Chapter 82 Chapter 82 Try to accept him, and accept yourself...
When Lin Yan found out that everyone could hear her complaints, she was broken. She could no longer hear what Rong Xu said. Her head was buzzing, and she wished she could start over again.
Even if she had no memory, Lin Yan could guess what he had done in the past. Didn't he know himself?
There must be nothing good to say.
He liked to complain when he was reading novels and watching videos. There were always many likes under each comment, but that was across the Internet. Who would cricket someone in person?
"I heard more at the beginning, but now I can't hear it at all." Rong Xu said.
Lin Yan's face turned pale: "Can't you hear it now?"
Because he has lost his memory?
Rong Xu nodded: "I really can't hear it anymore. It may be related to my and Su Jiuyuan's attitudes."
The attitude towards Cangsheng, the attitude towards Lin Yan, and the attitude towards everyone around.
"It's good that I can't hear it." Lin Yan patted his heart. No matter what the reason, if he can still hear it in the future, he really can't live.
Rong Xu rubbed Lin Yan's head. Lin Yan wanted to avoid it. Why do these two people like to touch his head? He is not a little animal. His hairstyle is messed up.
Although... he doesn't have any hairstyle now.
Being locked in a small dark room by Rong Xu, his hair is messy all day long. It is still Rong Xu who ties his hair for him. Lin Yan can't do it himself.
"Master, there is something I haven't told you yet. I met several seniors in the Void Relics. One of them, Senior Nan Guo, said he was your master, or your great master. He led me to find you."
Lin Yan guessed that in order to completely make Su Jiuyuan disappear, the Void Relics must be destroyed. Once the Void Relics were destroyed, those seniors would also disappear.
Rong Xu held Lin Yan's hand: "Master...what did you say?"
Lin Yan shook his head: "He didn't say anything. He asked if you and I were a Taoist couple, said that I had your cultivation, and said that you would be trapped in a nightmare."
Nan Guo Huaizhen really understood Rong Xu, but he understood the Rong Xu of the past. He foresaw the first nightmare, but didn't expect there would be a second one.
"Master, I say this because I want you to know that the choice I made at that time was forced. I feel sorry for you, and your fellow disciples will not blame you."
"And that..."
"I know this is difficult, but Master, can you please let Jiuyuan not be too miserable? He is not a bad person. He is a part of you, and in my heart he is the same as you."
"Try to accept him and yourself, okay?"
If Su Jiuyuan had not been separated, Rong Xu would be the one causing trouble everywhere, and the situation might be even more serious because no one could stop him.
Rong Xu's face was obviously not looking good. Lin Yan frowned: "Master, you didn't act like this when you asked me to forget you. You didn't get angry when I married someone else. You were unhappy when you just mentioned Su Jiuyuan's name?"
Lin Yan muttered softly: "We have no feelings for each other, but you are still jealous." Rong Xu
: "I can hear it."
Lin Yan was angrily: "Am I wrong? You are obviously jealous!"
"What did you say about not having to wait for you? If I really did that, you would die... bah, you wouldn't die."
"Master, you must live, otherwise I will be sad."
He had already begun to be sad, because Rong Xu and Su Jiuyuan could not have both. He didn't want Su Jiuyuan to disappear, but there was no way.
"Okay, time is running out. I'll send you out first. Remember to stay away and don't look back." Rong Xu said, "Let the people outside stay away as well."
"I know." Lin Yan nodded, "Master, don't worry. I will take good care of myself and protect the people nearby."
He certainly couldn't do it alone, but he still had the fellow disciples of Guiyuan Sect and other sects to evacuate the crowd in time.
Rong Xu should have explained before entering the Void Relics that the days they were trapped in the nightmare were the last days they spent together, and they were also waiting for the people outside to be ready.
Rong Xu took Lin Yan out of the sea of consciousness. As soon as they landed, they saw Su Jiuyuan. Su Jiuyuan raised his sword and killed them: "Rong Xu, today is the day you die!"
"Give my people back."
Rong Xu raised his hand, and Lin Yan caught what he threw over. It was a ring.
"A Bao is in there. Wake him up and he will take you out."
Rong Xu wanted to send Lin Yan away in person, but was entangled by Su Jiuyuan. Although A Bao's condition was not very good, it was enough to protect Lin Yan.
With A Bao around, no one except Su Jiuyuan could hurt Lin Yan.
Lin Yan held the ring. When Su Jiuyuan saw him, he immediately stopped attacking Rong Xu and flew towards him.
Lin Yan did not move. During the days he was locked in the small dark room, he would occasionally think of Su Jiuyuan and always felt guilty.
But in the end, he and Su Jiuyuan were not a couple. Those were all made-up stories. Su Jiuyuan was deceiving him.
"Jiuyuan."
Su Jiuyuan stopped in front of Lin Yan, and Rong Xu fell not far behind them.
"I haven't recovered my memory yet. I don't know if I will have the chance to recover it in this lifetime, but I'm not stupid. I can tell right from wrong and know what to do and what not to do."
"I hope you can tell the difference, too."
"It's time to put an end to the grudge between you. I can't bear to leave my master, and I can't bear to leave you either, but if I have to choose between you and my master."
"I will choose my master."
Lin Yan knew that this was very heartless. He was raising the stakes for Rong Xu, trying to anger Su Jiuyuan, so that it would be easier to deal with him after he lost his mind.
He wanted Rong Xu to survive.
Lin Yan silently said sorry in his heart. Since he had made the choice, he could not retreat.
Su Jiuyuan's face was filled with storm: "What did you say?"
The pill he gave Lin Yan was the fox tribe's forgetfulness pill. The time to remove the memory was calculated by controlling the amount of herbs, and a drop of Su Jiuyuan's heart blood was added.
That drop of blood can make Lin Yan feel good about him. As long as she sees him, she will feel close. He did this, but Lin Yan still stood on Rong Xu's side.
Why! Why!
"Lin Yan, you are fine!"
Su Jiuyuan pinched Lin Yan's neck: "In this case, there is no need to keep you."
"Go to hell."
Lin Yan's neck was strangled, and many painful memories flashed through his mind. The feeling of suffocation was too familiar. Every time he was strangled, it was the same person. The clothes were different, but the eyebrows and eyes were the same, it was Su Jiuyuan.
"Jiuyuan..."
Lin Yan uttered the two words with difficulty. Rong Xu's Sky-breaking Sword fell on Su Jiuyuan's neck. Su Jiuyuan laughed softly, wildly and sadly.
"Rong Qingqian, you can try to see whether his neck is harder or my neck is harder."
Rong Xu said, "Let him go."
"It has nothing to do with him, why do you have to hold him so hard."
Su Jiuyuan sneered, "Why do you ask even though you know the answer?"
Lin Yan might be different to him. It would be a pity if he died, but he didn't need disobedient things. It would be better to refine them into puppets.
It would be better to refine them both into puppets, and slap each other in the face every day.
Seeing Lin Yan's face flushed red, the Sky-breaking Sword fell at a very tricky angle. Su Jiuyuan finally failed to kill Lin Yan. He killed Rong Xu first and then dealt with Lin Yan.
Lin Yan was thrown to the ground and climbed up in a dusty state. His throat was burning. Damn it, Su Jiuyuan should die, idiot!
He would not repay evil with kindness.
Rong Xu and Su Jiuyuan fought in a ball. The surroundings were changing with evil spirits and lightning. It was just like the end of the world.
Lin Yan ran away while shouting Abao's name. Abao came out of the ring and appeared out of nowhere, which scared him.
"Abao?"
"Yanyan!" Abao pounced on Lin Yan and rubbed his hand hard.
Lin Yan was surprised that Abao could speak. Abao squatted down: "Yanyan, come up."
He lay on Abao and touched Abao's head: "Master said that you are very weak now. Are you okay?"
Abao shook his big head: "I'm fine, just sleepy and want to sleep all the time."
"Thank you for your hard work. Go back to sleep after you get out. Don't worry about me."
"By the way, can you sense souls? I want to say goodbye to them."
They were all seniors in the world of cultivation, and one of them was his great-master. It would be impolite to leave directly.
A Bao shook his head: "It would have been fine in the past, but now..."
Lin Yan comforted: "It's okay, let's try our luck."
"It would be great if we could take them away."
A Bao carried Lin Yan to the border of the Void. Lin Yan was sighing all the way. Fortunately, he had A Bao, otherwise he wouldn't be able to tell which was which, because they all looked the same, right?
Fortunately, he met those seniors.
Lin Yan wanted to take them out, but several people refused: "Why should we, the old guys, go out? There's no need to bother others."
"That's right. We've been floating around for so many years, and we've floated around enough. Just leave us alone to worry about you."
"Don't listen to their nonsense. We are just a wandering soul. We won't live long if we get out. There's a heavy evil spirit here, so we haven't dissipated. Now that I can see you and Qingming, my wish has been fulfilled. I have nothing to worry about." Nan Guo Huaizhen said.
Lin Yan nodded: "Grandmaster, rest assured. I will not leave Master alone."
"Oh, you call me Grandmaster so soon. Nan Guo, you have a successor!"
"Hiss, the aura of your disciple is even stronger on this kid."
"His cultivation level has improved."
"Is he practicing dual cultivation again?"
"Tsk tsk tsk tsk, the Hehuan Sect is so good that you can break through even when lying down."
Lin Yan's face turned red from their teasing, and he could not get a word in. Nan Guo Huaizhen saw that he was getting more and more embarrassed, and shouted at them to shut up.
"Yanyan, don't blame them. These old guys are so pent up that they can't control themselves when they see someone. They don't mean any harm."
Lin Yan nodded, "I know."
"Seniors, I have to go. There are things waiting for me to do outside. You..."
"Go quickly. Don't worry about us. We have already made preparations." Nan Guo Huaizhen said, "Child, live well."
Lin Yan nodded vigorously, "Yes."
"Grandmaster, I have several senior brothers and sisters above me. The eldest senior brother is already an infant at a young age. The senior brothers and sisters are all very good. They will be very happy if they see you."
Nan Guo Huaizhen choked up, "Okay, okay, okay!"
"It's just that there is no time to dig the coffin. There are a lot of good things there."
Lin Yan: "..."
Why does the grandmaster always insist on letting him dig the coffin? Isn't that the same as digging up his own ancestral tomb!
A Bao brought Lin Yan to the boundary of the void and let him enter the mustard seed space.
Lin Yan's cultivation was not enough, and he could not withstand the energy of Shanhaiyu outside.
"Okay."
The mustard seed space was full of green mountains and clear waters, birds singing and flowers blooming. After Lin Yan entered, he felt that his eyes were washed and finally had colors.
Looking at gray for a long time, it was still a bit uncomfortable.
There was a white, almost transparent thing in the flowers. Lin Yan stared at it for a long time. The little thing looked exactly like Rong Xu, jumping and chasing butterflies, very cute.