Bai You took a step back completely subconsciously. She really didn't do it on purpose, but her subconscious action touched Zhou Yan's pain. His eyes instantly became lonely and he smiled bitterly: "So I am so evasive to you that even my approach makes you feel so uncomfortable?"
Bai You continued to look at him speechlessly. To be honest, if he wasn't still in the hospital, she wouldn't have bothered to control her emotions. She didn't just dislike him; she avoided him. Anyone who dared to deal with him was just asking for trouble.
Bai You breathed a long sigh, pulled the stool a little further away, and sat down again, looking at him. "I don't know what I did to make you misunderstand me, but I still think it's ridiculous for us to say we like each other. How long have you and I known each other? Even that acquaintance was filled with all sorts of interests. You said you like me, but what do you like about me? My face? My figure? My family background? I have a face and a figure, too. But given your situation, finding someone with a good face and a good figure shouldn't be difficult."
"As for family background, I'm afraid you understand it without me having to explain it. Your vision shouldn't be that bad."
"So after all, what do you like about me? Don't even mention me as a person. I even dislike myself. I have a bad temper. I get into trouble easily. I don't have many good qualities. I really can't think of anything worth liking about me."
Zhou Yan looked at her with a sad look in his eyes. He said dejectedly and sadly: "Xiao Xi, you don't have to belittle yourself like this. You are very good, much better than you say. You are right, I took the iron rod for you on purpose. I wanted to find a reason to be able to get close to you openly. I like you, very much. You are like a friend of mine from the past. The feeling you give me is exactly the same as hers. I don't want to lose this feeling again. Everyone looks down on my background, but you don't. In your eyes, I am a normal person, just Zhou Yan. Not the illegitimate child that others say."
"You asked me what I like about you, and I don't know. It might be everything about you, whether it's your strengths or your weaknesses. I like them all. I don't expect you to respond to me. I just ask you not to be so harsh on me. I just want to get away from you a little bit."
Bai You listened to the meaning of his words and finally understood what he was talking about.
She thought it was kind of funny, and in fact, she actually laughed out loud.
"You said that the feeling I give you is very similar to the feeling a friend of yours gave you. Then I want to ask you, in your eyes, I am just a substitute for your so-called friend. You want to find that feeling. So you found me. The way you like people is really strange. Who can bear it? Who dares to bear it?"
In fact, she had probably already guessed that the friend he was referring to was none other than her. Bai You, the one he had killed in the car accident. She had said that this man was sick, but he still didn't believe her. He had killed her with his own hands, and then used someone else to commemorate her after her death. Was he disgusting himself, or was he disgusting her? He was clearly disgusting, but he still had to find an excuse for himself, a so-called substitute. He was really cheap to the extreme. What others said about him was not wrong. She had always looked up to him from the beginning.
Bai You's face suddenly turned cold. He just looked at him and said in a cold voice: "Since you have been in that abandoned factory from the beginning, you should have heard everything your grandfather said about my conversation with you. The friend you mentioned is the one your grandfather said you killed with your own hands, Bai You, the forensic doctor, right? I really want to know, since you were able to kill her back then, how can you feel at ease to commemorate her through me now? You said that the feeling I gave you is the same as the feeling she gave you, so I want to ask. What exactly is that feeling? You have been together for a year. Since you can go to the police station to find her every morning and noon, accompany her, and help her answer her questions, how can you have the heart to destroy her brakes with your own hands and watch her die in the fire? Is your so-called love killing her?"
"Do you know that, for you, that year was probably just a conspiracy, a protracted murder, but for her, it was an inestimable memory. She had just joined the police station and was still working in an unfamiliar environment, but she had someone by her side, like a brother, silently guiding her. In her eyes, it was a happy and relaxing time, but that so-called happy and relaxing time was nothing more than a conspiracy on your part. You said you liked her, but what did you have to like him?"
Bai You also wanted to calm herself down, but she couldn't calm down when she thought of her silly life. It turned out that she had been treated like a fool and played with by others three years ago, or even four years ago.
What she thought was sincerity and companionship was nothing more than others trying to exploit her weaknesses. The blurry figure in the surveillance video that Tang Feng gave her was him. He had destroyed her brakes with his own hands, but today he told her that he liked her, liked her before and liked her now, and even wanted to find the same feeling he had in her before through her now. What sin had Bai You committed? Even in her new life, she couldn't escape her. What did she owe him in her past life that she had to suffer so much in this life? He liked her? Maybe he liked her fate.
"You spent a year occupying her life, repeating the same thing every day. Watching her foolishly act so happy about your arrival, weren't you smug? Your plan was so perfect, you concealed yourself so well, leaving her completely unaware. Little by little, she fell into your trap, and ultimately lost her life. When you saw the car accident, weren't you thrilled and happy? You felt like a master planner, fooling around with such an accomplished forensic doctor, like you were playing a clown."
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