【382】Terrible memories



From her eyes, he could read the hope and anxiety that she had hidden for many years, as well as the question that she could never ask.

"Is Yuan'er still alive?"

Wei Jie knew that Shangguan Qingxi had not had a good time in recent years, and she didn't even dare to appear in front of him.

I’m afraid that seeing her will remind me of Ling Yuan and that heartbreaking memory.

Although that incident could not be entirely blamed on her, after all, it was he, not her, who forced Ling Yuan.

But no matter what the truth is, the result is already determined, and both mother and son cannot escape blame.

No matter how great Wei Jie was, he could not forget the tragedy caused by her.

He may not say it, but over the years he has unknowingly proved through his actions that his heart has long since shifted to Ling Yuan's side.

Unless Shangguan Qingxi contacts him, he will not take the initiative to meet her.

He knew how unfair it was for him to do so, but the fact was indeed as Shangguan Qingxi had thought. Ling Yuan's death, whether true or false, had long become an indelible nightmare in Wei Jie's mind.

And Shangguan Qingxi just happened to be the one who could remind him of the beginning of this terrible nightmare.

Therefore, not only Shangguan herself was reluctant to see him, but he also tried every means to avoid her.

Three years may be just a blink of an eye for others, but for him, it was more torment and pain than imprisonment.

In order to prevent himself from thinking too much, he spent almost all his time practicing and killing these zombies.

Because of special channels, he was able to practice within the Dragon Empire.

Three years is neither long nor short, but it is enough for a man who has only waiting in his life to make the most of all his time.

It's not that he wasn't afraid and hesitant in his heart. He didn't even know if his waiting would be in vain, let alone what would be waiting for him three years later.

The only thing he can do is to practice continuously. Only when he becomes strong can he protect the people he wants to protect.

For three years, he tried every possible way to find out Ling Yuan's whereabouts, and even moved the low-key Mingyu to the Dragon Empire just to find out her whereabouts.

But the result undoubtedly disappointed him.

Despite the full support of Zi He, the eldest senior brother, the second senior brother and others, and Ming Yu's willingness to turn darkness into light, Ling Yuan seemed to have disappeared without a trace.

He couldn't even guess who had kidnapped Ling Yuan that night.

Until the zombie poison breaks out again, until the Dragon Empire fully supports the Four Continents, until...

The eldest and second eldest brothers found the two young men who appeared in his Youyue Lake that year.

Using the Ling family as a clue and the dark spots on Ling Yuan's body as a breakthrough, they finally found the Goddess Clan.

Although they found the Goddess Clan, they still couldn't find any clues about Ling Yuan, and this even exposed them.

After being discovered by the other party, they became even more sensitive and vigilant, and even the Ling family and the Lin family were cut off from all contact.

Wei Jie had no choice but to think of this method, because the other party had promised to visit him in three years.

Over the years, they have sought help from the Dragon Empire many times, but to the end, they have never found the person he was looking for.

This time, he didn't even have any hope. Even though the other party was from the goddess clan, he had never been so bold to think that the person who came was the one he had been thinking about.

However, when she appeared in the sky above their Siyou Kingdom riding a white dragon, Wei Jie found that his heart was inexplicably panicked and beating, and even his eyes became inexplicably sore.

What is he feeling moved by? What is he excited about?

The uncontrollable emotions that burst out affected his intuitive judgment. Especially when he saw the black-clothed girl on the back of the silver dragon, he inexplicably made the boldest guess in his life.

He still remembers the silver dragon, the huge silver dragon that appeared in the dark forest that year.

He found it strange that the dragon did not hurt them, especially when there was such a good opportunity.

There was also the girl in black clothes and black skirt, about fifteen or sixteen years old. Even though she was wearing a black veil, her familiar eyes instantly pulled him into his memory. Almost in that instant, he confirmed her identity.

It's her, it must be her.

She likes black, she likes to wear black dresses, and her clear eyes that can cleanse people's hearts, even though they are now placed on a body that is almost completely different from hers, he was able to confirm her identity almost in a second.

She has changed. Three years later, she has become thinner, her skin color has become more normal, and her appearance has become more refined. Even through a hazy veil, one can still see her perfect contours and lines.

He became more beautiful and stronger, but it was as if I didn't recognize him anymore.

Wei Jie became anxious and tried his best to surround her and make his presence felt, but she deliberately ignored him and avoided him.

Not even giving him a chance to make direct eye contact with her.

From his certainty at the beginning to his nervousness and uneasiness at this moment, Wei Jie never doubted his own guess. In fact, because of Ling Yuan's various actions, his anxious heart gradually calmed down.

She didn't want to acknowledge him? Was she still angry with herself?

However, she still came back to support Siyouguo, to support him, and to protect the people of Siyouguo.

Ling Yuan is still the same Ling Yuan. She has not changed at all. Even though her appearance has changed, her simple and kind heart seems to have never changed.

Wei Jie was excited, and when he was excited, he would do things that he himself could not have expected. For example, he found that he had learned how to pester, how to pester, how to please, and how to curry favor with others...

Although he was beaten and scolded by her until his head was bleeding, he did not feel sad in his heart. Instead, he became more and more courageous.

The fact that his Yuan'er was willing to be angry and waste time on him meant that she still had him in her heart and was still thinking about him.

Fortunately, her ambiguous words have indirectly acknowledged her identity.

In fact, even if she didn't admit it, he wouldn't admit his mistake.

The scent on her body, her every frown and smile, all carry the unique traces of Ling Yuan.

This is an indisputable fact, and it is also a special memory that he has always been reluctant to forget.

All these years, he had been afraid that when he saw her again, she would forget him and regard him as a stranger.

However, a person's real amnesia and pretending to have amnesia are two completely different reactions. With the naked eye and your familiarity with the person, you can definitely feel it and there are traces to follow.

Especially in recent years, Wei Jie has no other hobbies but to indulge in terrible nostalgia. He even engraved all the memories of Ling Yuan on the portrait. She in his mind will only be deeper and more unforgettable than before.

When he saw her again, familiar memories came flooding back. The familiar body language would unconsciously exude a unique charm. Even if he wanted to ignore it, the alarm bell of memory would subconsciously ring.

This is his Yuaner, his genuine, one-of-a-kind Yuaner!

As long as she was still alive, and she was still standing in front of him, he wouldn't mind even if she left his sight again.

Because he knew that in the future, if he wanted to catch up with the love he had lost, he would have to pay much more than Ling Yuan did back then...

It was enough for him to know that she was still alive.

As for the rest, he will use himself to prove that Yuan'er is his, no matter in the past, present or future, she belongs to him, Wei Jie alone.

Therefore, although Ling Yuan left, she also took away someone's worried heart. Fortunately, it is comforting that the heart that was always hanging in the air can finally be put down now.

Because, his Yuan'er, really came back.

With Ling Yuan's return, Wei Jie's attitude towards Shangguan Qingxi no longer became as stiff as before, and he even nodded in cooperation.

"Yes, it's her. She's back. My Yuan'er is finally back."

Despite his confirmation, Shangguan still felt that the reality was a little unreal, especially the rumors she heard about two completely different people. She couldn't understand how Wei Jie could connect this person to Yuan'er?

Could it be that Wei Jie fell into a terrible fantasy because he missed his wife so much?

Thinking of this, Shangguan couldn't help but ask, "But what does Yuan'er look like? Many people know her. That girl, Mingming..."

"Yuan'er grew up the way she did before because she was poisoned. Don't you know?"

Wei Li and Shangguan exchanged glances at the same time. "I know, but Jie'er, the Yuan'er back then, she has already rotted away. How could it be possible..."

Being alive is already unbelievable, and if something else happens to be completely changed, how can people believe it?

This is simply incredible!

Shangguan Qingxi was not unwilling to believe. On the contrary, she was very willing to believe it and even wanted to explain to Ling Yuan in person the regrets she had left behind.

But the prerequisite is that she has to believe that the person is indeed Ling Yuan!

虽说她是重生之人,对于这个世界来说,已经是个异类,但让她去相信肉身腐烂的人会活生生站在她面前,委实有些难以置信。

“不管你们相不相信,反正在我眼里,那就是她。”

两人的表情,卫玠看在眼里,却也并不放在心上。

他能够认出她,全凭以往的点滴记忆,还有第三方给予的希望。

而他们,在亲眼目睹了灵鸢肉身腐烂之后,还能相信人活着?

如果设身处地想一想,他也未必会相信吧?

所以,他很理解他们此刻的心情,而他也不指望其他人会不会相信,他只要知道她还活着,这就够了。

但上官不死心啊,好不容易得到灵鸢的消息,她如何会被卫玠三言两语的打发?

“怎么回事?你把话说清楚,你是如何肯定那是鸢儿的?”

她好恨,恨自己关键时刻怎会在城里,没有出现在战场上?

哪怕是站在城楼之上,也能一睹鸢儿的风采啊!

“是就是,不是就是不是,哪里还要来问为什么?就比如卫瑜琛,他都已经变成那个德性了,你还不是能够认得出来?”

被卫玠这么一堵,上官晴曦飞快的扫了一眼旁边的卫璃,而后深深的剜了他一眼。

“他怎么能和鸢儿相提并论?一个连死都要祸害人的人,早已经不配称之为人了!”

卫瑜琛的下场,无疑是凄惨无比的,可是在座之人,没有谁会怜悯他。

哪怕那些毒素并非他的主观意识,可悲剧已经酿成,人们只会归结于他的身上,而非再去数落龙坤的不是。

此时此刻提及卫瑜琛,气氛明显变的有些不太一样,好在母子俩如今在面对这个人的时候,早已能够用心平气和来对待了。

试问,如果一个应该被别人恨之入骨的人,逐渐淡出人们的视线的时候,那就真的说明这个人不重要了。

无错版本在69书吧读!6=9+书_吧首发本小说。

一个连恨都不存在的人,又有谁会去记得他呢?

无疑,卫瑜琛这个人,算是司幽国历史上,死的最是让百姓恨而不甘的一位皇帝吧?

他死了就死了,一了百了,可是他所带来的危难,却让司幽国的百姓在长达一两年的时间里,都活在了病毒的侵蚀之下。

他早已不是人们心中敬仰的所在,而是比过街老鼠还要惹人痛恨厌恶的祸国罪人。

与人相对比,卫瑜琛还能够被人们厌恶的提起来,可是仇贞,却连臭名远扬的机会都没有。

卫瑜琛没有资格安葬帝陵,这个仇贞,一个区区妾室,却是被一张破草席卷起来,与那些丧尸一起,被化为灰烬,连一粒粉尘都没能留下。

自然,也不可能出现在司幽国皇室的族谱当中。

这个结果,上官晴曦很是满意,尤其,在新帝登基之后,杜家也被翻了案,使得昔日那些被连累的家族,也能真正的站在阳光之下。

哪怕这个仇他们积攒多年,没能爆发,可是这个结果,却已经慰藉了那些逝去的亡灵。

再加上新皇亲自写了长达近万字的悔过文昭告天下,亲自尚访每一家每一户,亲自上香,叩拜。

这一系列的动作,比之始作俑者卫瑜琛,不可谓不英明,不可谓不仁心,也不可谓拿得起放得下。

丧尸之毒已经全面爆发,整片四方大陆即将面临灭绝的危机。

可是新皇不但没有搞特权,甚至和老百姓吃住在一起,将国库多年的存粮都拿出来照顾老百姓,这样的大仁大义,早已感化了司幽国上上下下。

尽管卫陌只是做了他应该做的事,可人们心中新皇的地位,早已远超努力了十几年的卫瑜琛。

比起卫瑜琛的心狠手辣,不留余地,新皇可谓是历史上最为体贴民心,也最为大公无私的皇帝。

也许适逢国难当头,也许是因为生灵涂太,使得活着的人,渐渐开始凝聚起来,团结一心。

这才使得抗击丧尸的过程越发的顺利,越发的众志成城。

可自打暴乱之后,粮食就没有人去种植,这么多张嘴,仅靠各个城池,各个家族之间的捐赠,那是远远不够的。

也幸而龙帝国适时的捐赠粮食,蔬菜瓜果等供给给每一个城池,否则他们即便不被丧尸给咬死,也会被困死。

就像这一次,同样也是因为龙帝国的支援,他们才能够转危为安。

可是提及前来支援的人,上官晴曦再度陷入了沉思。

卫玠刚刚的举例,是想告诉她,当你真正熟悉一个人的时候,是不管她变成什么模样,你都能认出他来。

也就是说,卫玠的直觉是准确,是靠谱的。

而灵鸢也中毒十几年,那么,是不是也可以理解为,她之所以变成如今这个样子,是因为毒解了的缘故?

可若是毒解,所带来的改变,是不是也太夸张了一点?

要知道,当年她的尸体可都腐烂了啊,怎么还能活的过来?

上官晴曦此时此刻,无疑是抓狂,是崩溃的。

她一巴掌拍在卫玠面前的桌子上,双掌支撑,咬牙切齿的看着他:“你就不能给我一个可以彻底放下心的理由?”

卫玠抿了抿薄唇,抬眸看向她:“我完全凭感觉,感觉这种东西,可说不清道不明。所以很抱歉,这颗定心丸,怕是吃不到。”

上官有些失落的垂了眸,“无妨,我可以等,只要她还活着,我不介意一直等下去。”

一旁的卫璃想要说什么,却被上官一巴掌挥开,斜眼瞪他。

“你也必须同意,否则我们的婚事取消。”

卫璃张开的嘴巴,倏然间紧闭上,再不多说一个字。

卫玠看着他们,有些无奈,“你们这是何苦呢?就算我找到了她的人,她也未必会跟我回来,这个过程是漫长的,你们根本不需要这么做,”

“你错了,我这条命是鸢儿帮我捡回来的,我若是抛弃了她,只顾自己的幸福,即便我嫁给了他,我也不会幸福。”

上官晴曦决绝的拒绝,接着,她目光肃然的看向一旁沉默不语的卫璃。

“我也不想耽误你,你若是,”

“你在胡说些什么?我们已经定了婚事,难不成还能反悔?这辈子除了你,我谁也不会娶。”

说完,好像还觉得力度不够,直接对她道:“你不用顾及我,不管多久,我都会等下去,这是我们应该做的,应该去面对的。”

上官感激的看了他一眼,“谢谢你,璃。”

卫璃走到她身边,轻轻的捏了捏她的脸,“傻瓜,十几年我都等了,还差这几年吗?”

卫玠在一旁看着两人,脸色阴沉的能滴出水来:“若是没什么事的话,你们还是走吧!”

在这这里撒狗粮,丫的给谁看呢?

成心让他难堪的吗?

“走什么走?我还没问你呢,既然你已经知道鸢儿的下落,为什么还不追?待在这里做什么?”

卫玠淡淡的扫了她一眼,“我还不能走,追老婆固然重要,但是目前司幽国正处在危急时刻,我不可能撂下这么多人,独自离开。”

男人有男人的原则,尤其在国家大义面前,个人的利益取舍根本算不得什么。

“你总不能尸毒一日不解,你就一日不离开吧?”

卫玠的眉头刹那间皱了起来,“也不知道龙帝国的那些大夫们,研究的怎么样了,这都一年零八个月了,还是一点进展都没有,这样下去,迟早会祸及龙帝国。”

四方大陆上生灵涂太,别说人了,动物也同样受到了祸害。

为了龙帝国免受感染,现在就连飞禽走兽,也严加管理了起来,可是这样,又岂是长久之计?

他们说得对,如若尸毒一日不解,难道他要留在这里一辈子不成?

“你赶紧去忙你的,咱们这里也不是没有人,你就放心离开吧!”

卫璃走过去,拍拍卫玠的肩膀,“别让时间蹉跎了你们,女人的年华我们男人耗费不起。”

卫玠眸光一闪,豁然间抬了眸,看向对面的二人。

“既如此,司幽国的安危,就暂且交给你们了,”

卫玠离开摄政王府,进宫禀明卫陌之后,就回王府下达各项命令。

翌日一早,卫玠骑着火凤凰离开了司幽国。

“你说,他能找到鸢儿吗?”

上官晴曦立在城楼之上,看着卫玠离开的方向,眼底满是担心。

“当然能,你难道就没发现?从他说那是鸢儿之后,他似乎就没担心过这个问题。”

“这就足以说明,他是知道她在哪里的,而且以他目前的实力,龙帝国又算得了什么?还不是想来就来,想去就去?”

上官晴曦目露担忧的双手合十,“愿上天保佑他们,别再让他们夫妻受苦受难了。”

卫璃站在她旁边,不由自主的摇了摇头,灵鸢会不会受苦他不知道,但是卫玠受苦,却是必然的。

依着灵鸢如今扑朔迷离的身份,只怕卫玠这趟寻妻之路,没有想象中的那般简单啊!

What bothered him most was that now it involved not only the misunderstandings between him and his wife, but also the various disputes in the Dragon Empire. Wei Jie might not be able to return for ten days or half a month.

He lowered his eyes to look at the zombie hordes outside the city that were raging despite being stopped. For the first time, he felt that the future was so far away.

I don’t know when these days will end.

Today, the Four Continents rely entirely on the support of the Dragon Empire. If one day they cut off the supply to the Four Continents, will the Four Continents still have a chance to exist?

Moreover, based on the current national strength, let alone the four countries, even if the surrounding ethnic groups that are not worthy of being considered countries are included, the total population is not as many as that of one country in the past.

The Four Continents are no longer the four-powerful world they were more than a year ago. Under these circumstances, they seem to have only this one choice left -

That is to combine the scattered parts into a whole, to gather the four countries and the remaining small races together and unite them into one.


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