Chapter 61 Chapter 61 Don't Leave Me Again
Li Jinglang had forgotten the last time his hands and feet were tied. He only remembered that when he was pinned to the ground by several doctors, he was still muttering Tang Ningyue's name.
He thought she would come to rescue him.
But this time, she personally sent him to that place again.
There was no resistance, even if she wanted to tie him up; there was no struggle, no matter how much she hurt him.
Maybe it was because he was injected with a sedative, but Li Jinglang still felt weak after waking up. The last image in his mind was not the confrontation between him and Tang Ningyue, but the scene where Zhou Yuhe fell on the broken teacup before everyone pushed the door open.
There are always people better than you. This was the first time that Li Jinglang experienced this so deeply. He thought he was crazy enough and out of control, but there were still beasts in human skin who were more vicious and cruel than him.
It was Zhou Yuhe who was tied up and forced down, but he was the one who was actually left behind.
It wasn't some sophisticated trick. Tang Ningyue could clearly see it but still chose to cover it up. Li Jinglang watched helplessly as he was pushed further and further away.
He deserves it.
Li Jinglang felt that he had been lying in bed for a very long time. He didn't see anyone except Zhou Su who glanced at him quickly through the glass. He didn't see anyone else.
He was like a scrapped robot, useless and had to be thrown into a place like this to be remade.
There are white walls all around, and only a long window can see the light and shadow outside. The tall plane trees block the sunlight, and the shadows of the overlapping layers of leaves fall on the ground. This is the only dynamic scene.
Li Jinglang stared at it for a long time.
When he was a child, he always liked to play with Tang Ningyue in the sand behind the school, especially at noon. After Li Jinglang found that there were the least children at noon, he began to deliberately forget his keys at home so that he could go to the sand to play with her, just the two of them, no one else.
For this, he was scolded a lot by Tang Ningyue, but he was willing to do so.
Tang Ningyue actually loves him very much. No matter whether Zhou Su comes home or is willing to cook, she will never let him go hungry. In Li Jinglang's impression, he has been eating with Tang Ningyue for his whole life.
When they went out to play, it was Tang Ningyue who applied sunscreen for him, reminded him to wear a coat when the weather was cold, and comforted him when he couldn't sleep at night. No one had ever taken care of him like this before. It seemed like no one had time to take care of him. It was like this when he was with his father, and it was like this now when he was with his mother, although Zhou Su already took better care of him than his father.
But no one can compare to Tang Ningyue.
But later, she stopped caring about him and even left him. He couldn't figure it out, and he still doesn't understand what he did wrong. From the beginning to the end, he never blamed Tang Ningyue for the mistake.
He doesn't allow others to say anything bad about her. She is very good and will always be very good.
He was willing to be beaten and scolded by her, and he didn't want to leave her, not for the rest of his life.
But she even despised him for fighting for a position to take care of her, wash her clothes and cook for her. There would always be someone who could replace his position, but no one could replace her position in his heart.
I don’t know how long it was before someone finally came in. Nurses and doctors surrounded him, but there was no one he wanted to see.
He underwent a lot of examinations and they asked him to answer a lot of questions. Zhou Su also came and helped the group question him.
Li Jinglang muttered for a long time, just staring blankly at the shadow of the tree, dazed and lost.
There was no color on his face, and there was a faint bruise under his eyes, which looked quite shocking on his pale face.
Zhou Su's eyes were full of heartache. He had been feeling much better some time ago, but now he had become thinner again.
Back in the ward, Zhou Su kept chatting with him, talking about this and that. Li Jinglang didn't respond. His arms hung limply at his sides, his head lowered, letting the breeze ruffle his hair.
The weather has become hotter and the temperature has risen, but his body is still cold and he can't feel the temperature.
"Do you like this sycamore tree outside? I'll take you to Nanjing and we'll go take a look, okay?"
“.....”
"The space travel exhibition has just started. Wouldn't you like it? Shouldn't we go and take a look?"
“.....”
"You..." Zhou Su wanted to say something.
"I want to be alone for a while." Li Jinglang interrupted her suddenly, his voice low and weak.
"....." Zhou Su paused while peeling the apple and looked at him, at a loss.
"I'm fine." Li Jinglang blinked softly, as faintly as the fluttering of feathers. "I'm just a little tired."
He turned over, no longer looking at her, put his hands under the pillow, and closed his eyes. "I want to rest for a while."
"Jinglang..."
"You know I've always been like this. I haven't changed, and I can't change." He sneered, letting out a breath from his chest. "Don't waste your energy."
"Give up on me."
"Please."
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When Tang Ningyue came, Zhou Su was outside making a phone call. She was always busy with work. After her divorce, her focus shifted from family to work, and she also neglected her young son.
People are always weird. Zhou Su is obviously a very capable woman. Outsiders say that she takes good care of her children, has a big career, and knows how to live. She is a perfect woman.
But this perfect woman seems to have many flaws, which others cannot see, but are fully revealed in Li Jinglang.
He is insecure and distrustful of others; he has poor social skills and is unwilling to interact with others; he has character flaws and hurts himself and others.
But all these shortcomings and deficiencies were actually made up for by Tang Ningyue, a woman with a bad reputation.
Tang Ningyue was a fickle woman, flirting with everyone. No one would call her a good woman, but actions are often judged, not the heart. Her ability to love others had already won over most people. This was true for both men and women, whether it was Li Jiaxin or Wen Xi, she knew how to love them, not to mention men.
Regardless of whether she had this idea or was sincere, she did it, and even became the only spiritual pillar in Li Jinglang's life and the eternal savior.
"How is Jinglang?" Tang Ningyue gasped for breath. Before she could catch her breath, she was in a hurry to go and check on him, but was stopped by Zhou Su.
"It's all my fault." Tang Ningyue felt a little regretful. "Even though I knew he was like this, I still provoked him so much..."
"It's not your fault, Ningyue." Zhou Su shook her head. "He's been like this for a long time. Actually..." She took a deep breath. "Actually, no one except you can tolerate him for this long."
"Even his father, his aunt, even me."
“No.”
Zhou Su leaned against the window and pushed the window on the corridor outward. A breeze blew in, carrying the fragrance of wild flowers.
"He was always like this when he was a kid, but it wasn't as severe back then. But his symptoms were obvious too, with his extreme moods and personality flaws. He lost his temper so often that sometimes I couldn't stand him."
"So I always make excuses for not going home, and I find lots of reasons. It's hard to be a good mother, but I really try my best."
"So...I also feel like I owe you, Ningyue."
“.....”
Tang Ningyue shook her head. "Aunt Zhou, you're not wrong. No one is wrong, including Jinglang."
“.....”
Zhou Su sighed softly, not knowing whether to blame his bad luck or the unfairness of the world.
"Aunt Zhou."
"I'm going to the branch in Nancy the day after tomorrow and may not be back for a long time."
"That's why I came today...I wanted to see Jinglang again."
"Don't go in." Zhou Su sighed, "When he sees you coming, he'll pester you again. He won't listen."
Tang Ningyue glanced inside through the glass and saw Li Jinglang lying on the bed with his eyes closed, gauze wrapped around his neck. He looked no different from the fragments he had been in last night.
It was really pitiful, and Tang Ningyue felt really distressed.
Obviously she was really angry when he went crazy, but when she saw him lying so weak and motionless on the bed, or begging her in this way or that, she softened her heart again.
It was obvious that she was a very hard-hearted woman before.
"He's usually well behaved."
Tang Ningyue murmured, it’s not his fault, it’s really not his fault.
The problem is that she is stubborn and stubborn, and the problem is that he is also stubborn and stubborn.
The two of them shouldn't have been entangled for so long. It's just a bad fate.
"I'm leaving soon."
"Let me take another look at him."
Tang Ningyue murmured, and unknowingly walked towards the small indoor window.
Through a glass, he looked like a glass doll being sold in a window. It would be best if he had no emotions, so that he would be easier to sell.
Li Jinglang was the most obedient and beautiful only when he was sick and lying in bed. His small face was porcelain-like, his eyelashes cast a shadow under his eyes, he was broad-shouldered and narrow-waisted, and he was thin, which gave him an inexplicable attraction.
She loved him the most whenever he was feeling unwell or in pain.
But those eyes shouldn't have been opened at this time, and he shouldn't have seen the face he missed the most at the most vulnerable moment.
Li Jinglang thought he was dreaming. He didn't care about anything else. Whether it was real or fake, he wanted it all.
"Tang Ningyue!"
His eyes were like hooks, once he aimed at the target, he would not look away and followed her closely.
Li Jinglang pulled out the needle from his hand, rushed towards the door, and slammed the tempered glass hard.
"Tang Ningyue!"
"Tang Ningyue!"
He screamed hysterically, feeling a sweet and fishy taste in his throat. He didn't care about the blood oozing from his dry mouth, nor did he care about the wounds that burst due to too much force. He just kept calling her name.
The glass trapped him like a prison. He could see but couldn't touch anything. He felt like the blood was about to flow out of his body.
"Tang Ningyue..."
He called her name, but she remained indifferent.
Zhou Su pulled her back and called for a doctor in the other direction of the corridor.
Tang Ningyue didn't move, but just mouthed to him to go back. Her beautiful brows were furrowed, and she put the pink diamond ring on her finger again.
When he was doing the examination in the morning, he seemed to hear nurses outside talking about today's press conference. It was about her, right? Li Jinglang didn't dare to think about it too much.
He kept banging on the glass, and no matter how she punished him, he just begged her not to hurt his feelings like that.
"Please..."
"Come in and hug me."
"I'll listen to you. I won't make trouble anymore."
"Please."
"I promise to be obedient..."
"I won't compete with Zhou Yuhe anymore. I won't compete with him anymore. Please..."
"Tang Ningyue...don't leave me again!"
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