☆、Confession of the 102nd Nanjin Year
The party was over and after seeing off the last guests, the company's employees all looked a little tired, but their eyes were full of anticipation. From now on, they will be able to play their roles in this newly opened company and start their own journey of struggle here!
Nan Jinnian looked at Su Qiqiao who was sleeping on the table beside her. In fact, Su Qiqiao was not asleep, she just closed her eyes. Too many things happened today, Su Qiqiao felt very tired, very tired. She didn't know whether she should believe what they said. She even didn't know how to face Nan Jinnian.
"Is Sister Su asleep?" Han Weiwei walked over and saw Nan Jinnian hushing herself before picking up Su Qiqiao and saying, "It's getting late. Let's all go back."
Su Zelin came over: "I'll take her..."
"Brother Su, I will send An An back tomorrow morning." Nan Jinnian has been uneasy since he learned that Su Qiqiao and Xia Rui had met. They have been entangled for so many years and it was mostly Xia Rui who interfered. Now Su Qiqiao has no memory and she cannot distinguish what Xia Rui said, so... he needs to have a good talk with her.
Su Zelin nodded when he heard this: "Then you stay with her. I will talk to my parents."
After leaving the hotel, Nan Jinnian gently placed Su Qiqiao in the company leader's private car. Lin Cheng sat in the driver's seat and looked at Nan Jinnian. Nan Jinnian said, "For those whose homes are far away, you can drive another car to take them back."
Lin Cheng nodded when he heard this, then got out of the driver's seat and gave it to Nan Jinnian.
After arranging Su Qiqiao in the back seat, Nan Jinnian sat in the driver's seat and saw Su Qiqiao's furrowed brows and subtle movements from the rearview mirror.
Back at the hotel, Nan Jinnian laid Su Qiqiao on the bed. Looking at her motionless eyelashes, he sighed, "Xia Rui came to see you today. Why didn't you wait for me to arrive?"
Finally, Su Qiqiao couldn't pretend anymore. She bit her lip and didn't say anything. She only listened to him continue: "Do you know how scared I was when I heard that Xia Rui took you away?" Nan Jinnian sat on the edge of the bed looking a little powerless. He had been busy all day, how could he not be tired?
But he was also uneasy in his heart... Su Qiqiao was not the former Xia Anan. Even though they were the same person, Su Qiqiao did not have Xia Anan's experience. For her, the first twenty-seven years were blank. Similarly, even his existence only appeared in Su Qiqiao's world in the last two months.
He couldn't even grasp what Su Qiqiao's feelings were towards him. Was she with him just because she said they were once lovers, or was Su Qiqiao falling in love with him again?
Xia Rui would definitely tell Su Qiqiao something when he came to her, but what would he say? Would he tell her about her past? Would he tell her about their past entanglement?
"I'm sorry." Su Qiqiao tilted her head and looked at him.
Hearing this apology, Nan Jinnian clenched his fists and did not look at her, but continued: "Do you think... you... love me?"
Su Qiqiao sat up and took his hand. "I don't know what level of love is, but I know I like you, more than I like myself. I want to be with you all the time, I want to see you every day in the future, and I want you to be like my father and mother...holding your hand and growing old with you."
After hearing Su Qiqiao's words, Nan Jinnian didn't know what to look like for a moment, but then Su Qiqiao continued, "But I'm afraid... I don't know what happened in our past. I can only listen to you talk. I'm afraid that those bad things in the past are true. I'm afraid that you are with me because you feel guilty about me..."
Nan Jinnian suddenly hugged Su Qiqiao in his arms: "I am very happy." Yes, the person he loved loved him in her heart, but also had the same uneasiness as him.
He hugged Su Qiqiao tightly, as if he wanted to merge her into his own flesh and blood. He said in a deep voice: "As long as you have me in your heart, the problems you worry about are not problems."
Su Qiqiao raised his head slightly, and he continued, "An An, you just need to remember that there is only room for you in my heart, and there is only room for you in my future. You don't need to be afraid. I will personally solve whatever you are afraid of!"
Su Qiqiao's expression wavered slightly, but then she clutched Nan Jinnian's suit tightly, closed her eyes, and spoke as if mustering up the courage: "Then...then the child we once had..." Su Qiqiao felt Nan Jinnian's obvious trembling in her arms. She came out of Nan Jinnian's arms and looked directly at Nan Jinnian: "We really did have a...child..."
Nan Jinnian held her in his arms again: "Who told you that!" He had never told her this. This incident not only caused her heart pain, but also hurt him. Even though they hurt each other at that time, he eventually pushed her into the abyss and killed their child with his own hands. The baby who had not yet been born... had not yet formed...
"So... you're so kind to me because of that child?" Su Qiqiao felt her hands and feet go cold. That was an unborn child... a life that had once been nurtured within her... but it disappeared because of this man... it would never be able to come into this world...
Nan Jinnian was panicked now. He could only hug Su Qiqiao tightly, but the person in his arms no longer responded to him. His eyes were not as bright as usual, but were covered with a layer of gray mist.
"An An... please don't be like this, okay?" Nan Jinnian grabbed Su Qiqiao's shoulders: "We can still have children..."
Su Qiqiao didn't know what to say or what to answer him. Her mind and heart were in a mess. She closed her eyes and said, "I want to sleep."
Seeing that Su Qiqiao was unwilling to continue this topic, Nan Jinnian had no choice but to lower his head and said, "Okay..."
He hugged Su Qiqiao and lay on the bed, but both of their bodies were cold. Nan Jinnian hugged her tightly as if he was going to lose Su Qiqiao, and Su Qiqiao let Nan Jinnian hug her, but her heart was filled with mixed feelings, and she could hardly distinguish the various feelings.
After a sleepless night, the cell phone beside the bed rang. Nan Jinnian sat up and looked at Su Qiqiao beside him. He could see that she was awake, and he himself had not slept all night.
His head started to ache slightly. He got out of bed, picked up the hotel's mineral water and drank it. The water stains were all over his collar, but he still felt depressed.
When he came to the bathroom, he scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on his face. Under the stimulation of the cold water, Nan Jinnian finally felt a little more energetic.
When he came out, he didn't see Su Qiqiao on the bed.
Nan Jinnian panicked instantly upon seeing this. He rushed out of the room barefoot, but there was no sign of Su Qiqiao in the empty corridor. He leaned against the wall and sat down helplessly...
He grabbed his hair hard, feeling extremely upset!
Did she still leave?
Nan Jinnian sat at the door with his head down, then gave a wry smile... Why did he just leave like that? Why did he leave without saying anything?
"Jinnian?" Suddenly, Su Qiqiao's voice came from inside the door. She was lying by the door, looking at Nan Jinnian in confusion.
Nan Jinnian suddenly looked up at Su Qiqiao when he heard the voice: "An An!"
Facing Nan Jinnian's sudden excitement, Su Qiqiao frowned in confusion: "What's wrong? Why did you run out and sit on the ground?"
What kind of illness is this? Su Qiqiao looked at Nan Jinnian lying on the ground with some surprise.
"Get up first." Su Qiqiao grabbed his arm. Although there was no one around, there were surveillance cameras. Sitting on the ground like this was really not in good shape.
Nan Jinnian stood up from the ground in an instant, then pulled Su Qiqiao back to the room. After closing the door, he held Su Qiqiao in his arms as if he had found her again.
God knows he didn’t see how desperate she was when he just came out!
"What's wrong? Are you crazy so early in the morning?" Su Qiqiao looked at him with a little contempt.
"I... I thought you were gone." Nan Jinnian said in a muffled voice.
Su Qiqiao was stunned for a moment after hearing this, and then the corners of her mouth curled up uncontrollably: "So you ran out to look for me, and when you couldn't find me, you sat on the ground and cried?"
After hearing Su Qiqiao's words, Nan Jinnian's face suddenly turned red. How could he be crying?!
"Okay, I just threw my phone under the bed, so I crawled under the bed to get it." Su Qiqiao said, reaching out and pinching his nose: "It's you who didn't see me."
Facing Su Qiqiao's intimacy, Nan Jinnian was stunned for a moment, then grabbed the hand that was pinching her nose and whispered, "You're not angry anymore..."
Su Qiqiao was stunned when she heard this. She wanted to withdraw her hand but Nan Jinnian held it tightly. She couldn't help but lower her head: "This is not a matter of being angry or not."
Nan Jinnian rested his chin on Su Qiqiao's shoulder and said, "I didn't mean to have that child... Our relationship wasn't as good as it is now back then, and I was too self-righteous to put all the blame on you. You didn't tell me you were pregnant... so I didn't expect it..."
"At that time... did you love me?" Su Qiqiao reached out and touched his hair.
"Love." Nan Jinnian answered without a trace of melancholy: "An An! I love you!"
Su Qiqiao turned around and kissed his neck, saying, "I understand."
Nan Jinnian, suddenly kissed, looked towards her. Su Qiqiao pinched his nose again. "You said we were together before I lost my memory. That means I forgave you and my past self before I lost my memory. Now I have no memory and know nothing about the past. From what I know now, I love you."
He looked at the woman in front of him quietly.
"Nan Jinnian, since I once chose to give up the past and forget the past, I am even less qualified to pursue the past now..." Su Qiqiao smiled slightly.
"Let's stay together happily from now on... okay?" Su Qiqiao looked at him and said.
Nan Jinnian looked at her, his heart finally settling down, and Su Qiqiao caught it firmly. The two of them stared at each other, and finally, Nan Jinnian smiled, resting his forehead against hers and saying, "Okay, we'll be together forever."
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