This is falling in love.
Yu Yan looked at the man who walked in from the door and frowned subconsciously. He was so open and aboveboard, which might have a bad influence.
She wanted to persuade the man to wait in his office until she finished checking the report and then go out to dinner with him.
But when she got in front of this man, before she could even open her mouth to speak, he grabbed her waist and led her step by step into her office.
Before she could say anything, she was frightened by his enlarged handsome face, and then something even more terrifying happened.
Si Youli, who had always been well-behaved to her, suddenly kissed her for some unknown reason, which was abrupt and terrifying.
Yu Yan's eyes suddenly widened, as if he had been frozen in place by a spell, and he was completely unresponsive.
The touch on her lips clearly told her what the man in front of her was doing.
Yu Yan suddenly became nervous and struggled hard regardless of the consequences.
Unexpectedly, Yu Yan's action completely infuriated the man. He had just kept his lips tightly pressed against the woman's, but when Yu Yan began to struggle and resist, he suddenly increased his strength, holding the woman tightly in his arms, pressing his lips against hers, and moving restlessly.
Some scattered fragments suddenly came into her mind.
An extremely wretched man pressed her down in the hotel room and tore her clothes randomly. She begged desperately and threatened angrily, but it was all in vain. The extremely wretched man didn't care.
When the man raised his head, Yu Yan saw the face. It was the man that Bai You had crippled.
Yu Yan began to tremble uncontrollably. She didn't know where the strength came from, but she suddenly pushed away from the man and screamed in despair, "Get out! No!"
The man who was caught up in lust finally sobered up. He looked at Yu Yan, who was trembling all over and squatting on the ground, curled up tightly and hugging him.
Si Youli's heart felt like it had been stabbed hard by a silver needle. It was riddled with holes and bleeding, which flowed densely into his respiratory tract, blocking his breathing.
I have never hated myself so much. I hated myself for being so anxious, for not being able to control myself, for forcing myself to do this regardless of her wishes. I knew clearly that deep in her memory, she was very resistant to such contact, so why did I still do this?
If he had known earlier, he should have let her go the first time she struggled. If he had let her go at that time, she would not have become like this.
Si Youli frowned in annoyance, slowly approached Yu Yan, squatted down, and carefully shook Yu Yan's hand.
The moment he touched her hand, Yu Yan shrank back, but for some reason he didn't know what he was worried about, and he didn't refuse Si Youli's approach.
Si Youli lowered his voice and said softly, "It's me, Yanyan, it's me, don't be afraid."
Yu Yan slowly raised her head. The man's face was full of regret, nervousness, and caution. How could such a man turn into a devil and force her without any care?
Yu Yan couldn't understand Si You. To be more precise, she had never understood him. This man was too threatening and it was beyond her ability to see through him.
Stay away from him, as far away from him as possible. This thought appeared in her mind very clearly and firmly.
Si Youli didn't know that his sudden action had made Yu Yan want to escape from him. Seeing that Yu Yan didn't reject his approach, he was delighted and slowly reached out to hold her hand, constantly increasing the strength.
He wanted to use this method to let her know that she was not alone, and that with him by her side, no one could hurt her.
Si Youli held Yu Yan's hand, then with a little force, pulled her into his arms and held her tightly.
The big hand kept soothing her back. Yu Yan leaned on Si Youli's shoulder, feeling neither peace of mind nor stability, but confusion, an unprecedented confusion.
This man was like a fog, and she was the person who was lost in the fog. She couldn't see the road ahead, nor could she see the scenery in the fog. She kept struggling and rubbing, not knowing when it would end.
Si Youli patted Yu Yan's back gently and said self-reproachfully: "I'm sorry, Yanyan, I didn't mean to scare you, I just..."
I'm just too uneasy. You are right next to me, and I can touch you with my hand, but I still feel that there are a million miles between you and me. I can never get close to you, as if in the next second, you will turn around and leave and completely disappear from my world.
Si Youli didn't say what it was, and Yu Yan had no interest in asking. She thought, she had to go to lunch today no matter what, she had to go to Yuejing City. She had to know about the past. She wanted to know what role Si Youli played in her life.
Si Youli felt that Yu Yan was frightened and wanted to take her home and give her a day or two off to rest. When she had time, he would take her to see a psychologist. He was very uneasy about her like this. When he kissed her just now, she resisted. She was very emotional. The psychological trauma caused by Zhou Zongren caused her to lose her memory. She could still remember it subconsciously.
He didn't know if this was just an accident or a horrible memory lurking in her mind. Would she be like this whenever he made any intimate gestures, or was this just an accident?
But Yu Yan insisted, saying that she was fine, just a little tired, and it would be the same if she went back to rest after eating outside.
After being together for so long, Yu Yan never made any requests and just listened to his opinions.
This was the first time she had such a strong desire to go somewhere for dinner, and she had a vague feeling that they had to go there.
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