Bai You did not notice Mu Sen's loss of composure. In fact, she felt worse than anyone else. She had witnessed the bright and beautiful Yu Yan, and the Yu Yan who was full of arrogance in every move.
I also witnessed Yu Yan gradually becoming lifeless and without a smile, from being lively to being numb, and now living like a puppet.
It is because I have witnessed Yu Yan who was so bright and dazzling, so when I see the Yu Yan now, I feel suffocated by heartache.
Yu Yan, who didn't know what worry was, eventually died in those hardships.
Bai You laughed self-deprecatingly. "Sometimes, I wonder if letting her remember everything would really be a disaster for her. Would she really be like before, unable to bear the blow and go crazy? I've thought a thousand times about telling her everything, but I don't dare to take that chance. What if she really goes crazy? What if she really commits suicide? I can only carefully help keep it a secret. Sometimes I feel like I'm an accomplice, an accomplice who has harmed her to this point."
"I've done enough bad things to her, and I've already let her down enough. I don't want to hide anything from her anymore. It's okay to tell her about her parents' death. If she really remembers it because of this, I can only say it's God's will."
Mu Sen didn't say anything. He was the one with the least right to speak about Yu Yan's affairs.
Family members are not family members, friends are not friends, what right do they have to point fingers at others? Even seeing her is extremely difficult.
Bai You leaned back in his chair, watching the scenery passing by quickly outside the window, his heart numb.
Mu Sen also felt bad, so he just drove numbly.
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Yu Yan had worked so hard to buy clothes, but she never had the chance to wear them out.
When Si Youli came home from get off work, he saw a bag of clothes on the bed. It was a fashion brand, nothing outstanding. The clothes he bought for Yu Yan were all the best, and he had never bought this brand before.
He frowned, took the clothes out of the bag, took a look at it, and immediately frowned.
The clothes are normal, but for some reason, I always feel that they don’t match Yu Yan’s aura.
When Yu Yan came out of the shower, she saw the clothes she and Bai You bought today. They were held in Si Youli's hands. The expression on his face was, well, how should I put it, it's hard to describe.
Yu Yan slowly put down the towel she was using to wipe her hair, pursed her lips, and said nervously, "I have to go to work the day after tomorrow, so I bought this specially. Doesn't it look good?"
Si Youli didn't say it directly, but just smiled faintly, took the towel from Yu Yan's hand, took her to sit on the bed, and gently wiped her hair. As he wiped, he said: "Why don't you try it later, let me see?"
Yu Yan was a little confused. She kept trying on a piece of clothing over and over again, but she didn't like it.
But she couldn't tell the man directly. After thinking about it, she made an excuse, "When I bought it today, I tried it with Chu Lanxi, and it fits perfectly."
The implication is that I don't want to try it today.
Si Youli smiled faintly, took her into his arms, and said softly: "Friends and husbands have different perspectives. Only when you wear it for me can I know whether this dress is suitable for work, right?"
It seems to make some sense.
Yu Yan did not refuse again and agreed.
He picked up his clothes and went to the cloakroom.
The moment she came out, Si Youli was extremely glad that he had made the decision to let her try on the clothes first. Otherwise, if he let her go to work wearing the clothes, he might have to lock her in the office and she wouldn't be able to go anywhere.
Si Youli's Adam's apple rolled up and down as he looked at Yu Yan, trying his best to control the excitement in his body and suppress the evil fire that suddenly burst out.
When Yu Yan saw Si Youli, he was a little confused. Why did Xiaoxi and he both have such expressions?
What does it mean, good or bad?
Yu Yan looked at Si Youli and whispered, "No... doesn't it look good?"
Si Youli took a breath, then slowly walked up to Yu Yan, holding her shoulders with both hands, and said earnestly: "It looks good, very good, but it's not suitable for work."
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