Han was stunned.
After thinking about it, I felt like crying.
"Of course not."
Mu Xi looked terrifyingly calm. "I'll give you one last chance to tell the truth. If you want something else from me besides the Heart Refining Bug, tell me frankly now. There's no need to beat around the bush and even risk sacrificing yourself."
Feng Han understood everything completely.
She had become a complete profit-seeker in Mu Xi's eyes, and she thought that what happened tonight was a trick within a trick.
"I do want something more."
Mu Xi seemed to want to laugh, but couldn't. "What?"
Feng Han said: "I want you to love me too."
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