Chapter 8
When Li Miao hugged Guan Shiyun, she felt that there was nothing more satisfying than this moment. She buried her head in the crook of Guan Shiyun's neck. Just smelling this scent made her so happy. What would it be like to take a bite?
Li Miao really wanted to try it, but she thought it might hurt if she bit into it. She thought a small sip would be fine, and if that didn't work, she could just lightly brush it with the tip of her tongue. She wondered if other parts of her mouth were as sweet as this. She really felt like she was being mesmerized by the aroma.
Just as Li Miao was pondering whether to give it a light taste with the tip of her tongue, a kiss gently landed. Li Miao felt the person kissing her was very gentle, which made her squint her eyes in comfort. The pleasure was like a gentle hand caressing her, from the top of her head down her spine. Her heart moved as she pleased, and her tongue lightly swept across her slender neck, pecking at every inch. But why did she feel increasingly unsatisfied the more she did this?
"Hiss, no..."
Guan Shiyun gently pushed Li Miao away, placing her hand on her shoulder to try and create some distance between them. Her calmed heart was stirred up again by Li Miao.
Li Miao, who was pushed away, was only stunned for a moment before she turned over, grabbed the hand that had pushed her away, and intertwined her fingers with the hand that had pushed her away. They then pressed their fingers together against the pillow, tightly encircling Guan Shiyun in her arms.
The distance was too close; Guan Shiyun had nowhere to hide. Looking up at Li Miao, the girl's bright eyes were now misty, making her already alluring eyes even more watery. The desire in her eyes was like a tangible fire, burning fiercely. Those warm fingers played among her fingers, gently hooking and teasing, extremely seductive and ambiguous, as if extending an invitation to her.
"Li Miao".
As soon as she spoke, Guan Shiyun realized her voice was hoarse. She wanted to reach out and touch the girl's face to calm her down, but found she couldn't move at all. The culprit noticed her movement, tightened her grip with her fingers, pinning her firmly in place, and slowly rubbed her palm against hers.
"Li Miao!"
Torn between desire and reason, Guan Shiyun took a deep breath, trying to regain her composure.
"Now is not the right time. This is too fast, at least..."
At least wait until her girl gets what she wants and has the confidence to leave her, then...
"Hmm"
Before she could finish speaking, Li Miao cut her off. Li Miao didn't want to hear the rest of the words, at least not! Staring at those alluring lips opening and closing, all she wanted was a kiss.
It was indeed sweet. Their breaths mingled, and Li Miao felt as if she were immersed in the fragrant scent. The feeling of kissing was wonderful. Her heart felt like it was filled with popping candy, crackling and popping. Where else could it be besides the nape of her neck and lips?
Thinking of this, Li Miao stepped back slightly, her gaze tracing Guan Shiyun's face. So beautiful, her cheeks were like a sunset glow, and her gentle eyes were now glistening with dewdrops, as if she had secretly eaten a candy figurine, with a strand of candy still hanging on the corner of her mouth as evidence.
"Sister, you clearly want to kiss me too."
After saying that, Li Miao followed her heart and began to describe and search. Her nose swept over the tempting scent, sometimes real, sometimes fake. The little cat, not daring to miss anything, waited patiently, ready to strike at any moment.
Guan Shiyun felt like she was going crazy. The fact that she was burning with desire was immediately apparent to Li Miao. She couldn't face herself in this state; her reason had been overwhelmed by desire. It was so quiet. The kitten nestled against her chest invited her to play, and she indulged in her own ecstasy. Her body was burning hot; she could hear her own breathing, and her skin screamed in response with longing.
She wanted to be honest with herself, but she couldn't. She shelved her desires, hid her sharp edges behind a mask, and slowly sculpted herself into the perfect form for battle, enduring hardship and despair. But now—
Guan Shiyun used the last shred of her sanity to muster her remaining strength to push Li Miao away.
The kitten, whose invitation had been rejected, looked innocently into Guan Shiyun's eyes, trying to find some evidence that she didn't want to. The kitten didn't understand why. It could clearly feel that she wanted to, just like it. If she wanted to, why did she reject her invitation?
"Sister, don't you really want to kiss me? I really want to kiss you, so much."
Li Miao lowered her head, pressing her forehead against Guan Shiyun's, as if this would help her understand what Guan Shiyun was thinking and why she had rejected her invitation. She felt wronged. Guan Shiyun closed her eyes and listened to this aggrieved yet direct plea for pleasure, trying to break free from the chains she had placed on herself, quietly listening to the sound of the chains called reason breaking inch by inch.
She opened her eyes, a surge of desire welling up within her, a yearning that mingled with a desperate struggle. Her pale arms finally encircled his neck, a sigh of contentment washing over her. She tried to give up the struggle, to let herself revel in the sea of desire. Their breaths mingled, a mixture of drowning, suffocation, and a sense of rebirth washing over them.
The web of desire woven by Li Miao tightly trapped her sanity, and she looked at the longing in Li Miao's eyes for her.
"Snap"—reason breaks down.
Guan Shiyun seemed to be under a spell, raising her neck and offering a kiss to those lips.
Guan Shiyun's initiative was like a fuse, instantly igniting Li Miao's heart. Fireworks bloomed in her heart, a vibrant and colorful display, bringing her to the peak of pleasure and satisfaction. This kiss was sweeter and more tender than before, making every inch of her skin tremble. She was so happy she was at a loss for words. Her hands, both gentle and eager, lifted the back of Guan Shiyun's head, pressing her forcefully against her, wanting to be closer, even closer, desperately entwined together, to feel her breath, her heartbeat, her body temperature...
Guan Shiyun picked up her phone and glanced at the time. Great, 3:30. After she resignedly kissed him, what awaited her was an endless barrage of "one more time." She had hoped to stop after a brief encounter, then have a heart-to-heart talk and learn more about the kitten.
—What a load of rubbish!
He would kiss her whenever he wanted to talk, and then it would be "Sister, one more time," "One more time, okay?" "One more time," and he would keep doing this until he stopped asking her anything!
Let's do it again...
Unable to refuse or escape, Guan Shiyun couldn't understand how someone of similar height and build could be so much stronger. Trying to escape would only result in her being caught and subjected to even more intense treatment. Guan Shiyun gritted her teeth, becoming more excited the more familiar she was with Li Miao's sensitivity. She tried harder to continue exploring, and as she became more skilled, the intervals between encounters became shorter and shorter. In the end, before the afterglow of the previous wave had even subsided, she was pulled into the next one, which she simply couldn't withstand.
Guan Shiyun rubbed her forehead and glared at the little rascal. He was lying there naked without even covering himself with the blanket. She glanced at the pajamas scattered all over the floor and the messy bed. She couldn't look directly at it. He was covered in sticky sweat, and she couldn't tell whose sweat it was. She needed to take a shower to calm herself down and get away from this place where the ambiguous atmosphere still lingered. She gently patted Li Miao's head.
"How about you go take a shower, then go to bed?"
"No, I'm so tired."
To show her refusal, Li Miao turned her head away, no longer looking at Guan Shiyun. Li Miao was a little sullen; if she hadn't seen Guan Shiyun truly unable to bear it and on the verge of exploding, she could have continued. Humph!
Luckily, she was clever enough to flip the person over, cover their mouth, and do it again. Since no one could see her expression or hear her scolding, they didn't know that Guan Shiyun was about to get angry.
And there's a new discovery: Guan Shiyun's back is so beautiful! Her waistline is even more drool-worthy when seen from behind, and it undulates with her movements. Wow, she smells so good that I couldn't resist taking a few bites.
"You're so tired?? How dare you say you're so tired?!"
She blurted it out, and this time Guan Shiyun really couldn't hold back—she exploded! Did she not want to stop? Did she want to stay up this late?
"Why should I be embarrassed! I've been doing all the work, aren't you happy, sister? You clearly..."
Guan Shiyun immediately covered Li Miao's mouth and manually muted her microphone. She really could say anything without any shame. I remember the first thing I heard her say was that she was spouting nonsense.
She actually quite liked that sense of self-righteousness, that feeling of not being held back by shame. She knew that the sense of shame she felt was imposed on her by her environment, but she still couldn't get rid of it, and couldn't face her desires without shame.
She didn't want to change Li Miao, but she also needed time to calm down. She could bury her head in the sand and let her have some peace and quiet. This day had been too much for her; she really couldn't take it anymore.
"Are you really not going to wash? I'll go sleep in the guest room later, I'm afraid you'll come close to me."
"Fine, I'll shower! I want to shower together!"
Guan Shiyun smiled, "Very well, you've been fooled."
…
Looking at herself in the mirror, Guan Shiyun felt like she had brought this upon herself. If she didn't want to wash, she didn't have to. She could just leave her in the guest room. It would be better than being so honest with herself now. Li Miao was the one who was fooled, and she was the one who was embarrassed.
Was she slept with so much that she was covered in sores? Arms, legs, chest, neck... even chickenpox wouldn't have covered her whole body like this, right? And her back too... Guan Shiyun must be grinding her teeth to dust.
"Didn't you want to take a shower? Why aren't you moving, sister? I told you if you're too tired, don't shower. Even if you're clean, there's no need to make things so difficult for yourself. I'll shower you."
As Li Miao spoke, she began applying shower gel to Guan Shiyun, her eyes focused and her hands and feet nimble, not missing a single opportunity.
Exhausted, Guan Shiyun really didn't want to say a word, letting Li Miao do whatever she wanted to her while she bathed her. What was that saying again: Unfinished problems will keep recurring until you give a new answer.
That's so incredibly true! I came to take a shower to escape the ambiguous atmosphere of the messy bed, but what I found in the bathroom…
Guan Shiyun took a deep breath, giving herself some psychological counseling. It's okay, it's okay, life is short and will pass quickly.
…
"Take it away, go to sleep." *Slap*, Li Miao's hand was slapped.
"don't want."
After four hours of exploration, Li Miao discovered that Guan Shiyun smelled wonderful all over, but the strongest fragrance was coming from her neck and this area. She didn't want to move away from it at all. After saying that, she pinched it again. She wondered if Guan Shiyun was like the characters in TV dramas, some kind of flower or grass that had become a spirit.
"Sister, are you a fairy in disguise?"
"If I hit you, you'll say I'm a demon in disguise. If you want to move out, just say so."
"Hmph, you're angry again. You change your attitude so quickly."
"Shut up and go to sleep."
"I don't want to sleep, sister. What were you trying to say when we were doing that just now?"
“…”
Why wait until now to ask what you want to say? She really didn't want to hear any more words about this! After thinking about tomorrow and today's schedule, which included a drinking party in the evening, Guan Shiyun changed the subject.
"Is there anything you want to do, or any hobby you have?"
What do you want to do? Can I say I want to do it again? Her guilty little hands clenched again. Right now, all she wanted to do was stick to Guan Shiyun and kiss and hug her. She hadn't explored everything yet. Li Miao knew that if she said it out loud, she probably wouldn't even have to wait until tomorrow; she could move out tonight.
"No, I don't want to go to work. I just want to eat and sleep, and sleep and eat."
Guan Shiyun nodded slightly, indicating that it made a lot of sense. She had also had such a dream, and Li Miao had achieved it through hard work, but that wouldn't do.
"And what are your hobbies? What do you like?"
"Does liking to dance count?" Li Miao looked up to see Guan Shiyun, but the lights were off and she couldn't see her.
"Of course it counts. Can you dance?"
"No, I haven't learned it, but I want to."
Li Miao thought of the dance programs she saw on TV when she was a child. Compared to the complicated language that she couldn't understand, the dance movements that were expressed directly by the body made it easier for people to feel free and happy. That feeling was wonderful, and she also wanted to stretch her body like that to express herself and make everyone who saw her praise her.
Guan Shiyun thought about it for a moment. Making money through dance was still a bit difficult for her with zero experience. Her age and physical flexibility were issues. She should think about it some more. It was best to just treat it as a hobby.
"It's never too late to learn anything, but it might be a bit tough. How old are you this year?"
Upon hearing her age, Li Miao's heart skipped a beat, and she became wary! How old should she be? She couldn't be too young, or she would be disliked. Being a few years younger might be considered youthful and beautiful, but if she was too old, she would be seen as childish.
"Twenty, twenty-three?" Three years younger would be just right, Li Miao thought.
"20? 23? Tell the truth." Guan Shiyun asked again as Li Miao stammered.
“If I tell the truth, you’ll definitely find it offensive, so why should I tell the truth? Besides, when you’re out in the world, you give yourself your identity. If I say it’s 23, then it’s 23.” Li Miao remained confident and made the lie sound perfectly natural.
"Okay, so you can choose your own identity and customize your age, right? Sure, let me ask you another question: what is your bone age? Tell me the truth."
Li Miao thought she couldn't avoid it any longer; she might escape it today, but she couldn't escape it tomorrow. But the fact was that she was young and beautiful, so why was she feeling guilty? "Ha, I'm just scaring myself," she said in a self-righteous whisper.
18.
"How much?!" Guan Shiyun wondered if there was something wrong with her ears.
18.
Li Miao repeated herself, her voice even softer. Hearing Guan Shiyun's hoarse voice suddenly become sharp, she dared not speak loudly. Guan Shiyun suddenly sat up in bed, reached out and turned on the bedside lamp, trying to discern from Li Miao's expression whether she was lying.
She knew Li Miao was young, but she wasn't exactly old either. Five years or less was acceptable, but 18 was a different story. So, was she almost going to jail? No, no, no, she was the one lying in bed. No, no, no, was she being "stirred up" by such a tender young man? And for almost four hours?
Li Miao was thrown out of his arms, her brows furrowing and lips pouting involuntarily, looking resentful. Surprised? Fine, you can talk to her while I'm holding her, but you throw her out instead.
"I always tell people I'm 23, but my ID card says I'm 18. If I were to go by my birthday, I'd be 19 soon."
Guan Shiyun covered her face with her hands, utterly unable to accept what had happened. She recalled the events of the night, her current voice, and the marks on her body. Heaven above, the devout Guan Shiyun sincerely prayed for time to turn back, but the meowing sounds in her ears kept reminding her to face reality.
"I told you I couldn't tell the truth. My bone age is a little young, but I can become 23, and no one would suspect anything..."
"Besides, I'm so young and beautiful, 23 with the body of an 18, you're not at a disadvantage at all. Sister, why don't you touch me? Doesn't it feel good...?"
"Besides, you were clearly really enjoying it just now, weren't you having a blast? And you were begging me..."
"Sister, stop thinking about it. Why are you covering your face? Hug me, I'm so sleepy..."
Guan Shiyun wanted to speak, but didn't know what to say. She opened and closed her mouth repeatedly, but no words came out.
Forget it, I should just go to sleep. Maybe I'll wake up and find it was all a dream? Maybe my prayers will come true when I wake up?
commit a sin…
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