Chapter 46 Chapter 46 You can always find someone more suitable. ...
Mu Xi stayed in the inn. Feng Han and Ji Lian both arranged the best room for her in the most luxurious inn in Yucheng, but Mu Xi insisted on her own opinion and chose an ordinary one and paid for it herself.
If someone is willing to give something without expecting anything in return, whether it is money or feelings, you should be careful.
Feng Han also tried to move out of Bitian Villa and live in the same inn with her.
They haven't slept in separate rooms for a long time, and they haven't slept in separate beds for a while. Fenghan doesn't want to be alone in an empty room.
But Mu Xi told him clearly that if he followed her, she would immediately change to another inn.
Mu Xi knew what Feng Han was most worried about right now.
She said to him, "If conditions permit, I would actually prefer not to see you for a long time. But I want to make it clear to you that I don't want you to die, don't worry."
After saying this, Mu Xi left resolutely, and Feng Han felt extremely regretful.
Obviously, he has no time to care about it now. If he simply recalls the path he has taken, he will understand that if he could do it again, he would still do the same thing.
Ji Lian was very satisfied with Mu Xi's move out and living on her own. He thought it was a good sign because Mu Xi had finally seen through Feng Han's lies.
He stayed in the same inn with Mu Xi and specifically booked a room next to Mu Xi's.
At first, Mu Xi was a little worried that Ji Lian might be as difficult to deal with as Feng Han, but she soon realized that she was judging people with prejudice.
Ji Lian knows his limits very well, and he knows how to advance and retreat much better than Feng Han.
He did not force Mu Xi to accept his identity, nor did he always stay around her.
Whenever Mu Xi showed any resistance, Ji Lian would immediately retract the question he had asked, telling Mu Xi not to worry and that it was okay if she didn't want to answer.
So Ji Lian never knew what happened during the time Mu Xi was with Feng Han.
Mu Xi could accept Ji Lian's neither too close nor too distant companionship and the mild nor too deep probing.
It’s not that I don’t reject it.
If she had a choice, she would rather be alone now.
Unfortunately not.
If Mu Xi didn't do anything, Feng Han might die, and she would most likely not survive.
Amidst the feelings of rejection and the realization that Ji Lian's presence could create a situation where she and Feng Han would be mutually restrained, Mu Xi chose to swallow those small emotions and tolerate Ji Lian lingering in front of her.
She learned a lot about the original owner's family from Ji Lian.
Of course, as a lesson from the past, the truth of those things depends on whether Ji Lian is telling the truth or a lie.
When talking about the tragic night in Feiming Valley, Ji Lian's behavior was exactly the same as Feng Han's at that time.
"I didn't have the ability to influence my parents' behavior back then, and I'm so sorry." Ji Lian sighed and said, "Besides, I was still young at the time, and I thought that day was just like someone challenging my aunt before, and it wouldn't have serious consequences. My mother told me that too. Now that I think about it, I regret it so much. I was so stupid back then."
Mu Xi didn't say anything.
That disaster was devastating to the original owner's family, as well as to the original owner himself.
Although Mu Xi was not sure whether the original owner died because of that disaster, but based on everything known so far, the time of the incident and the time point when he traveled through time, it was very likely that the original owner died.
She didn't want to use the original owner's identity to say something like "It's okay, I understand, it's not easy for anyone."
If the other party wants to repent, let him do so.
This is what I learned from Fenghan’s lies.
"Later, I thought you, Xi Niang, hadn't survived like my aunt and uncle, and you were filled with regret. But it was too late, and nothing I did could help. So, I've been looking for those who were lucky enough to escape the disaster and survive. They're all in Wu Yue Tower now. If Xi Niang wants to see them, I can take you there, or notify them to come over immediately."
Mu Xi shook her head and refused bluntly, "I don't want to."
Ji Lian was puzzled, "Why?"
It seemed that in his understanding, Mu Xi would be eager to meet those old friends from Feiming Valley.
"Ten years have passed. Everyone must have moved on with their lives and should be looking forward. I don't want them to suddenly recall what happened ten years ago."
"Don't you want revenge?"
Mu Xi looked at Ji Lian, "Isn't Xia Qingyu dead?"
Ji Lian was surprised, "You know she is the culprit?"
Mu Xi did not hide her "amnesia" from Ji Lian.
After hearing this, Ji Lian finally understood why Mu Xi didn't recognize him when she saw him in the school that day. After that, many things happened and she even forgot about him... because at that time, Mu Xi didn't know who he was at all.
He was surprised that Mu Xi had forgotten him but still remembered this incident.
"No." Mu Xi said softly, "Feng Han told me." She frowned slightly and added, "But now I'm not sure whether this is true or not."
"It's true."
Although Ji Lian hated Feng Han, he did not discredit every word or action he said.
Mu Xi thought that Ji Lian was quite objective.
She raised an eyebrow, "So what do you mean by revenge?"
"Xia Qingyu united many sects to launch a siege on Feiming Valley, and... other forces were involved. That matter was not that simple. If you want to investigate and seek revenge, I will help you."
Mu Xi blinked and remained silent.
Feng Han’s goal is to survive, so what is Ji Lian’s goal?
Don't even mention any old feelings. He and the original owner were only eight years old at that time. How deep could their feelings be? Mu Xi didn't believe what Feng Han said then, let alone now.
If it was because of some sense of justice in the martial arts world, or the deep friendship between the two mothers and fathers in the past, it would be enough for Ji Lian to find her and ensure that she would have enough food and clothing for the rest of her life.
Whether it is investigation or revenge, it is bound to lead to confrontation with other forces or specific people.
It is still unknown what kind of dangers will be encountered during this whole process. If Mu Xi insists that Ji Lian has no intention of doing anything, he simply doesn't believe it.
Mu Xi didn't ask about his ultimate goal. She looked at Ji Lian for a while and shook her head, "I don't want to."
Ji Lian's eyes flashed with surprise, "Aunt and Uncle both died peacefully..." He comforted her softly, "Xi Niang, I know you're worried about getting me into trouble, but please don't worry, I'm no longer the eight-year-old child I was back then. I have people I can use, and over the years, I've made some friends outside who are willing to help me. My friends are also your friends. As long as you want, I can definitely help you achieve what you want."
Mu Xi curved her lower lip, and Ji Lian caught it in the blink of an eye, but he couldn't accurately tell whether the curved curve was mocking, relieved, or had some other meaning.
"I'm overthinking it. My thoughts aren't as complicated as you think. I just don't want to start a big fight. Times have changed, and I've forgotten the past. Perhaps this is God's will, and I've decided to follow it."
Ji Lian no longer wanted to hide the surprise on his face. He thought Mu Xi was lying.
"Xi Niang, you really don't have to worry about getting me into trouble." He decided to retreat in order to advance. "...Since I've already found you, there's no rush on this matter. You can take your time to think about it and tell me when you've made up your mind."
Mu Xi smiled at Ji Lian, who was greatly encouraged. He quickly said, "Don't worry about that lunatic Feng Han. I can help you deal with it. As long as you don't want to see him again, I have a way to make him stay away from you."
"this……"
Ji Lian looked at Mu Xi with clear eyes and heard her say, "...you'd better not interfere in the matter between him and me. I will handle it myself."
If I never see Feng Han again, wouldn’t that be equivalent to directly declaring that I want him dead?
Mu Xi initially defined the intimate behavior between the two as doing good deeds, but because of Feng Han, there were slight changes in her mind, and ripples did appear in her heart.
But Ji Lian's appearance broke this illusion in time.
People who love to lie can never change.
Mu Xi decided that from this moment on, the intimate behavior between the two of them should be defined as doing good deeds and accumulating virtue.
After all, they have been together for such a long time, Mu Xi knows the people in Bitian Villa very well.
Even though they had been docile and obedient before, calling her "wife", they would definitely change their attitude immediately once they knew that her special medicine was going to fail.
In their eyes, Mu Xi is certainly not as important as Feng Han.
If a fight breaks out, I don't know if Ji Lian will add insult to injury. Even if not, someone will definitely get hurt, and maybe even die.
Mu Xi didn't want to escalate the conflict, and didn't intend to completely break up with Feng Han. She felt that she could stabilize both sides at the same time and wait for a solution that would satisfy both parties. If she could survive, she would live, but if she couldn't, it would be death.
Let's take it one day at a time.
Ji Lian was obviously unwilling, "Xi Niang, don't be bewitched by his face."
His persistence in matters related to Feng Han is even stronger than his support for Mu Xi's revenge.
"You don't understand him. Although he is a man, he is cruel and ruthless. He killed his own mother and sister. He is simply rebellious against Tiangang."
Ji Lian looked worried, as if she was heartbroken for her, afraid that Mu Xi wouldn't listen.
"Even though you don't want to say it, I can guess what he's like in front of you. He pretends to be me and is deliberately getting close to you, acting servile and coquettish in front of you... Xi Niang, you have to tell that all that is fake."
As the person involved, Mu Xi was quite clear about this matter.
In the early stages, Feng Han was indeed like what Ji Lian described, but after they talked things out, Feng Han's fawning behavior towards her was almost flattering...
Mu Xi now interpreted that as Feng Han being worried about her falling out, and his ultimate goal was to survive...
Eh.
Mu Xi suddenly became confused. If everything that happened later was also for the purpose of survival, why couldn't he bring himself to kill her and take out her heart?
...Even past facts cannot truly and accurately define human nature and human heart.
Mu Xi thought, if Feng Han didn't kill her because he had feelings for her, then those feelings were all based on lies. If Feng Han had no feelings for her, then he should have just killed her, why bother sacrificing himself for her?
Either Fenghan has a deeper purpose that has not been uncovered yet, or... Fenghan really has feelings for her.
The problem is that I have heard too many lies, and the truth hidden inside is hard to detect, so it is worthless.
Mu Xi didn't even know if there was any sincerity in it, but she didn't intend to delve into it because it was meaningless.
Perhaps the joy they felt all night was real, but people are inherently complex. Mu Xi couldn't solve these problems, and she just wanted to leave.
Mu Xi said: "It doesn't matter, I know what I'm doing, don't worry."
She said, "Now that you have found me, you can rest assured."
Ji Lian's expression calmed down, he pursed his lips and nodded at her, "Xi Niang, come back with me to Wu Yue Tower to meet my mother and father. They will definitely be very happy to see you still alive."
Mu Xi thought for a moment, then shook her head and refused.
"I don't want to go."
Her behavior was too straightforward. Ji Lian was not used to getting along with Mu Xi like this. He always looked surprised, as if he had never expected her to have such an answer.
Even if they are unwilling, they will try their best to be tactful under normal circumstances.
"……What?"
Mu Xi looked at him for a while, then smiled helplessly, "Okay, I didn't want to say it so clearly..."
She poured herself a cup of tea, glanced at Ji Lian, poured him another cup, and gently pushed it to his hand. Ji Lian's expression was always a little solemn.
Mu Xi said softly, "I don't actually remember anything about what happened back then, so I don't have the right to express my feelings. But since you've told me so much, it doesn't mean I can't tell you anything."
"Of course." Ji Lian said, "You can say whatever you want."
Mu Xi smiled at him calmly, "Thank you for coming to me and letting me know so much. However... when Feiming Valley was in trouble, my mother and father passed away suddenly. As you said, our two families have a deep bond, but for Wuyue Tower to escape unscathed, I think it must have taken a lot of effort. Otherwise, they must be very capable."
Ji Lian's face suddenly darkened. "What happened back then... the situation was complicated. It's not that my mother and father were unwilling to help, but they came with such force that if we intervened rashly, the only result would be death. Then Xi Niang would have no one to rely on in this world now."
"I understand." Mu Xi nodded, "Of course I understand. I'm not saying anything bad about your family, it's just..."
She thought about her words and said honestly, "When I think about this, I can't help but feel a little sad."
Ji Lian said, "I know you're angry, Xi Niang, don't worry. I will take good care of you from now on, just as if I'm fulfilling my aunt and uncle's last wish. Knowing that you're okay and that I'm always with you, they can rest assured."
"I don't need anyone to take care of me." Mu Xi said, "When I was younger, I might have needed a guardian, but now I don't need one anymore."
Ji Lian frowned and looked at her, as if he thought she was speaking in anger.
Mu Xi thought for a moment and continued, "It's already a rare achievement for me not to add insult to injury when disaster strikes. There's nothing wrong with protecting myself. But I feel that because of this reason, I'm not suitable to appear in front of your mother and father."
"Xi Niang, you don't have to think so much. They all hope that you are still alive and well. They will definitely be happy to see you."
Another stubborn person, Mu Xi simply spoke directly to him and explained it without beating around the bush to save face.
"I just can't get over it. I'm sorry."
Mu Xi smiled gently at Ji Lian, whose expression was stiff. "If you want them to feel at ease, just tell them that I'm still alive. As for meeting... I personally don't think it's necessary."
Originally, she wanted to use Ji Lian's mother and father as an excuse to make it look more respectable, but who knew that the child wouldn't listen at all, so Mu Xi had no choice but to tell the truth.
This time it looked like... it seemed like he was scared again.
It can be seen that Ji Lian does not seem to have suffered much from the hardships of life, and all his expressions are very direct.
Whether it was the surprise before or the disbelief now.
"Xi Niang, you... have really changed a lot." Ji Lian's voice sounded a little lonely.
Mu Xi smiled, "That's right, it's been ten years."
That’s right, she is not the original owner.
Mu Xi asked, "Did we meet often when we were kids?"
"I guess so." Ji Lian said, "When we were young, our two families often got together..."
As soon as Ji Lian finished speaking, he seemed to immediately think of what Mu Xi had said before, and thought of Wu Yuelou's "inaction in watching Feiming Valley die", and his expression became unnatural for a moment.
"What was I like back then?" Mu Xi thought for a moment and added, "Personality."
"You were very naughty. You took me everywhere in Feiming Valley to play around. One time, you even hurt my head." Ji Lian smiled and pointed to a spot on the side of her hair for Mu Xi to see. "It's right here. There's a long cut."
Mu Xi leaned over to take a look, but didn't see any scars. She said, "There's nothing at all."
"You bled a lot, and your uncle was terrified, and your aunt scolded you. But luckily, we're in Feiming Valley, so there's no need to worry about any miracle cures, and of course, there were no scars."
Ji Lian thought of the childhood fun and smiled with her hands covering her lips.
"At the time, I was worried about getting a scar and was so scared I kept crying. You were terrified too and kept apologizing to me. But my mother said she rarely saw me cry so hard. She was just watching a show, laughing and telling me not to worry. She also said that even if I got a scar, I would still marry you in the future, so I wouldn't be left without a place to stay. I'd just rely on you."
Mu Xi saw Ji Lian suddenly pause while talking, and she didn't know what he was thinking about, and his eyes changed slightly.
"It was on that day that you and I found out we were engaged. I cried even harder. I couldn't even imagine that you'd cut such a long gash on my head before we even got married. If we had gotten married, I don't know what kind of trouble you'd have caused me..."
This statement was too easy to be misinterpreted. Mu Xi blinked and saw that Ji Lian seemed to have thought of a direction he shouldn't go. A blush appeared on his face and lasted for a long time.
He bit his lip and raised his eyelids to look at Mu Xi: "Back then, I always heard you apologize to me, but I didn't expect it to be the other way around now."
Mu Xi nodded and wanted to say that everything has changed in ten years, but in the end she said nothing.
The two of them were silent for a while. Mu Xi thought of a question and asked Ji Lian, "You said earlier that there was evidence to prove the relationship between you and me. What was that evidence?"
She was quite curious. If the relationship between the original owner and Ji Lian could be proven, then the identity of the original owner, that is, the identity of the shell that Mu Xi was currently occupying, would be clear and confirmed.
Having been deceived by Fenghan so many times, he would indeed start to doubt everything that happened around him.
Ji Lian's eyes widened slightly, as if he didn't expect Mu Xi to be so obsessed with this.
He said, "It's a marriage certificate."
Ji Lian said, "You and I have a long-standing relationship. Not long before the incident in Feiming Valley, my grandmother was in poor health. My mother and father were worried that she wouldn't be able to see me get married, so they asked someone to get a marriage certificate."
Mu Xi is a modern person and is not sure what role this so-called marriage certificate played in ancient times.
No...it should be said that it plays a certain role in the ancient times where she is now.
"The marriage certificate has been signed, and after the ancestors have passed the ceremony, your family has also proposed to my family..."
Mu Xi's eyes widened. "What? Back then? We were just two kids then."
"It's true." Ji Lian said sincerely, "At that time, I wanted to reassure my grandmother, so I broke the precedent. I thought the marriage between you and me was foolproof, and we just had to wait for the right time. I didn't expect..."
Ji Lian sighed and said, "After the incident in Feiming Valley, those things were sealed up along with the marriage certificate and are still kept in Wuyue Tower."
Mu Xi was dumbfounded when she heard this. In other words, the original owner and Ji Lian’s marriage was actually just a matter of being of the right age, and the two of them entering the bridal chamber?
Ji Lian looked at Mu Xi. It was rare to see her so surprised since they met again. He couldn't help laughing. Then he thought of something and whispered, "Now that you think about it, maybe my grandmother played a role in your survival. She didn't want to see you and me separated, so she tried her best to promote our fate."
Mu Xi gave a dry laugh, without saying anything to refute, but she felt rebellious in her heart.
If Ji Lian's grandmother really had a hand in this matter, it was probably because she was old and dizzy, so she found the wrong person and captured the wrong soul.
It's not good to let Ji Lian misunderstand like this. He always brings it up as a matter of course. If I don't explain it clearly, it's like tacitly accepting their relationship...
Mu Xi thought about this and spoke carefully, "Back then, when my mother and father were still alive, our two families were close, so we decided on this marriage. But now, ten years have passed, and many things have changed. My mother and father are no longer with us. I think... I am no longer a member of the martial arts world, and marrying you will not benefit you. How about... let's just call it a day."
Ji Lian's expression completely disappeared. He looked at Mu Xi with a slightly frown, "Why?"
He seemed to be annoyed for a moment and asked Mu Xi, "Are you still bothered by the fact that my mother and father didn't help Feiming Valley ten years ago?"
"That's not the case." Mu Xi chuckled and said, "But if I say I have no grudges in my heart, it would be a lie. You won't believe it."
She refocused her attention on their engagement and explained, "I feel this marriage is no longer necessary. You don't understand me, and I don't understand you either. Furthermore, we originally made the engagement because Feiming Valley and Wuyue Tower complemented each other, but that's no longer the case."
Mu Xi advised Ji Lian, "You can always find someone more suitable."
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