☆、One Hundred and Twenty-Six Quarrels
Standing on the cliff where she used to be, the wind from the winter that had not yet passed was bitingly cold. She sat on a big rock, quietly feeling the sea breeze and listening to the sound of the waves.
This was her end and also her beginning. At that time, she was mentally broken and wanted to die, so she jumped from here. Later, Nan Jinnian was beaten by Zhao Meiqi here and was in critical condition. But now when she came here again, she felt very calm.
The sky has darkened and the lights in the shops on the beach have been turned on, but it is winter now. Even though the spring equinox is just a few days away, the temperature is still very low. The chill of the sea water makes the entire beach look particularly desolate.
In the neon-lit city, Nan Jinnian searched one place after another, but could not find Su Qiqiao. He panicked. This restless mood made him extremely irritable and uneasy.
I called again and again, but the other party turned off the phone after rejecting the call several times.
After losing all news about Su Qiqiao, Nan Jinnian was like a wounded lion, wanting to vent his pain but finding no way to do so.
He searched every place they had ever been, the place where he first confessed his love to them, the place where they had their first date, he went to all kinds of places, but he just couldn't find it!
"Qiaoqiao..." Nan Jinnian sat in the car, leaning on the steering wheel. He was so anxious that he couldn't even breathe smoothly.
Suddenly, Nan Jinnian sat up straight and looked forward.
It seems like there's still one place he hasn't been to...
He started the car quickly, and finally, he saw Su Qiqiao standing on the cliff.
Looking at Su Qiqiao on the edge of the cliff, Nan Jinnian's limbs suddenly felt numb, and he rushed towards Su Qiqiao at the fastest speed.
Just as Su Qiqiao was about to sit down on the ground, someone immediately lifted her up into the air. She gasped, "Qiaoqiao!"
After seeing the newcomer, Su Qiqiao pursed her lips and let him hold her. The man held her tightly, "I'm sorry! I didn't mean to let that woman stay at home! I originally wanted to drive her away, but I didn't expect she would actually provoke you. Qiaoqiao, I'm sorry... I'm sorry... Please, don't do anything stupid! Don't leave me!"
Feeling the trembling of the person behind him, Su Qiqiao turned to look at him: "Nan Jinnian."
Hearing the voice, the man quickly looked towards her: "I'm here! Qiaoqiao... I'm here."
"Can you feel now how I felt when you left quietly?" Su Qiqiao said softly, stroking his hair with her fingers.
Nan Jinnian was stunned when he heard this. Before he could speak, Su Qiqiao said, "Chairman Nanzhen Huanan of Zhoucheng Group is your grandfather. Why didn't you tell me?"
"Qiaoqiao...I..."
Su Qiqiao interrupted him, "You wanted to bring down the Xia family and didn't want me to be in danger, so you disappeared for no apparent reason without saying anything for three whole days... No... more than three days. I only disappeared for an afternoon, but how long were you gone?"
Listening to Su Qiqiao's words, Nan Jinnian felt speechless, and Su Qiqiao continued: "After I knew what you were going to do, did you have any thoughts about what would happen to me if you had any accidents?"
"If I hadn't called you after getting off the plane, and that woman hadn't answered the call, would I have been kept in the dark by you, and would you have to deal with all this by yourself?" Su Qiqiao's voice became increasingly cold, and even a hint of anger gradually rose in it.
"Qiaoqiao...I just want to..."
"Nan Jinnian, have you ever thought about this: if I didn't know about her existence, but she knew about me, and this person was in your house, then... if one day I found out myself, and I saw her when you were all at home, what do you think I would think? I know you didn't want me to misunderstand, but the misunderstanding had already begun from the moment you didn't tell me!"
Su Qiqiao squeezed his shoulders hard. Even though she felt like she was being unreasonable, she was still very angry. She was angry about why that woman could live in her house like a mistress, why the man in front of her never told her anything, and why he always assumed that what he wanted was what she wanted!?
Finally, Su Qiqiao stopped talking and silently walked away from Nan Jinnian's arms, then turned and looked out at the sea. "I... just want to protect you. I don't want you to get hurt..." Nan Jinnian said, head bowed like a child who had done something wrong. He reached out and took Su Qiqiao's hand. "I want you to have no worries or fears in the future, to be carefree and to be able to do whatever you want..."
"Nan Jinnian, what will we become in the future? I don't want a guardian angel, what I need is a husband who can advance and retreat with me and live with me... I don't need you to pity my past, nor do I want you to repent for the things you have done. I just want you to love me, respect me, and think of me in your heart!" Su Qiqiao's voice could no longer be suppressed.
She had long since stopped caring about the past, because once she indulged in the sorrow of the past, the future would only become more difficult. She did not want to carry hatred or obsession, she just wanted to live well in the present and spend the rest of her time with Nan Jinnian.
But... after so long, Su Qiqiao suddenly couldn't be sure whether the man in front of her was so nice to her because he was repenting or because he felt sorry for her?
At this moment, Nan Jinnian was suddenly stunned by Su Qiqiao's words. He loved Su Qiqiao, that was undeniable, and he truly regretted the wrong things he had done. He also cherished Su Qiqiao even more because of her past. But why did all this become repentance and pity for her in her eyes?!
Suddenly, he grabbed Su Qiqiao's shoulders, suppressed his emotions, and said in a deep voice: "Qiaoqiao, I want to protect you well, is that wrong?"
"No, you are not wrong, but I wish I could stand beside you instead of behind you! I hope we can walk side by side!" She shook her head, but the other party's strength was getting stronger and stronger.
Nan Jinnian continued, "You are the one I love the most and the only one I care about. I don't want you to get hurt..."
Su Qiqiao looked at him with disapproval. It turned out that there was a huge difference between them in their thoughts on how to treat each other!
"Let's stop here..." Su Qiqiao said solemnly, "There's no point in arguing like this any further."
"Qiaoqiao, I just want to know, do you... love me now?" Nan Jinnian stared at her with his brows tightly furrowed.
However, Su Qiqiao turned her head away: "I don't know what I love now..."
She suddenly became confused. She used to be very sure that she loved Nan Jinnian, but... now, when they encountered problems, the way they dealt with them and the actions they took were completely inconsistent.
She once read a sentence... Being together is not just because of love... Love is not everything for two people. When love fades away with the passage of time, what is left between them?
And now, they were about to get married and had agreed to get the marriage certificate after the Spring Festival, but... now, she suddenly felt confused...
If they really get married...what else is there between them besides love?
Looking at Su Qiqiao, Nan Jinnian's heart could not calm down. He suddenly felt that the person in front of him would leave him at any time...
"Okay, can we put this matter aside for now?" Nan Jinnian suppressed his panic and said calmly.
Seeing this, Su Qiqiao nodded and said, "Okay..."
The two of them paused their quarrel with their own thoughts, but once some things came to the fore, there would inevitably be a gap in their relationship unless the matter was truly resolved.
Nan Jinnian sent Su Qiqiao back to the new house he had prepared before, which was the house he had originally intended to be their home.
This is where Su Qiqiao and Nan Jinnian reunited two years later and have been together ever since. Even though they each had their own concerns at the time, they still got along quite well.
After returning, Nan Jinnian wanted to prepare dinner, but Su Qiqiao pushed him onto the sofa and said, "Let me do it."
As he said that, he walked to the kitchen. Nan Jinnian had been living here these days. This morning, because he was going to return the document to Nan's house, he accidentally left his cell phone at Nan's house, which led to what happened later.
The refrigerator is filled with things prepared by Aunt Huang, and Aunt Huang has been here to clean and take care of Nan Jinnian these days, so there is no need to worry about not having dinner tonight.
After simply making two dishes, he saw Nan Jinnian lying on the sofa and fell asleep. At this time, Su Qiqiao realized that the person on the sofa was only wearing a thick shirt and not even a coat, and Nan Jinnian's face was flushed.
Seeing this, Su Qiqiao hurried over to check and touched his forehead, and found that he really had a fever!
For a moment, Su Qiqiao felt anxious. This afternoon, she was a little excited, too impulsive, and even... a little unreasonable.
No matter what... she shouldn't question his feelings for her, because he treats her better than he treats himself...
Looking at the man with a fever on the sofa, Su Qiqiao quickly ran to the TV cabinet to look for antipyretics. Fortunately, Aunt Huang usually kept some cold medicines and treatment boxes at home, so Su Qiqiao quickly found a box of antipyretics.
But I have to eat something to reduce the fever, otherwise it will irritate my stomach, and this guy's stomach is not very good...
Seeing this, Su Qiqiao had to mash the rice and then pour some warm water into it and stir it, and then it became a bowl of rice porridge.
"Anan, get up and eat something first..." Su Qiqiao put the rice porridge on the coffee table and called Nan Jinnian.
However, Nan Jinnian hugged Su Qiqiao as if he was delirious: "Qiaoqiao... I love you... Qiaoqiao... don't go... please don't go..."
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