Si Youli felt all of Yu Yan's fear, anxiety, and nervousness.
But this time, he did not let her go. There were some things that she could not resist forever. She had to get used to them. Once she got used to them, she would naturally like them.
Si Youli's eyes began to show tenderness. He held Bai You's hand with extra strength, as if he wanted to embed her into his body.
Yu Yan had never seen Si Youli like this before. It was like he had become a completely different person, which made people feel scared.
Si Youli's low and tender voice rang out from behind Yu Yan, "Yanyan, don't be nervous. I won't hurt you. I just want to hug you."
Yu Yan was half-believing and half-doubting, "It's just a hug."
Si Youli chuckled softly, then said, "Well, just a hug."
Today it's just a hug, but tonight I'm afraid...
Si Youli's eyes darkened, but he didn't say anything to the woman in his arms. He just smiled faintly. This was outside, and if he made her angry and she started quarreling with him, it would not be good.
After all, it would give people a chance to talk and make a fool of themselves. When they got home, they would close the door and it would be a matter between the two of them. At that time, even if she made a fuss or quarreled, what could she do? The outside world would not know.
It’s okay to wait a little longer, it’s okay.
When this thought came to his mind, Si Youli suddenly became much more affectionate. He hugged Yu Yan tightly and said, "Are you hungry? I'll take you to eat. After you finish eating, we'll go home."
Si Youli suddenly let go of her. She was like a fish stranded on the shore, suddenly returning to the water, and her whole body felt comfortable.
During the time he held her from behind, she couldn't control her whole body shaking, as if the person behind her was a poisonous snake, spitting out its tongue from behind, and she didn't know when it would come out and bite her.
This thought made her extremely frightened. She didn't know that in her subconscious mind, she had such a great fear of Si Youli. She didn't even understand where this fear came from. It was as if her limbs had memories and she subconsciously resisted every move of this man.
Why does she resist him? Is it because he hurt her before?
So what exactly is the kindness he is showing to her now?
Compensation, or kindness from the heart?
For the first time, Yu Yan became curious about his past memories.
How could I forget important things after a car accident? I only remember him and some messy things in the past.
Although it does not affect her current life, it still brings her convenience.
When she has time, she will secretly find a doctor to take a look. If she can get her previous memories back, that would be great. If not, then she has tried her best.
When he had this thought, Si Youli had already taken Yu Yan into the car. When the car started, Yu Yan realized belatedly that something was wrong.
The direction he was driving was not the direction home.
Yu Yan turned her head and looked at his face, which was particularly handsome outlined by the light. She pursed her lips and said in a calm voice: "Where are we going?"
Si Youli had a good temper. When he heard Yu Yan's words, he seemed to find them funny. He touched her hair lovingly and said softly, "Didn't I say I'd take you to eat something delicious?"
Yu Yan was not interested in the delicious food that Si Youli mentioned. In the past six months since she woke up, he had been particularly nice to her and almost granted her every request.
Naturally, she had never been treated badly in terms of food, and now she really had no appetite for food.
But she couldn't tell him this. She had always obeyed him. If she resisted, he would not like it. But in the current situation, it was not a wise decision to make him angry.
Forget it, just bear with it.
Bai You hid all his thoughts and sat in the passenger seat, becoming invisible.
She thought that as long as she followed his lead and didn't disobey him, her situation wouldn't be that embarrassing.
But she forgot that men's desire for women does not need to be satisfied or disobeyed, what they want is for it to happen naturally.
…
Si Youli took Yu Yan to a Western restaurant, which was romantic and full of atmosphere.
There was piano playing, the slow and pleasant music was like a ray of sunshine, instantly filling the entire restaurant, flowing in people's blood, and miraculously soothing people's impatient hearts.
Si Youli did not choose to take Yu Yan to the private room. They were originally in a place near the railing on the second floor, and the person playing the piano was right below them.
The woman, wearing a white dress and with her hair flowing down softly, had an exceptionally fresh and refined temperament, like a pure and innocent goddess or a fairy descended to the earth.
Yu Yan felt that the woman playing the piano had an indescribable temperament and was very cold. Suddenly, a line of poetry came to his mind: "She can only be admired from a distance and not played with."
Yu Yan subconsciously curled her lips. She was really good at describing people.
The smile on Yu Yan's face made Si Youli misunderstand that she liked the piano. He smiled gently, trying to please her, "Yanyan likes the piano?"
Yu Yan was stunned for a moment, then turned his gaze away calmly. While drinking, he said calmly: "I can't say I like her, but I just look at that woman. She has a very elegant temperament."
Si Youli smiled, a rare hint of seriousness in his voice, "My Yanyan is prettier than her, and her temperament is more outstanding than hers."
Yu Yan: “…”
Doesn't he feel any pressure at all when he deceives people with his hypocritical words?
In fact, Si Youli was not a man of words. Although Yu Yan now had a gentle temperament, a quiet and well-behaved appearance, and was as docile as a little white lotus.
But Yu Yan, who did not lose her memory, still had an outstanding temperament, and the word "outshining all others" was not an exaggeration when used to describe her.
So any woman would probably pale in comparison to her. She was cold, charming, and noble, just like a red rose in its most gorgeous bloom.
The one playing the piano downstairs is at best a chrysanthemum in autumn. She is pretty and has some temperament, but compared to her, she is still nothing.
Si Youli took a sip of water and suppressed the expression in his eyes.
It doesn’t matter what Yu Yan was like in the past. What matters is the Yu Yan of now, who is by his side, healthy and safe.
When Yu Yan and Si Youli were alone together, Yu Yan usually remained silent while Si Youli talked freely.
In fact, he was not talkative, but Yu Yan was too silent, so silent that people once suspected that he was mute.
Unless he took the initiative to talk to her, she would reply to him incoherently. If he didn't say anything, she would not be willing to speak at all.
Silence seemed to be the barrier she erected between them, with him on one side of the barrier and her on the other.
You can see the distance, but you can never touch it.
Si Youli glanced at Yu Yan and thought, she likes to remain silent, so let her keep it that way.
After tonight, I’m afraid I won’t be able to do it again.
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