Chapter 60 Chapter 60 I am the soul he abandoned

Lin Yan's mood was like a roller coaster: "What do you mean... no feelings?"

His mind was blank and he couldn't think.

Su Jiuyuan raised his lips: "I said that I can give you what he can give you, and I can still give you what he can't give you." "

There is only one result of you liking him, that is, becoming a waste."

The cold words made Lin Yan's brain even more sluggish. He asked stupidly: "Why no feelings?"

Su Jiuyuan snorted: "Then you have to ask him."

"It's his own fault."

"Seeing him in such a dying state now, I am really happy."

Lin Yan was silent and didn't want to answer his words.

Su Jiuyuan said: "Two thousand years ago, Rong Qingxuan was seriously injured in order to seal the remains of the void. His soul was also severely damaged. The evil spirit invaded his body. In fact, it was nothing. He just needed to recuperate for a few more days. However, his cultivation would drop by two realms and he would never be able to return to his prime."

"Who is Rong Qingxuan? He is an immortal who is highly regarded by the entire cultivation world. For the sake of the people of the world, there is nothing he can't give up."

Even... gave up himself.

"He forcibly peeled off his soul that was contaminated by the evil spirit, and a strand of it entered the body of a newly born Qilin beast, that is, Abao."

Born in that place, if it weren't for Rong Xu's powerful soul, Abao would have died long ago.

"The curse that occurs once a month is also because the evil spirit has not been completely cleared. He would rather have an incomplete soul than give in."

Lin Yan said, "You haven't told me why Master has no feelings."

Su Jiuyuan smiled, but there was not much excitement in his tone, but it was more sad: "It seems that you really care about him."

"That's good, the more you care, the less he can get, and the more he regrets."

He couldn't wait to see Rong Xu go crazy.

The scene must be very exciting.

Seeing Lin Yan's lost expression, Su Jiuyuan was in a very good mood: "In order to better protect the world's life, in addition to removing the polluted soul, he cut off the emotional thread and threw it into the Void Relics."

These incomplete souls and emotions gradually condensed into a new person, Su Jiuyuan.

Su Jiuyuan devoured the evil spirit in the Void Relics until it condensed into a physical body. His previous memories were very confused. He only knew that he was abandoned and thrown away by the original owner without mercy.

Since he had a mind, he has been determined to become stronger, stronger, very strong, and defeat Rong Xu.

Using a broken and abandoned soul to defeat the original master proves that he is wrong, ridiculously wrong.

Lin Yan's existence will definitely make Rong Xu regret it.

"Cut off the emotional ties..." Lin Yan murmured, which means that the master will never love anyone and will never know what love is.

The master is good to him, perhaps because of guilt, or perhaps because the master himself is a very good person.

The master is not wrong, he is loyal to his mission, and he lives his whole life for the people of the world, and he can give everything for this. He has great love, and Lin Yan can understand his approach and is full of respect in his heart. If it were him, he would not be able to do it.

It's too difficult.

Although he could understand, Lin Yan still felt bitter in his heart. It was a fact that Master didn't love him. All the things that happened in the past became a sharp knife stabbing into his heart. Every time he thought of Rong Xu's goodness, the knife would go deeper.

No wonder Master reminded him to guard his heart.

Fortunately, he didn't like Master that much.

But he could never like Master again...

He couldn't let himself fall into an irretrievable situation. Not only would he be unable to bear it, but Master would also feel guilty.

"Now that you know why I said he couldn't give it to you, I can still give it to you, right?" Su Jiuyuan said.

Lin Yan was at a loss: "What Master couldn't give, can you give it to me? Do you know what love is?"

With Su Jiuyuan's volatile temper, how could he understand what love is.

He doesn't even have the most basic respect.

Moreover, Lin Yan doesn't want to be liked by Su Jiuyuan. It's better for them not to bother each other and never meet each other.

Su Jiuyuan sneered: "How would I know."

"You want me to like you?"

Lin Yan shook his head: "No, I don't have such an idea."

"You are unrestrained and uninhibited, you shouldn't be restrained."

"Restrictions?" Su Jiuyuan frowned: "What restraints?"

"With love, there are restraints. Just like you said just now, Master regards all living beings as the most important. He loves all living beings in the world, so he has responsibilities and restraints." Lin Yan explained that love should not be a restraint, but loving someone does lose some freedom. There are too few lovers who love each other and have the same goals.

At least he and Master are not.

Second Senior Sister and Third Senior Brother are not like that either, and the First Senior Brother and the Sect Master are even less like that.

Someone has to compromise first.

"If I like someone, I can do whatever I want. There is no such thing as restraint." Su Jiuyuan said. There is no such a big truth. It's a mess and I can't understand it.

Lin Yan's mouth twitched: "Yes, you have the capital."

"You haven't told me why you look so similar to Master."

"Didn't you say it?" Su Jiuyuan said: "Even if I didn't say it, you should have guessed it, right?"

Lin Yan had a vague idea in his heart, but he didn't dare to admit it, let alone think deeply.

Su Jiuyuan looked at the dark night: "I am the soul he abandoned."

"His feelings are also here with me."

The guess was confirmed, Lin Yan clenched his fist, and his nails left a mark on the palm.

Su Jiuyuan and the master actually have the same soul. They are actually the same person.

Their personalities are obviously very different.

The master is gentle and tolerant, while Su Jiuyuan is crazy and crazy.

"What you want, only I can give you." Su Jiuyuan turned his head.

His eyes were ambiguous, and Lin Yan got goosebumps on his back: "I, I haven't rested enough, I'll go back and sleep for a while." After

saying that, Lin Yan fled.

Su Jiuyuan looked at his back: "How can you sleep like this?"

Lin Yan rushed into the room quickly, closed the door quickly, and lay down on the bed quickly. Fearing that Su Jiuyuan would be suspicious, he pretended to close his eyes.

After lying down, his heartbeat became more obvious, so fast that he couldn't control it, as if it was going to burst out of his chest. Lin Yan covered his heart and tried to calm down.

He took a deep breath, and Rong Xu's appearance appeared in his mind. It turned out that the master had experienced so much.

He did not participate in the master's past, and in the future...

try to keep a distance.

Before he could calm down, the door was pushed open with a creaky sound, and footsteps were heard. The door was closed again, and the footsteps were getting closer and closer.

Lin Yan's scalp tingled and he sat up straight.

"Why is your Excellency here?"

Su Jiuyuan walked to the bed. In the dark night, Lin Yan's eyes were shining, brighter than the stars outside.

"You go to sleep."

Su Jiuyuan stood still.

Lin Yan's scalp tingled: "I can't sleep

with you staring at me like this..." How is this different from sleeping while being stared at by the head teacher?

Su Jiuyuan lifted his robe and sat on the bed: "If you want me to sleep with you, just say it directly. Why bother to be so secretive?"

Lin Yan: "?"

When did he think about it!

Su Jiuyuan lay down without caring. The bed was very big, but the two of them inevitably touched each other. Lin Yan stood up and wanted to jump down, but Su Jiuyuan grabbed his wrist: "What are you doing?"

"I... I'm not sleepy anymore, so I got up to practice." Lin Yan's palms were sweating, and he barely maintained his composure.

"Sleep." Su Jiuyuan exerted a little force, and Lin Yan suddenly bumped into him, with his face pressed against Su Jiuyuan's chest: "Sir!"

"What are you shouting for? It's so noisy."

Lin Yan struggled twice, and Su Jiuyuan put his other hand on his back: "Don't move."

"Just sleep, you are so scared, do you think I will do something to you?"

Lin Yan didn't dare to move: "No, I'm afraid of disturbing your rest."

"Really?" Su Jiuyuan's voice was dangerous.

Lin Yan shrank his neck: "I dare not deceive you, sir."

Su Jiuyuan did not ask any more questions. Lin Yan felt very uncomfortable being pressed by him, and his neck was sore after a while.

"Sir, can I lie down?"

"I really can't sleep like this."

"It would be a sin if I hurt you again."

"Hurry?" Su Jiuyuan repeated, and tapped Lin Yan casually. Lin Yan's body softened and completely lost strength, allowing Su Jiuyuan to manipulate him.

"How could I be hurt?"

Su Jiuyuan put Lin Yan on his body: "Sleep!"

Lin Yan opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He was no different from a doll now.

Su Jiuyuan was stiff after sleeping for too long during the day. Lin Yan was not sleepy at all. Su Jiuyuan held him like a kitten or puppy, stroking his hair from time to time.

Lin Yan thought he would not be able to fall asleep. Maybe he was really bored and couldn't do anything else. Finally, he fell asleep in a daze.

He had a very long dream.

In the dream, he fell in love with Rong Xu, but Rong Xu was tired of him and looked down on him. Lin Yan tried desperately to win back the relationship, but Rong Xu was always distant and extremely cold to him.

Lin Yan didn't get a response, and his internal skills were reversed. He lived in agony every day. His cultivation gradually disappeared with the pain, destroying his tendons and veins. In just a few days, Lin Yan completely became a useless person. He

was not even as good as a normal person. His tendons and veins were broken and his skin was old. He couldn't walk even though he had both hands and feet. It was difficult to move.

He watched helplessly as another person appeared beside Rong Xu. That person had Yin blood like him, but he was not a disciple of the Hehuan Sect. They talked happily, but Lin Yan was unwilling to accept it. Why could others do it but he couldn't? He forced himself to question Rong Xu with the excruciating pain.

Rong Xu told him coldly that their deal was over.

It was over.

Lin Yan asked, apart from the deal, is there no other affection between them?

Rong Xu said, even the master-disciple relationship is fake, what affection can we talk about.

Lin Yan was very sad. He had tried his best to control himself and didn't want to let himself fall in love with Rong

Xu, but how could he control his feelings? It was because his master didn't follow the rules and acted recklessly when he and he were practicing dual cultivation... Thinking of dual cultivation, Lin Yan felt something was wrong with him. His waist hurt badly and his back was a little itchy.

A chill came from the coccyx and went up along the spine. Lin Yan suddenly woke up. He was naked, with only a thin blanket covering his waist. Under him was Su Jiuyuan's cold and hard body. At this moment, Su Jiuyuan's fingers were falling on his back. The chill just now was not an illusion, it was Su Jiuyuan's hand!

Lin Yan rolled off Su Jiuyuan in shock and wrapped himself in the quilt.

"You...how can you take off my clothes casually?!"

In panic, Lin Yan ignored his fear and his voice was extremely sharp.

He didn't even leave him underwear!

Su Jiuyuan raised his hand lazily, and his wide sleeves swept over with his movements, making him look even more evil.

Lin Yan was furious: "Why did you only let me take off my clothes, but not yourself!"