The expression on Bai You's face was a bit profound. Yu Yan couldn't see through it or guess what it meant. How could someone who was fine just now suddenly become like this? Does the expression on her face mean that she is unhappy?
Yu Yan pursed her lips and said a little disappointedly: "Did I disturb you, or did what I said make you unhappy? If I did something wrong, please forgive me. I only have a rough memory of the past, and I have forgotten most of it. I have also forgotten how we got along in the past. I am sorry if I made you uncomfortable."
Bai You looked at Yu Yan, who was blaming herself to the bone, and couldn't help but smile. He reached out and held her hand, saying gently, "We were friends before, and we'll be friends in the future. It doesn't matter whether you remember it or not. If you forget the old memories, then we can create new ones. At worst, we can just be friends again."
Bai You's words were humorous and interesting. Yu Yan couldn't help but smile. Looking at her, his eyes were full of joy and his voice was cheerful. "I'm very happy to have a friend like you."
Bai You smiled, but his eyes were full of complexity. If she could be so happy and carefree for the rest of her life, it would be fine. But if she thought of the things in the past, she didn't know how she would blame her. And at that time, would those injuries turn into sharp swords, stabbing her body by the thousands?
No wonder that petty-minded man was willing to bring her here to see her. It turned out that he had already guessed her thoughts and knew that for Yu Yan's health, she would not rashly tell her the truth. Not only that, she would even help to conceal it.
That boy is really good at guessing people's thoughts.
Yu Yan liked Bai You very much. She felt more relaxed than ever when she was with her. This relaxation and comfort were something she hadn't experienced since she woke up. No one else, including Si Youli and her attending physician, had ever given her this.
When talking and chatting with her, she had a feeling of completely letting herself go. In front of her, she didn't need to hide herself and could say whatever she thought.
So when Bai You asked about her relationship with Si Youli, she hesitated briefly before slowly speaking, "Logically speaking, we've known each other for over ten years, been dating for years, and have even discussed marriage. But I don't feel a lover towards him. On the contrary, I'm a little afraid of him. I don't even know why I feel this way. Sometimes I even wonder if I'm terminally ill. Otherwise, how could I have this feeling? Moreover, there are some extremely unfamiliar fragments that sometimes flash through my mind. I really don't have any impression of those scenes, but I don't understand why they appear in my mind."
As Yu Yan spoke, her brows furrowed. It was obvious that this matter made her very troubled, and she had been troubled for a long time. When she met Bai You today, perhaps it was because the atmosphere was too harmonious, or perhaps it was because the person in front of her made her feel at ease, so she just blurted out all the things that were bothering her.
But it feels really good to say it out loud, like a big stone has been put down, and I feel a lot more relaxed.
Bai You listened to Yu Yan's leisurely voice and found it ridiculous. That man was really brave.
She looked at Yu Yan and asked, "You two have been in love for many years. Did he tell you this after you lost your memory?"
Yu Yan shook his head. "No, I just forgot some people and some things, but I haven't forgotten him. I haven't forgotten our relationship either. I just don't know why, after losing my memory, I don't seem to be that... nice to him."
Actually, she wanted to say "love." But after thinking about it, this word was even more unfamiliar, so she simply changed it to "good," but the meaning was similar.
Bai You thought that Si Youli was taking advantage of Yu Yan's amnesia to clear his name, and used tricks and means to deceive her that they were lovers.
But she didn't expect that the man was more shameless than she imagined. He directly implanted this modified memory into her during the hypnosis process. If he was not as thick-skinned as a city wall, he would not be able to do such a thing.
Bai You looked at Yu Yan who was still in a dilemma, and wanted to tell her all the facts regardless of the consequences. He wanted the previous Yu Yan to come back, but he didn't want the previous Yu Yan to be killed by Si Youli.
But after she said it, she might be stimulated, thinking of those things that made her afraid and disgusted, thinking of her troubled marriage, and thinking of the man lying next to her, who was the source of all her suffering.
The death of her parents would also be dug up, and she would recall the scene that drove her crazy. Who could guarantee that she would be able to accept these cruel memories at that time? No one could guarantee that these unknown things would not happen, so she couldn't be so selfish, couldn't take such a risk, and make this matter public. She couldn't bear the consequences.
Si Youli, Si Youli, you've become the executioner all by yourself. And you're still not satisfied, dragging me along with you to deceive this person who has nothing left? You're truly cruel.
Bai You closed his eyes, suppressing all the turbulent waves in his heart, then opened his eyes and put on a gentle smile again.
Looking at Yu Yan, he acted extremely casual and comforted her, "When I met you, you were already together. I never asked about your relationship, and I don't want to know the details. But always follow your heart. If you don't have feelings for him, then kick him out and find you a college student, or even a high school student."
The first part of her words was half true and half false, but the latter part was purely a joke. It seemed that she did not expect that the seemingly steady Bai You would come up with such an interesting thing. Yu Yan could not help but laughed.
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