Chapter 400 Are You Punishing Me or Yourself?



This realization made Lu Yunxiao's expression a little better. At that time, he thought that she might still be upset with him because he had hidden something from Yu Yan, and didn't want to pay attention to him.

Everyone has bad moods sometimes, Lu Yunxiao knew this, so he didn't force her. He wanted to be quiet for a while. So he gave her time to calm down.

Before he left, he told her not to stay on the balcony for a long time, as her body couldn't stand the weather. She didn't reply to him, so he went downstairs and talked to the servant to heat up the breakfast for her to eat when she came down.

The company has an important collaboration today, so he won't be back at noon and will be busy until dark.

When we returned to the villa, we realized that this person had not come down all day and had not eaten anything.

I couldn't help but feel a little angry and hurried upstairs. This was the scene I saw. The person on the sofa was still in the same position, with her thin pajamas still on her body. However, a day had passed, and it was impossible for the pajamas to still be warm.

Lu Yunxiao walked up to her, his face already showing an indescribable coldness. However, because she was still angry, he couldn't say anything harsh, so he had to suppress his temper.

He said in a cold voice: "Wash up and eat!"

The person on the sofa finally reacted, his eyes flickered, and he finally put down his legs that were curled up in front of his chest.

But because she had been holding this position for so long, her legs had already gone numb. The moment she started to move, it felt as if her legs were no longer her own.

Seeing her unbearable look, Lu Yunxiao finally felt distressed. Regardless of whether she was still angry with her or not, he directly picked her up and carried her horizontally onto the bed.

He placed his large hands on her legs, rubbing them harder to ease her pain.

"I know that I have made you angry by hiding something from Yu Yan. I admit that you are angry with me, but please don't punish me with yourself. You know I can't bear it."

The last sentence was spoken tenderly and painfully.

He knew that she was stubborn, and he also knew that she was loyal and righteous.

But he didn't expect that Yu Yan's matter would have such a big impact on her.

For the first time, he began to reflect on whether he had really done something wrong by helping Si Youli hide the secret from her.

Lu Yunxiao's palms were pressed on her legs, massaging her legs. His big hands with distinct joints looked extremely beautiful.

Bai You just watched the hands wandering over his legs and spoke slowly, "So this is what it feels like to hold one position for a long time. Your body becomes stiff, your mind becomes empty, as if you're living in a world without the distinction between day and night, lost in thought. This is what happens to a foolish person when they're daydreaming. Try it, and you'll find it's unbearable."

The voice was so soft that Lu Yunxiao couldn't tell whether the words were spoken to him or to himself.

The meaning of her words was not difficult to understand. The moment she finished speaking, Lu Yunxiao understood what she was saying.

Last night, he told her that when Yu Yan was demented, the situation was even more serious. She would maintain the same posture for a long time, even for a whole day, and would ignore anyone who spoke to her. Si Youli was really at his wit's end, so he thought of hypnosis.

He didn't think about what he said, and instead of making Bai You understand Si Youli, it made her turn her attention to Yu Yan.

So she sat on the balcony all day today, not to be angry with him, but simply to experience Yu Yan's state when he was stupid.

This realization made Lu Yunxiao angry and annoyed. He was angry that she had done such an outrageous and meaningless thing.

He was annoyed that he had been too busy with work and neglected her. He knew her personality very well and knew that she must be upset with him because of Yu Yan and would not listen to him and take good care of herself.

Let her torture herself into this state.

The force he applied on her legs couldn't help but increase a bit, and his tone was filled with unspeakable anger, but because he was holding it back, it wasn't very obvious.

"She couldn't bear the shock of her parents' death and became an idiot. You want to punish yourself and become an idiot too, right? Then, do I have to be like Si Youli, guarding an idiot and foolish person in the future?!"

Bai You looked up at him and said in an unknown tone: "Are you going to hypnotize me like Si Youli?"

Lu Yunxiao: "..."

It can be heard that this person is finding different ways to satirize them.

Lu Yunxiao frowned. He looked at her disapprovingly and tried to reason with her, "Xiaoxi, can you please be reasonable? Put yourself in Yu Yan's shoes and think about it. Is hypnosis really unforgivable? Look at her now. Her face is rosy and she looks much better than before. Is it really a good thing for her to remind her of the past? Do you want her to cling to those painful memories, become foolish and eventually become schizophrenic and spend her whole life in a mental hospital?"

Bai You pursed his lips and stopped talking.

In fact, she certainly didn't want Yu Yan to become what Lu Yunxiao said.

It would be such a pity if a good person became stupid.

It's not that I can't accept her forgetting the past and starting over, it's just that I feel that this kind of forgetfulness is too deliberate. Forgetting something deliberately designed by others is completely different from forgetting something accidentally.

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